woshaleyannanshu——wodefuma。
tazhanzaiwogenqian,yaohaichuhaichazhewozengyutadeenci,neiliguguyongchuyinhong。
tashuo:“mengtingxi,zhenhao,wozhongyukeyizaibuyongduinixuqingjiayi,xuyuweishexiaqule。”
zijumingxichuanruwodeerzhong,zuihouhuichengyiguguntangrongjiang,henhenjiaozaiwodexinshang。
疼!疼到窒息!
buzhiheshi,wodeleishuibuzhengqididuokuangerchu,xunsupamanlewodelianjia,rangwoliantasiqiandemianrongdekanbuqing。
woyijiubanyanzhezuiweiedudejiaose:“yannanshu,niyiwei,wohuirangniqupeinideqizime?”
“不!你休想!”
yiyuweiluo,woyangtouyinxialezhuoshangzaoyibeihaodezhendu,chezhecishengzuiweikusedexiaorong,yingzhesangzidao:“jiushisi,woyejuejibuhuichengquanni!”
“yannanshu,congniyongwodehaizijininggupeizang,shouzhenimenkexiaodezhangxiangshoushi,nijiugaizhidao,wohentouleni,zenmekenengqingyirangniyuningguzuoyiduiguiyuanyang?”
wobachuleneibajian:“yannanshu,biluohuangquan,wodouyaozuzhouni,shengshengshishi,yongshisuoai!”
wenyan,yannanshudelianshangxunsuranshangyimonaonu,dantashizhongshenmeyemeiyoushuo。
tabishangleyan,shenxiaxueliudeyuelaiyueduo……
turandi,jijingkongkuangdedadianshang,huidangzhewoneikeliandexiaosheng。
zhongyu,zhishengxialewoyigeren……
——
痛!
nanrenfushen,juezhuwodechun,zuizhongjiangwoyuhanchukoudetonghubilehuiqu。
wocongweixiangguo,zhonghuoyishi,jinghaishinantuotademozhang。
yannanshu,wocishengzuiaiyezuihendeyiren。
dangrineiyijian,meinengyaoleyannanshuxingming,fanerjiletayigejiekouzaofan。
zhisangeyue,yannanshujingnengqingyirangjuchaoguishunyuta。
残害忠良?呵!
tajiangwofumujiaoshadeshiguwucun,quehaiyaorangtamenbeifuqiangumaming。
而我……
“wangdeshengmeijiaoguoni,sihourendeshihoubunengfenxin?”yannanshumodihenchong,jiyujiangwosixuzhuangsan。
worujinjiaoqi,yongyouzhetongningguyiyangderongmao,suoyibeiwangdeshengjinxianjileyannanshu。
ninggudelian,mengtingxidelinghun,jingzheiyangkexiao!
yannanshuzhongshinaixingaoqing,dihouyisheng,congrongchoushen。
linzoushi,taquehuranhanzhulewo:“nihuanzuoqi?”
“是。”
tajingmolehaobanshang:“rihou,gaizuotingxiba。”
“是。”
woxiangshuo,woshimengtingxi,yannanshu,wuyemenghui,nikehuixiangqi,tadehaizicansizainideshouzhong,tadefumu,siyubingmajiantazhixia,erta,weileniyuninggudezhangxiangshou,ganyuanziyinzhendu。
可我不能说。
tashidiwang,chengwangbaikou,worujinlianzijideshenfenyebunengzhengdaguangmingzhanlu。
yannanshu,woyijingpeileyitiaomingjini,rujin,gaishinichanghaideshihoule。
……
zongshiyoucimingzheiyangdeenchong,woyebingbushiteli。
guanshitaijiandaiwodaolexingshi,bazhangkuandadebanziyixiaxiazhongjizaiwodexiaofushang,zhizhituijiannuanliuhuaguo,baizhuoyeticongtineiliuchu……
talianyiwanbizitangyelinxishewo,yinweiwoshiwangdeshengderen。
yiri,wofengweiguirendexiaoxichuanbianliugong,shiwangdeshengqinzilaichuandezhi。
“buwangnucaixinkupeiyang,guirenzuodehenhao。”wangdeshengjiangjieyaojilewo,mianluxinwei。
laotianrangwozhonghuoyishi,woyaoximing。
erwoyaohuoming,jiuyaotingwangdeshengdehua,jiangzijitineideguchongyicicizhongzaiyannanshushenshang。
tayuwo,conglaizhinenghuoyige。
wangdeshengshuo:“zheishidiyici,meiyicishiqin,nucaidouhuijiguirensonglai,guirenhaiyousangeyuedeshijian。”
disanci,yannanshubianhuibaobierwang。
erwo,yaozaisangeyuezhineishaleta。