第4章：前世的悲剧
jishizhidaoluyanxiaohuihuifu，danshijiangmixiwangzheiyishi，luyanxiaodehuifuguochengyoutadepeiban。
zheiyipeiban、zheiyipeiyangganqing，jiangmizhijieyigexingqimeiquxuexiaole，erluoyingyeannabuzhushangmenlaile。
医院卫生间。
luoyingjiangjiangmiquanshenshangxialiwaizizixixidejianchayibian，faxianshenmedoumeiyoucaisongleyikouqidao：
“mimi，nimeishijiuhao，nizheiyizhenggexingqidoubugenwolianxi，nishixiangrangwodanxinsinima？nizhidaoma？wozhenpaluyanxiaozhidaonigenjixuezhangdeshiqinghou，huiqiangponi，daoshihoujixuezhangkendinghenshangxin，nimeishi，woyegenjixuezhangyougejiaodaile。”
姜宓冷嗤！
taduijisinianxuyaoyougenzijiyouguandejiaodai？tashibabudezijiyongyuanbuchuxianzaijisinianmianqianba！bijing，takeshijisiniandedixianvyouna！！
tayutamen，zhishiyigegongjueryi。
jiuxiangxianzai，luoyingmeimingqiyuezaiweitabuzhuangshirangtagenghaodebaohuziji，keshijini？
shijiangtabanchou，tahaipajisiniangenluyanxiaodouhuixihuanshangta。
erzijiyeshitingshuojisiniangengxihuanneizhongyougexingnvhaideshihou，caixinganqingyuande。
zaiqianshi…meiyouluyanxiaodeshihou，panshangta，jiudengyupanshanglelujia，neimezaijincheng，hengxingbadaoyebushibukeyi，gengbieshuoyigeququdejijiajichengrenle。
erluyanxiaoyihuilai，suoyoudejihuaquanbuluokongle，bieshuopanshanglujia，genlujiashaofurenjiaowang，jijiayijijisinianfenfenzhongjiukeyixiaoshi。
danshisheicengxiangdao，luoderucibeicanxiachangdeluyanxiaoyiranneimeyouquanyoushi，jingranduijialianpaideqizimeiyoupaichi，shenzhishuoyaozhenzhengdejiehun。
duici，zuowei“nanpengyou”dejisinianyidianshangxindoumeiyou，faneranweijiangmizhishifengchangzuoxi，tahuibangtataopaode。
meimingqiyueshiweiletamendeweilai，shijiqueshinatadangchouma。
keruoshichoumayejiusuanle，tajingranxiangzhitayusidi！
taopaodechezichachebeidongleshoujiao，tachulechehuo，yanjingzhongchuangxiale。
neihuideta，basuoyoudeguocuodoutuidaoluyanxiaoshenshang，ruguotadangchuzhansibuhuilai、ruguotabugentajiehun、ruguotabupairengenzheta，neimeyiqiebeijudoubuhuifasheng。
yigedaizheyuanhendiduizhe，yigemenhulu，jiuzheimeguolewunian。
turanyouyitian，luyanxiaofangshoule，ranhouzijixuyaodeyanjiaomozhaodaole，chenggongdewanchengleshoushu。
kejiuzaichaixianqiansantian，tabeiluoyingbangle，beigaozhineiyanjiaomoshiluyanxiaode，weileta，tachenglexiazi，ertaquehaizaiguaita，guaitachaisanletagenjisinian。
erqiemeilelujia，jiangjiajiumeirenkeyihuzhele，yijingbeijisinianjishougoule。
jiuzailuoyingjuedeaochutoudeshihou，jisinianquewuqingdepaoqileta，luyanxiaozheitiaoluyezoubutong，yinweitabasuoyoucaichanjileziji，ruguotasile，neimeluoyingjiunengzhanweijiyou，yinci，yichangdahuo，rangzijilikailerenshi。
xushiyuanqitaishen，zhiyouyilvhunpodeta，quejiandaoleluyanxiaogengbeicandexiachang。
shenzhizhidao，jishidangchudetapaodaozhongdianduanmatou，zaimatoudengtaderenyebushijisinian，ershiquwangfeizhouderenfanzi。
