第1章
“nimenduanwoxinpian？neiwojiuduanninengyuan！”
mengyuansiqian，yaoyaqiechi，yanjingliquanshixuesi。
zaitamianqian，shibeizibenlianhejiaoshadeshiyanshifeixu，shishijinianlaiouxinlixuedazaodeminzunengyuanqiye，hongrandaotadefeixu。
tayishouchuangjiande“yuannengkeji”，benshihuaguonengyuanchanyededingliangzhu，
zhangwozhexiyoujinshutilian、qingjienengyuanzhuanhuandenghexinjishu，weiguojiadapoxifangnengyuanlongduanlixialehehezhangong。
kexianzai,taquexiangtiaogouyiyang，sizaizheijianbeidirenshougoudejiushiyanlouli。
他不甘！
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“huaguonengyuanxitongdaguimotanhuan，xifangzibenlianhefengsuotan、wudengxiyoujinshuchukou......duodixiandian，bufenjungongxiangmutingbai。”
mengyuanyanjiaojuliechouchu，houlongfajin。
zheiyiqie,ruotadangnianbuqingxinwaizihezuo，bubeisuowei“guojihua”huyou，yexuzaojiunengyupanzheiyiqie。
“ruguo......haiyouyicijihui......”
轰！
yishengzhaxiang，tianxuandizhuan。
他眼前一黑。
......
“mengyuan！taiyangdoushaipigula，haibuqi？jintianzhenshangjishi，nibushishuoyaoqushoudianxiantoude？”
tazhengzhengdizuozaichuangshang，kanzhewudingneikuaifanhuangdeshimianwa，qiangjiaodeshepidai,
jiaobianneiwanmaozhereqidebaizhou，haiyoumenkouliangliangqiangqiangzoujinlaidenvren——
chuanzheyijianxidefabaidesuihuachenshan，lianshangmanshipibei，kesoushengyabuzhudixianggebuting。
“妈......”
mengyuandehoulongxiangbeishenmekazhule。
“nifashaola？zenmeyidazaoshenshentaotaode。”muqinzouguolai，shenshoumotaetou,shouxincucao，zhangxinwenre。
mengyuandeyankuangshunjianfanhong。
tajideqingqingchuchu——muqinjiushizaita20suineinianyinweilaoleiguodu、jiuzhiwuliqushi。
neiniantahaizaiweishoufeipindeshengyibenbo，yifenqianbaichengliangbanhua。
mengyuanyibabaozhuta，shengyingengyan：“ma，womeishi......wojiushi......zuolegemeng。”
“zuomenghaikushangle？kuaidianerqilai，jintianganzaodehaohuoduo。nibushishuowangdayejiayaofanxin，renglebushaolaodianqi？”
mengyuandiandiantou，zhuaqizhuoshangderili。
1990nian6yue6ri。
zheiyinian，tashibasui，gangzhongzhuanbiye，fuqinqushi，jialiqianzhejibaikuaiwaizhai，kaomuqinlahuo、tashoupolanweichishengji。
yeshizheiyinian，tadiyicichangdaolesuowei“xinxicha”detiantou。
zhibuguo，tiantouzhihou，shizhangdasanshiniandexueleijiaoxun。
zheiyici，tabuhuizaizhongdaofuzhe......
mengyuanshenxiyikouqi，chuanshangdabudingdelanbushan，congyuanzituichulaojiudesanlunche，taoshangshepidai，tuizhejiuzou。
muqinzaihoutouhan：“fandoumeichi——”
“wohuilaizaichi，jintiandeganzao。”
mengyuanyilujizou，mubiaomingque——zhendongtou，wangdayejia。
qianshitajideqingqingchuchu，jintianwangdayejiagangbanxinfang，rengleyitailaoshiheibaidianshiheyixiefeidianxian。
bierendouxianneishipolan，meijiazhi，meirenqiang。
ketazhidao，neitaidianshilidedianrongbanshang，youyikuaizhijingjinlianglimidegaochuntanpian！
zai1990nian，zheiwanyiermeirenshihuo，feitongjiayijinliangkuaidoumeirenyao。
kesanshinianhou，zheiwanyiershizhanlveziyuan！
zhongyaodeshi，tanaoziliyouyizhengtaoweilaidetilianjishu，keyibazheidongxidejiazhi，zuidahuafangdayibaibei！
......shifenzhonghou
wangdayejiamenkou，jigerenzhengzaifanjian，neiduiduichulaidepotonglantie。
“yo，xiaomengyelaile？kexiwanyibu，neitaidianshigangrangwanglaoertaizoule。”
mengyuanxintouyijin，suijitingrenshuo：“buguotaxianzhong，rengqiangjiaole。”
talikezouguoqu，zaineiduizawuzhongzhaodaoleneitaiheibaidianshi——waiqiaofanhuang，pingmusuilie。
ketazhidao，zheitaidianshi，caishitazhongshenghouzhenzhengyiyishangdeqidian。
tahaobuyouyudibaoqilai，fangshangsanlunche。
“niyeqiangzheiwanyi？zaohuaile。”yourenxiao。
mengyuandandanyixiao：“polanyeshihuo，kannishibushihuo。”
huidaojia，tabamenfansuo，kaishidianshichaijie。
luosidao、laohuqian、jianxianqian......dongzuoyiqihecheng。
budaowufenzhong，yikuaizhijiagaidaxiao，yinhuisejinshupianluozaizhangxin。
mengyuannaqineikuaitanpian，yongshouzhiqingqingmosuo。
bianyuanweiweifahei，youxieyanghua，dancaizhideguangzequetouzheyigulenglie。
zheishitashangyishide“diyitongjin”——yeshitarensheng，zhenzhengyiyishangde“diyicibeishouge”。
taneishihoubudong，zhizhidaozheiwanyizaidianshilichaichulai，
xiangshibuxiugang，youbushigang，yebushitong，naqufeipinzhanbeirenwushikuaishoule......
