第1章

woshaleyannanshu——wodefuma。

tazhanzaiwogenqian,yaohaichuhaichazhewozengyutadeenci,neiliguguyongchuyinhong。

tashuo:“mengtingxi,zhenhao,wozhongyukeyizaibuyongduinixuqingjiayi,xuyuweishexiaqule。”

zijumingxichuanruwodeerzhong,zuihouhuichengyiguguntangrongjiang,henhenjiaozaiwodexinshang。

疼!疼到窒息!

buzhiheshi,wodeleishuibuzhengqididuokuangerchu,xunsupamanlewodelianjia,rangwoliantasiqiandemianrongdekanbuqing。

woyijiubanyanzhezuiweiedudejiaose:“yannanshu,niyiwei,wohuirangniqupeinideqizime?”

“不!你休想!”

yiyuweiluo,woyangtouyinxialezhuoshangzaoyibeihaodezhendu,chezhecishengzuiweikusedexiaorong,yingzhesangzidao:“jiushisi,woyejuejibuhuichengquanni!”

“yannanshu,congniyongwodehaizijininggupeizang,shouzhenimenkexiaodezhangxiangshoushi,nijiugaizhidao,wohentouleni,zenmekenengqingyirangniyuningguzuoyiduiguiyuanyang?”

wobachuleneibajian:“yannanshu,biluohuangquan,wodouyaozuzhouni,shengshengshishi,yongshisuoai!”

wenyan,yannanshudelianshangxunsuranshangyimonaonu,dantashizhongshenmeyemeiyoushuo。

tabishangleyan,shenxiaxueliudeyuelaiyueduo……

turandi,jijingkongkuangdedadianshang,huidangzhewoneikeliandexiaosheng。

zhongyu,zhishengxialewoyigeren……

——

痛!

nanrenfushen,juezhuwodechun,zuizhongjiangwoyuhanchukoudetonghubilehuiqu。

wocongweixiangguo,zhonghuoyishi,jinghaishinantuotademozhang。

yannanshu,wocishengzuiaiyezuihendeyiren。

dangrineiyijian,meinengyaoleyannanshuxingming,fanerjiletayigejiekouzaofan。

zhisangeyue,yannanshujingnengqingyirangjuchaoguishunyuta。

残害忠良?呵!

tajiangwofumujiaoshadeshiguwucun,quehaiyaorangtamenbeifuqiangumaming。

而我……

“wangdeshengmeijiaoguoni,sihourendeshihoubunengfenxin?”yannanshumodihenchong,jiyujiangwosixuzhuangsan。

worujinjiaoqi,yongyouzhetongningguyiyangderongmao,suoyibeiwangdeshengjinxianjileyannanshu。

ninggudelian,mengtingxidelinghun,jingzheiyangkexiao!

yannanshuzhongshinaixingaoqing,dihouyisheng,congrongchoushen。

linzoushi,taquehuranhanzhulewo:“nihuanzuoqi?”

“是。”

tajingmolehaobanshang:“rihou,gaizuotingxiba。”

“是。”

woxiangshuo,woshimengtingxi,yannanshu,wuyemenghui,nikehuixiangqi,tadehaizicansizainideshouzhong,tadefumu,siyubingmajiantazhixia,erta,weileniyuninggudezhangxiangshou,ganyuanziyinzhendu。

可我不能说。

tashidiwang,chengwangbaikou,worujinlianzijideshenfenyebunengzhengdaguangmingzhanlu。

yannanshu,woyijingpeileyitiaomingjini,rujin,gaishinichanghaideshihoule。

……

zongshiyoucimingzheiyangdeenchong,woyebingbushiteli。

guanshitaijiandaiwodaolexingshi,bazhangkuandadebanziyixiaxiazhongjizaiwodexiaofushang,zhizhituijiannuanliuhuaguo,baizhuoyeticongtineiliuchu……

talianyiwanbizitangyelinxishewo,yinweiwoshiwangdeshengderen。

yiri,wofengweiguirendexiaoxichuanbianliugong,shiwangdeshengqinzilaichuandezhi。

“buwangnucaixinkupeiyang,guirenzuodehenhao。”wangdeshengjiangjieyaojilewo,mianluxinwei。

laotianrangwozhonghuoyishi,woyaoximing。

erwoyaohuoming,jiuyaotingwangdeshengdehua,jiangzijitineideguchongyicicizhongzaiyannanshushenshang。

tayuwo,conglaizhinenghuoyige。

wangdeshengshuo:“zheishidiyici,meiyicishiqin,nucaidouhuijiguirensonglai,guirenhaiyousangeyuedeshijian。”

disanci,yannanshubianhuibaobierwang。

erwo,yaozaisangeyuezhineishaleta。