qianshideyiqiefangfolilizaimu，chongjizhejiangmidedanao，yixiazitameizhangwohaozijideqingxu，duizheluoyingchaofengdao：“nishuojisinianhendanxinwo？neiweishenmezheimejiule，tayigedianhuadoumeidaguolai，jintianyemeigenniyiqilai，shenzhinigentajiechudebiwogengduo。”
zheibutongyupingshixiaobaidemoyang，rangluoyingzheshiyouxiefanyingbuguolai，shenzhiyouyizhongbeichuantoudeganjue，jibeifaliang。
kekebanbanhuida：“mimi，niyaoduotiliangyixiajixuezhang，tashixihuannide，zhishitabijiaomang，youhaipanimendeshiqingbeiluyanxiaozhidaoshiniweinan，suoyicairangwoguolaide。”
luoyingbiaomianjieshideqingzhenyiqie，neixinqueyaoyaqiechi，mingmingtagenjisinianshidixiaqing，jiangmigenjisinianyeshidixiaqing，pingshenmetamennenggoutiantianmimide，ertakanzheyejiusuanle，haidecuohe。
yuandudekanzhejiangmi，shubuzhineifennuwoquandemoyang，yijingluorujiangmiyandi。
he！jiangmilengxiao，yuanlaitadeyanjiyebuguosanmiao，zijizenmejiuzheimezheimeshani？
“keshi…luyanxiaoyijingzhidaolezenmeban？”
姜宓难为情道。
“shenme？”tingdaozheige，luoyingshengyinmashangdashengqilaile，“tazenmehuizhidaonimendeshiqingni？neitahuibuhuiduijixuezhangzuochushenmebuhaodeshiqinglaia！ruguozheiyang，miminikeyaoweijixuezhangqiuqinga！”
luoyingshuohuasanjubulijisinian，yagenmeiguanguotadesihuo。
jiangmineixinlengxiao，queshaonaodebaoyuan：“woyebuzhidaotaweishenmehuizhidao。”
cike，jiangmikandaoluoyingdeyandishanguoyisixingzailehuo。
guoran…shita......
suihouyoudao：“keshitazhidaohoujingranyidiandoubuxianqiwo，haishuozheihunshiyidingyaojiede，daozhiwoxianzailianxuexiaodouqubule。”
jici，luoyingyandidexingzailehuobeijidusuoqudai。
danshuohuayuqihaishihenqingrou，qiedaizheyouxin：“nei…neizenmeban？miminizhendedasuangenluyanxiaojiehunma？suiranlujiahenhao，danshixianzaideluyanxiaolianziyouxingzoudoubuxing，mimiyaoshijiajileta，neiqibushiyaoyibeizitingtadefenfuzhaoguta，jitadangguaizhang......”
yixiangdaozijideguimihuiluodeneigexiachang，luoyingjiu“xinjirufen”。
erzheiyici，jiangmipianpianbushunshunzheluoyingdeyi，meiyouyiwangdebuzhisuocuo，fanerpianxiangluyanxiao。
“qishiwojuedeluyanxiaoduiwoyetinghaode，erqieruguoluyanxiaoshuobufangwozou，neimewokendingyezoubule，pingbaidanwulesinianyebuhao，suoyi…ruguo…ruguosiniannengzaizhaogehaodenvsheng，woyeshikeyijieshoude。”
tingdaojiangmiyuanyifangqijisinian，luoyingshixinxide，wanquanwangjilejisinianjiaotazuodeshiqing。
zhishiyixiangdaojiangmimeilejisinian，younengpanshangjinchengzuidingjidelujia，xinliyoubupinghengle。
anjingyihuidao：“yaobumimi，nidaiwojianjianluyanxiao，wobangnicankaocankaoba！buranwokendingbuhuianxinde！”
“suoyiluoluonizheishitongyiwogenluyanxiaojiehunle？”
“wo......”luoyingbuganhuida，takezuobulejisiniandezhu。
danaiyutashijiangmidehaoguimi，xuyaochuchuweitazhexiang，suoyitabianshiyongyiwangsajiaodeshouduan，rangjiangmidaitaqujianluyanxiaoyimian，erqietajiubuxinjiangmizhendeneimexingyun，nenggoushoudaoneimeduonanshengdechuilian！