第6章
“zheixieshi，jiuyongbuzhenicaoxinle。”
wolenglengdikanzhelinwanqiu，yuqizhongtouzheyisijuejue。
zheixienian，woshengchijianyong，yecunxialexiejixu，yingfuwobadeyiyaofeihaisuanmianqianggou。
zhiyunini，neigekeaidexiaotianshi，zaojiuyijingliwoerqu。
rujinzaitanshenmefuyangquan，buguoshituzengshangganbale。
shuowan，wobuzaikantayiyan，zhuanshentouyebuhuidichaozhewaimianzouqu。
woyijingqingqingchuchudibiaominglezijidetaidu，linwanqiuqianbuqianneifenxieyi，duiwolaishuodouyijingwusuoweile。
neizhangbobodejiehunzheng，woyecengtianzhendeyiweinengsuozhuwomendexingfu。
kerujinkanlai，tajiliubuzhulinwanqiuneikezaoyiyuanqudexin，tongyangyeshufubulewozheikeqianchuangbaikongdexin。
likailinjianeizuocengjingchongmanhuiyi，rujinquemanshishangtongdefangzi，woshihunluopodiduziyirenlaidaoleyesejiuba。
jiubali，hunandedengguangshanshuobuding，fangfozaiwushengdesushuozherenmenxinzhongdemimangyuwunai。
wozhaolegejiaoluozuoxia，dianleyibei“jinyebuhuijia”。
yezhiyouzheizhongnongliedejiu，cainengzanshimabiwoneixindetongku。
jiubeilihuposedeyeti，zaidengguangxiafanzhexisuidelianyi，wodingzheta，yanshenzhujianbiandemili。
huanghujian，wofangfokandaoleninineizhazheyangjiaobiandekeaixiaolian，tazhengtiantiandijiaozhe“baba”，xiangwoshenchuxiaoshou。
ruguokeyi，wozhendewushucixiwangzheiyiqiedouzhishiyichangemeng。
yichangxinglaihou，suoyoutongkudouhuiyanxiaoyunsandeemeng。
mengxingzhihou，niniyijiuhuibeizhetaneikeaidexiaoshubao，bengbengtiaotiaodiquxuexiao，lianshangyangyizhexingfudexiaorong。
wohaihuiyongyouneigekanqilaixingfumeimandejiating——
shenweiqizidelinwanqiuhuizaichufangmangliu，erwoheninizaiketingxixidanao，yonghuanshengxiaoyutianmanwomenwenxindexiaowu。
kexi，cankudexianshigaosuwo，yiqiedoumeiyouruguo。
妮妮再也回不来了！
wohelinwanqiudeguanxi，yerutongposuidejingzi，zaiyewufazhongyuan。
zhengdangwochenjinzaizheitongkudesixuzhong，jinqingxiangshouzheweishijizhuoshaohoulongdailaidecitong**shi，shenhouturanchuanlailegaogenxiekoujidimiandeqingcuishengxiang。
“有心事？”
yigenvrendeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi，daizheyisiguanqie。
wozhuanguotou，kandaoyigeshencaigaotiao，yunweishizudenvren，zhengxiaoyingyingdekanzhewo。
tajiangyibeilongshelanqingqingtuidaowodemianqian。
“zheibeijiu，woqing！xiwangnidexinqingnenggouhaoxie。”
wodingzheyanqianneibeilongshelan，xiaolexiao，meiyoujujue，shuangkuaididayingxialai。
cikedewo，zhixiangbuguyiqiedifangzongziji，yongjiujinglaijianqingneixinneiruyingsuixingdetongku。
woduanqijiubei，jianglongshelanhunzheyanliyiyinerjin。
qiangliedezhuoshaogan，shunjianconghoulongmanyanzhiquanshen，biweishijideganjuelaidegengjiamenglie。
raner，wolianshangdexiaoyiquebiandegengjianongyu，fangfozhiyouzheizhongjizhide**，cainengrangwozanshiwangqueneixieshangtong。
ruguonenggouyizhizheiyangzuishengmengsi，huoxuduiwolaishuo，yeshigebucuodexuanzeba......
我不禁自嘲地想着。
jibeiliejiuxiaduhou，zaijiujingdeqiangliemazuixia，wodeshixianzhongyukaishibiandemohuqilai，naodaiyebiandehunhunchenchen。
menglongjian，wofangfokandaosumuchenyiliandeyidexiaorong，dayaodabaidizoulejinlai。
kandaotadeneiyike，jiyazaixindidefennushunjianbeidianran。
wojiezhejiujing，zhengxiangyaochongguoquhaohaodihetasuanyisuanzheibixuezhai。
kejiuzaizheishi，woshenpangdeneimingnvrenqueturanhaowuyuzhaodinaqizhuoshangdejiuping，mengdizaxiangwodehounaoshao。
yuanbenjiulanzuirunidewo，zhiganjuenaodaili“weng”deyisheng，yizhenjutongxilai，suihoubianshiyipianqihei，zhijieyunleguoqu。
......
