shenmejiaozuozizuonie，bukehuo。
就是林湛可这样的。
genjuxingfashoudaochufa，linzhankezheijianshiyeyaotongzhidaojiaren，zhengdangjingchashushuyaotongzhilinjiarendeshihoutayiranjuerandijujue，weiyidepengyouzaichushiqianyitianchuyuanmenhenanpengyoulangle，xianglebantiantazuizhongshuochulechubowendemingzi。youyudangshirengdiaolemingpian，suoyibuzhidaozenmelianxita，weiyijidedeshitadeshenfenqingchengdaxuefujiaoshou，yushibianrangjingguanchalezheigerendelianxifangshi，jieguozheiyichatatingdaoleyigelingrenzhenjingdexiaoxi。
“chubowen？nagechubowen？”yougexiaojingyuanshifenbaguaxiaoxinwenyipangdetongshi，“shibushiguoneiwaizhimingcaituanneigechujiaershaochubowen？？”
“dui，jiushiwomendajiadouzhidaodeneigechujia。”
caituandalaoduiyujingfanglaishuoshiyigehenmingandehuati，yinweishejidaohenduojingjishangdedaquan，jingfangziranzhixiaoyier，ranernengzaizheigedifangkandaocaituandalaodeershaozheshirangzheixiexiaojingyuanjijingyayouhaoqi。jiulianerjiandelinzhanketingledoudachiyijing，tameixiangdaoyigexiaoxiaodaxuefujiaoshoujuranshicaituandalaodeershao？？
nanguaiduitademingziyouxieyanshu，linzhankehuranxiangqiyiqianwuliaosuishoufandezazhijianguotademingzi，duitadejieshaoyijibeijingshifenyinhui。nanguaichubowenshuokeyibangzhuta，yuanlaitabeijingzheimexionghou，daoshitayouyanbushitaishanmeirenchutalai。
buguozheiyebuguaita，yinweizuoweicaituanzinvdaoguoneishenghuo，weilerenshenanquanyibansuozaixinxiyijigerenbeijingdouhuijinxingbaomi，chulejingfang。
zhongsuozhouzhi，chujiashiguoneiwaisidajinrongcaituanjutouzhiyi，tamendecunzaiyingxiangzheguoneiwaizhenggejinrongjingji，baokuobaokuoyinxing、gongkuang、shangyeyijijiaotongdeng，tamensuiranzhangjuzaiguowai，danshishoushendezhang，kongzhileguoneiwaidejingjidaquan，duiyugexinggeyedouyouzhejidadeyingxiang，jiulianshouwozhongquandedarenwuyudaotamendouhuizijiangshenfen，yinweirebuqi。
linzhankebuzhidaochubowenweishenmesheqizheimeyouwodetiaojianpaoguoneifazhan，dangshenmefujiaoshou，danzheibuyingxiangtajiejinta，yinweiduifangkeshiyizhishoujiunengniesiyigejituandedalaoerzi，tayoushenmeliyoujujueni？
tadezhuazhuzheigejihui，liyongchubowen，jiangliyurongyijiasankouganchulinjia，jiaochugufenquan！
suoyi，dangchubowenchuxianzaitamianqiandeshihoutajuedediyibuyijingchenggongle，xiangzhebuguantayoushenmetiaojiantadoukeyihaobuyouyudidaying，ranerzheigangcongpaichusuochulaitajiubeizhenxiangdalianle。
“woyigedaxuefujiaoshou，kemeishenmenenglibangni。”
chubowenshizheiyanghuitade。
linzhankezhongyuzhidaoshenmejiaozuobanshitouzazijidejiao，tayaoya，youbunengbiaomingzhidaotashicaituandalaodeerzi，zhiderenqitunsheng，zhuangzuowulaidao：“wobuguan！songfosongdaoxi，nijiranjiulewo，nijiudefuzedaodi！”
chubowentaiyankanxiangneishijinglidelinzhanke，jiangtasuoyoudeqingxuzhuanhuankanzaileyanli，fadongyinqing，tawanchunluchuyimoqingsongyuyuedexiaoyi：“haoa！buguozaizheizhiqian，womenquyitangnixianzhudejiudian。”
linzhankeyishidanaoduanlu，mangranwen：“……weishenme？”
“搬行李。”
“搬去哪儿？”
“去了就知道了。”
“niguoranxianghewobaochineizhongguanxi！”linzhankeshuodaozheilianyilianbiyididingzheqianfanghoushijinglichubowenchengshudelianpang，kaiqilechaofengjineng：“nibushishuonimeiyouliantongpi？zheishishenme？chulepaichusuojiuxianchuyuanxingle？guoranshanglenianjidedashudouyigeyang！weisuo！weishan！exin！”
