mingfeiweiweichuanzheqi，xunwendao：“zenmehuishi？”
“xianshengyouyanzhongdezaoyuzheng，fabingshihuijiangzijisuozaifangjianli，shenzhihuizuochuzinvepohuaidexingwei，zheizhongshihoumeiyourenkeyikaojinta。”
mingfeiyijing，tayiqiancongweitingshuopeizhiwanghaiyouzheiyangyanzhongdewenti。
躁郁症......
tashenhuxiyikouqi：“......woshishiba。”
tahepeizhiwangsuiranshifuqi，queyecairenshilejitian。
mingfeiziranbukenengzixindaoyijingkeyiyingxiangpeizhiwang。danxiangqiduifangqianshidejudong，mingfeiyeburenkanzhetazaoshoubingtongzhemo。
tashenhuxiyikouqi，qiaoleqiaofangmen。“woshimingfei，ruguonibujieyidehua，wokeyijinquma。”
没有任何的回应。
mingfeikanleyiyanpangbianneixieqidaidemuguang，zhideyaoyaguqiyongqi：“neiwojinlaile。”
shuowan，taxiaoxinyiyidetuikailemen。
rumudeshiyipianheianhejijing。
houzhongdechuanglianjiangguangminggejuezaiwai，fangjianzhongmimanchuchenchendesiji，wuduanrangrengandaoxinjiyayi。
yushimingfeizhinengmozheheizoulejinqu。
tabenxiangkaidengde，dantazheishidiyicilaizhuwo，bingbuqingchukaiguanweizhi，zaijiashangtadanxintadezuofahuiyinqipeizhiwangdefangan。
heianzhong，yishuangheimoushenshendeningshizhezoujinlaidexiaoguniang。
sishizaidengdaizhedanchundexiaobaituzidongzourulaolonglidedahuilang。
bujibuxu，xunxunshanyoude，zaiheianzhongdengdaizhe。
mingfeibuzhidaopeizhiwangdeweizhi，quenengganshoudaoyidaozhuoreguntangdeshixianzitajinlaihoujiuyizhigensuizheta。suiranrengyouxiebuziran，danmingfeiqueqingxideganshoudaozijibingmeiyouduohaipa。
“peixiansheng，nizaina？”
huayinluoxia，bingweidedaopeizhiwangdehuiying，mingfeizhidejixuwangqianzou。
zhidaotadexiaotuipengdaolechuangjiao，yigeshenyingmoranfuleguolai。
tashuangshouqianzhizhuta，zhoushenyingraozhedichendelengqi，sangyinshayanannai：“nishishei。”
mingfeiwenzhuxinshen，xianglexiangjinshendehuida：“mingfei，nidexinhunqizi。”
peizhiwangdunlexia，sihushibeitadezheigehuidaquyuedaole。
weiliangdeshouzhiyutashizhixiangkou，daizhedianjinhuxianideyiwei，zhijiansihuzaimosuozhemingfeidewumingzhi。
zhuoredeshixianzaiheiandezheyanxiachongchizhenongchoudeduzhanyu。
“wode......xinhunqizima。”
ganshoudaoshouzhishangchuanlaidebinglengjianyingdechugan，mingfeijingyazhiyuhaiyouxieshenseguguai，peizhiwangjurandaizheneitianqulingzhengshidejiezhi......
shuyutadehunjie，mingfeizaojiushouqilaile。
danqiangliedediliugangaosuta，jueduibunengzheimeshuo。
yushitazhazhayan，cheleyigeliyou：“zaochenshoushidongxipakepengdao，jiuxianshouqilaile。wodaihuijiuqudaishang。”
peizhiwangqingxiaoyisheng，sihushizaigaoxingmingfeideguaiqiao。
“好。”
mingfeijianzhuang，danzidaleqilai：“nichifanlema？yaobuwomenxianxiaquchifan。”
tacongmingdemeiyouquxunwenpeizhiwangde‘bingqing’。
peizhiwangmuguangluozaimingfeishenshang，tadeyeshihenhao，jishimeiyoudengguang，danyenengdazhikanqingshaonvdewuguanyijitashuozheihuashiyanmouzhongdelingdongyujiaoxia。
yushitazaicidiantou，fangkaileshou。
“好。”
wenroudetanxizaizheiyisheng‘hao’zhongyinni。
mingfeilimaxinxideqishenquzhaokaiguan。
peizhiwangzuozaichuangbian，kanzhemingfeimoheitanxundeshenying，zuijiaodourangouqiyimoyinmoudechengdexiaoyi。