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，yitongbingliangcigudelengshuituranwuqingdijiaozaiwodeshenshang，womengdiconghunmizhongjingxingguolai。
womimihuhudizhengkaiyanjing，faxiansumuchenhejiubalideneimingmoshengnvrenzhengyiliandeyidexiaoyi，zhanzaiwodeshenpang，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。
neiyanshen，jiuxiangshizaikanzheyizhirenrenzaigedeliewu。
woxiayishidixiangyaozhanqishenlai，quefaxianzijihunshenshangxiadoubeisumuchenyongmuzhicuxideshengsuobangdeyanyanshishi，genbendongdanbude。
woxinzhongyongqiyiguqiangliedefennu，nushizhesumuchen，dashenghoudao：“sumuchen！nizheigegaisidechusheng，yijinghaidewojiaporenwang，haixiangyaozuoshenme？nidaodihaiyoumeiyourenxing？！”
sumuchenyilianxixuedimanmanzoudaowomianqian，yanzhongmanshibuxie。
“ganshenme？！dangranshichedijiejuediaonizheigefeiwu，shengdenizaichulaiaiwodeshi。”
tingzhetaneibinglengzhiji、haowuganqingdehuayu，wonaohailituranshanguoyigekepadeniantou。
wodengdaleyanjing，sisididingzheta，shengyinzhandoudiwendao：“ninidesi，shibushiyeheniyouguanxi？！”
ninishizaifangxuetuzhongzaoyudeyiwai，xiaocheheyilianghuochexiangzhuang。
keneigeshijiandian，mingmingshihuochejinxingdeshijiana！
zheizenmekandoubuxiangshiyichangjiandandeyiwai，gengxiangshiyichangjingxincehuaderenhuo。
sumuchenwenyan，lianshangdexiaoyiyufazhangkuang。
tashenshouhenhendiniezhuwodelian，poshiwoyutaduishi。
binglengeredudeshengyincongtakouzhongtuluchulai。
“nizheifeiwuzhongyukaiqiaole？meicuo，nimenfunvliangjiushiwohewanqiuzaiyiqidebanjiaoshi！”
“zhiyoubanimendoujiejuele，wocainenggouhewanqiuyizhizaiyiqi。”
tingdaotaqinkouchengren，wodexinshunjianchenrulewudideshenyuan，yigujuewanghefennujiaozhideqingxuyongshangxintou。
wodeyankuangshunjiantonghong，xinzhongdenuhuojihuyaojiangwotunshi。
wopinmingzhengzhazhe，xiangyaozhengtuoshengsuopuguoquhesumuchenpinming。
raner，buguanwozenmeyongli，neimuzhicuxideshengsuoquejinjindishufuzhewo，rangwowufadongdanfenhao。
wozhinengxiesidilidikanzhetapaoxiao：“chusheng！niweishenmeyaozheimezuo！weishenmeyaozheimezuo？！”
“tazhishigehaizi！zhishigehaizia！tahaineimexiao，neimewugu，nizenmexiadequshou？！”
“ruguo，nizhendexiangyaohelinwanqiuzaiyiqi，nihewoshuo，woyidinghuichengquannimende！”
“niweishenmeyaoduiyigehaizixiashou？！jiujingshiweishenme？nijianzhijiushigeemo！sangxinbingkuangdeemo！”
sumuchensongkaishou，fachuyizhencierdekuangxiao。
neixiaoshengrutongfenglidedaopian，yixiayixiadiguadewoermoshengteng，yeguadewoxinposui。
“wokebuxiangxiangnizheigefeiwuyiyang，buguanshenmedongxidouyaoyikaobierendeshishe。”
“wosumuchenxiangyaodedaodedongxi，yidinghuikaozijizhengqu，buzeshouduandizhengqu！”
“kaozijizhengqu？nizheijiaosangxinbingkuang！haowurenxing！”woganjuehoulongxiangshibeihuozhuoshaoyibanshengteng，yanqianyeyinweijidudefennuhechongxueerfanqiyicenghongwu。
cikedewo，henbunengjiangyanqianzheigeemoqiandaowangua，cuoguyanghui。
sumuchenmantiaosilidicongkoudaitaochushouji，zaipingmuliangqideshunjian，wozhiganjuehunshendexueyefangfodouninggule——