beimahuluanmayitongdechubowenluchuleyisikuxiaobude，“shanglenianjideweisuoweishandashuhaodaijiuleni，rujinnishenwufenwenhaixiangzhujiudian，shidasuanjiangnifuqinliujinideneikuaishantouzuodiyama？”
“ni……zenmezhidaowoshenwufenwen？”linzhankeqishiyixiazijiuweilexiaqu，tadigu：“neikuaishantouwodatingguole，pinji，zhongbuchudongxi，pianpi，buhaokaifa，fanzhengbuzhiqian。buguozuijin……woqueshiyoujiangtamaidiaodedasuan。”
doumeiqianchifanletahailiuzhezheikuaishantouganma？
等饿死了埋那儿吗？
“meiyouzhongbuchudedi，zhiyoubufeixinsideren。”chubowenyibiankaicheyibiandao：“suoyi，biejizhemai。”
“……”
jianggebozhoudazaichechuangpang，linzhanketuozhesaikanxiangchubowendecelian，suiranzhinengceliandazhidelunkuo，danyijingwanmeiquanshileshenmejiaozuoyongyouyouliangchuantongzhiren。
linzhankexiaodeshihouyoujiechuguojinrongfangmian，biekantaneishixiao，zaifumuyanlitakeshigeconghuiguorendehaizi，houlaidaleyinweijiatingmaoduntafangqileziji，suoyizheixienianlaiduijinrongjiedeshiqingzhizhishenshao，weidujideyixieguanyucaituandebagua，biruchujiadedaxiaojiechuyuan，zaiwunianqianneikeshiguoneizhishoukeredeyulenvshen，zhangdemeilidafang，qizhichaoqun。
biewenlinzhankeweishenmehuizhidao，yinweichuyuanhetadeouxianghemingcengzuguocp，suoyiyinqiletadeyisiguanzhu。
suoyi，youzheiyangpiaoliangdemingxingjiejie，zuoweidididechubowenziranyebucha。
dangran，linzhankekemeiwangle，yanqianzheigelaonanrenbitadayilun。
“ai，dashu……”linzhankekaikou，haoqiwen：“nihewoge……shenmeshihourenshide？”dunledun，tatiaomeiyinyangguaiqidao：“wogekeshitianyujituandezongjingli，erni，zhibuguoshiyigedaxuefujiaoshou，nimenjingshuibufanheshuide，zenmejiurenshishangle？”
chubowenwenyantaiyankanleyiyanhoushijinglideren，qingxiao：“zaiyigecishanwanyanshang，wozhanlelaoshideguangcanjialeneichangcishanwanyan，nigeyezai。ganghaoneishiwomenzaizuoyigeguanyuxinlixueshangdexueshujiaoliu，nigezhidaohoubianlaiqingjiaowodelaoshi，womenjiuzaineishirenshide。”
“cishanwanyan？”linzhankeweiweizhoumei，caicewen：“taqingjiaonimenshenme？……guanyuwode？”
“对。”
chubowenbingmeiyouduoshuo，kenengshixiangdaoleneitiandeshiqing，taluchiyixiao，neixiaogaoshenmoce，yedaizheyisisiyiweishenzhang。
linzhankedongledongzuipibenxiangzhuiwen，ranertasihumeiyongqiwen。
huixiangmuqinqushihoudezheishinian，xiangbitazheixieniandejudabianhua，tadegegelinruobaisihuyizhidoumeibian。xiaoshihoupiqijiuwenhe，dairenshenshiwenrou，jibianshizaoyulebabaduimamaganqingdepanbian，tayiranhaishiyiqianneigelinruobai。
youyiduanshijian，linzhankeshiliandaizhelinruobaiyiqihende，tajuedegegebuaizheigejia，genlaotouziyiyanglengmowuqing，suoyijingchangduitafapiqi，yonglengmolibaolita。zhidaoyouyicitafagaoshao，shaodemimihuhudeshihoushilinruobaijiangtahuanghuangzhangzhangdisongdaoleyiyuan，tayilukuqichanhuizize，shuodeneixiehuayizibuluodibeitatingdaole。
yejiushineigeshihouqi，linzhankezaiyebuduitaxiongle。
tashenzhinengxiangxiangdedaolinruobaidangshiwenlejiaoshoushenmewenti，suoyitabuxiangwen，yebuganwen。
“……”
chubowenkanxianghoushijingliyangzhuangjianqiangdelinzhanke，zhongyumingbaitagegeshuodeneijuhua。
“womenjiaxiaokebiekantadanzida，tianbupadibupawusuobunengdeyangzi，qishia……danzizuixiaole。”
ng，queshishigedanxiaogui。
楚博文心说。