shouderenshigewaimaoshang，manliandoushixiao。
houlaitacaizhidao，neirenzhijiezhuanshoujiguowaihuishoushang，ankejijia，jibaijiqiandoubuzhi。
“qianshiwobudong......danzheibeizi，wobuzhuanghutu。”
mengyuanjiangtanpianyongjiujingxiaoxincaleyibian，baoleyikuaiganjingbaibu，querenmeiyouhuahenzangwu，ranhouzhuangjinyidou。
tatuikaiyuanmen，zhibenzhenshangdelaolifeipinzhan。
镇上·老李废品站
laolizhengdunzaiyiduifeidianlanbianshangbopi，zuilidiaozheyan，daizhelaohuajing，yilianjingming。
“yo，xiaomeng，jintianchuhuoa？zheijitiantongxianjiadi，maibuchuhaojia！”
mengyuanmeishuohua，zoudaotamianqian，baxiaobubaoqingqingfangzaizhuoshang。
“这个，看看。”
laolixiayishidiyixiao：“zenme，chaichulaige‘baobei’？”
dangtadakaibubao，kandaoneikuaiyinhuisedejinshupianshi，yanshendunshibianle。
tazhaixiayanjing，coujinlekan，younachusuishendexiaocitieshileyixia——buxi。
youyongzhijiahualehua，wenlijianying，jihuwusun。
“......zheibushiputongdianrongliao？”
laolideshengyindilejifen，yanlishanguoyisitanyi：“ninaernonglaide？”
“chaidianshichaide。”mengyuanyuqipingwen，xiangshizaishuojintiantianqibucuo。
laolichenyinjimiao，xiaozheshuo：“zheiyang，nixiaoziyunqibucuo，wojinigehaojia，wubai，shou。”
mengyuanmeishuohua，zhishidingzheta。
tazhidaolaolipiqi，yezhidaozheikuaitanpiandejiazhi——fangdaoshinianhou，lianjungongchangdouyaozhuanrencaigou，ankehuishou。
dantayezhidao，xianzaishi1990nian，zhenshangyejiulaoliyoudianjianshi，bierenliantajiaoshadoubuzhidao......
“xing。wubai，chengjiao！”mengyuandiandiantou。
laolilengleyixia，yuanyiweiduifangyaotaojiahaijia，meixiangdaozheimetongkuai。
“nizheixiaozi，jintiandaoshishuangkuai。”
taxiaozhechoutilimochuyidiezhoubabadechaopiao，shuchushizhangwushide，diguolai。
mengyuanjieguoqian，xiangshiquerenzhenjiasidefanlefan，youzixishuleyibian，caimanyidixiaole。
zheishitazhongshenghoudediyitongjin！
wubaikuai，nengdingtamuqinlianggeyuedegongzi，nengmaiyiliangxindesanlunche，nengrangtaxiayibudejihuatiqiansangeyue！
......
傍晚·镇口街头
mengyuantuizhekongche，yanzheshuxidejiebianmanmanwanghuizou。
jiebianxiaotanchuanlaiyoutiaodexiangwei，yuanchujigelaotouzuozaizhangdengshangchouhanyan。
“yo，xiaomengjintianyoupaoleyitiana？jiandaoshahaodongximeiyou？”
“tingshuowanglaoerbaneitailaodianshirengle，nibuhuiqujianneiwanyileba？”
“zeze，tiantianjianpolan，jiunizuirenzhen。”
mengyuankanzhetamen，lengxiaoyisheng，congdoulitaochuneiyitazhoubabadechaopiao，zaishoulihuanglehuang。
“jintianjiandepolan，mailewubai。”
kongqidunshianjingleyishun。
“你说啥？五百？”
“nipiansheini？neipodianshidingduosankuaiqian......”
mengyuanxiaolexiao：“xiaowojianpolan？neinimenjiudengzhekan——”
“woyaokaozheixielaji，ganchengshijieshoufu！”