第5章:我想活

chenmeilianseyibian,shunjiancanbai。

“xiaojie,ninshuoxiaodeba?”

tayiweishuwanqingzaikaiwanxiao,shituchechuyimoxiao,danfankudeshegenkaishifama,neixiaorongjiyejibuchulai。

zongshushizheiliunianzaidanbangzhaogushuwanqingderen,taheqizisongruyizaidangdihuarenjiekaileyijiazhongyaoguan,pingrilaikanbingdeshenmerendouyou。

youchuanzhepojiuyishandeqiongren,yeyouchuanjindaiyinmanshiwenshendezhuanghan,gengyoudaizhewuqiweizheshijigebaobiaodeguiren……dantamendouyouyigegongtongtedian,duizongshufuqiliangbigongbijing。

napashizhibuhaodebing,yemeirenganduifuqiliangzaoci。

yinweidezuilezheiduifuqi,kenengzenmesidedoubuzhidao。

chenmeigenzaishuwanqingshenbian,suiranmeiyouhezongshufuqiliangxueyi,danerrumuranyedongdeyixieyaoli,yeqingchuzheiduifuqidebenshi。

huiguodengchuanzhiqian,songruyidandubashuwanqinghandaoyibian,jiaodaileshenmechenmeibudeerzhi。

dantaxinxiang,yige13suizhiqianbeishujiachongzhezhangdadexiaogongzhu;14suihoubeisongdaodanbang,youbeizheiduifuqiliangguandewufawutian。

weiyichiguodekutoujiushishuyunningqushineiyinian,beiruanjianeiduishuangbaotaizhenduidewunengkuangnu,ranhoubeiganchuguo,songdaodanbang。

zheiyangyiweidaxiaojie,younengyouduoshaoxinyanziquzhuomosongruyijiaodaidehua?

kexianzai,tajiushibeizheiweiwunaodaxiaojiesuanji,beipotunleyimeiduyao。

shegendekumakaishimanyan,chenmeiganshoudaozijisizhiyezaimanmanshengteng。

taxinlishengchuyizhenkongju,xiangyemeixiangjiuduizheshuwanqingguixialai,zhongzhongdikelelianggetou。

“xiaojie,wobuzhidaowozuocuoleshenme,yebuzhidaowoshenmeshihoudezuilenin,danqiuqiuninkanzaiwosihouninbaniandefenshang,liuwoyitiaoxingmingba!woqiuqiuninlexiaojie,nindarendaliang,raowoyiming!”

chenmeinaodaikedekuangkuangzuoxiang,taguizhewangqianpaleliangbu,shitubaozhushuwanqingdexiaotui,quebeishuwanqingduokai。

chenmeidashengkuqi,aiqiuzhe,“xiaojie,qiuqiunin!wobuxiangsi,wohaibuxiangsi,ninfangguowoba!”

舒婉轻冷眼看着她。

zhizhitaetoushenchuxueji,cailengzhesangzikaikou,“nizhenbuzhidaonizuocuoleshenme,buzhidaonalidezuilewo?”

“wo……”chenmeidongzuoyileng。

tashituyaotouzhuangsha,ketaimoukandaoshuwanqinglianshangdechaofeng,huanglexiaofududenaodaiyoudunzhu。

shuwanqingbujibuxu,“xiangqingchu,zaigaosuwodaan。”

chenmeiyanxiakoushui,zhenggerenrutongxieleqidepiqiu,tanzuozaidi。

taliangyanwangwang,zhanzheshengyingengyan。

“zheiliunian……zheiliunianwogenzaixiaojieninshenbian,chulezhaoguninqijuzhiwai,haiyouxiangtaitaineibianhuibaoninderichang。fang、fangzhininzuochugedeshiqing。”

“太太?”

shuwanqingjujiaozhetaduilinzhiyadechenghu,renbuzhuchilesheng。

chenmeiyoukuqilai,“xiaojie,wojiushiyigenvyong,doushizhurenjiarangwozuoshenmewojiuzuoshenme,woyeshibeibiwunai,ninjiubieweinanwole。”

shuwanqingchuimou,kanzhechenmeineizhanglangjiedelian。

shini,tayigenvyongshibeibiwunai,suoyikeyisiyidizaoyaoshengshi,nalingwaiyiweiguzhudeqianbeipanzheiweiguzhu。

ertashuwanqing,jiuhuogaiqusini。

“biekudeneimekuazhang,yebiebajianshiwozheizhongshiqingshuodeneimehaoting。buguoni,raoniyitiaoxingming,yebushibuxing。”

shuwanqingdunxialai,baijingdezhangxinshiyimeihesedexiaoyaowan。

“xianghuohaishixiangsi,kannizenmexuane。”

“woxianghuo!xiaojie,woxianghuoxialai!wobuxiangsi!”chenmeixiangyemeixiangjiubaneimeiyaowansaijinzuili。

yanxiaquzhihou,tayouzhongzhongdijishuwanqingkelegetou,“xiaojieninfangxin,yihouninrangwozuoshenmewojiuzuoshenme!ruanjianeibianbiexiangzaicongwozuilidezhinindexiaoxi,ninxiangchuandijiaxiaoxiwoyekeyibangmang!”

daoshigecongmingde,likejiugailekou,haiguihuahaolezijiyihoudezhiyedaolu。

duibiqilai,shangbeizidezijizhenshitianzhendeguoyuyuchun。

yenanguaibeirenzhemochengneigemoyang。

kekanbudongrenxinxiane,tajiuhuogaibeicanhaizhisime?

shuwanqingyandiyipianlengyi。

tazhanqishen,pailepaiyixiu,“yaowanmeisantianzhaowoyaoyici,xiangshenmeshihouchediyaodaobingchu,jiuyaokannibiaoxiane。”

chenmeiganentilin,“womingbaidedaxiaojie!denghuidaoancheng,woquantingdaxiaojienindefenfu!”

安城……

shuwanqingyouxiangqishangbeizizijidecanzhuang,xinzhongliqihengsheng。

tazhuantouqukanhaimiandeyueguang,zhizhiqingxudeyikezhishicailiangshengkaikou。

“shijianbuzao,nihuiquxiuxiba。”

yuqiwenliang,fangfogangcaishenmedoumeiyoufashengguoyiban。

chenmeitaitoukanletayiyan,buganzaiduohua,huangkongzhongdimeituilechuqu。