第3章 简言无处可去

“mashangbatajiworengchuqu。”

hezhilindanu,yongrenmenjiangtatuichudamen。

jianyanwuchukequ,zhinengdaizaimenwai。

yongrenhaizaichongxi,lengshuishunzhechangkaidedamenliuchulai,jiechudaotaxiaotui,zhenggerensuochengyituan,xigaitengdewufazhanli。

jiniandelaoyushiguang,jitaliuxiadeshiyishenyinhuan。

jianyanquemeizou,guzhidedengdaifuqindechuxian。

raner,meidengdaofuqin,quedenglaileyiliangbaoshijiechaopao……

dadada,yanqianchuxianyishuanggaogenxie,haiyourangrenxuanyundenongliexiangshuiwei,buyongtaitouyezhidaoshishei。

tacikeduobeiwei,tabianyouduogaogaozaishang。

“jianyan,nijuranhaiyoulianhuilai!”

jiansuchezhejianyandeyiling,chenmuqiechidao:“nizheigehaisiwohaizidexiongshou,juranhaiyoulianhuilai!”

“放开我。”

jianyanlengbingbingdedingzhejiansu,kantahenbudechilezijidemoyang,zhijuedechaofeng。

bierenbuzhi,tajiansuhaibuzhima?

huaimeihuaiyunliangshuo,danjuehetajianyanmeiguanxi。

jianyantaishou,haimeilaidejitui,jiansufanjiangtatuikai。

jiaoyoutengyouma,jianyanzhijieshuaidaozaidi。

“he,zuolejinianlaochengdoufulea,suibianyipengjiudaodi。”jiansukandaojianyanrucilangbeidemoyang,yanshibuzhudedeyi。

tacongbaolinachushizhijin,yichubuluodecatadeshou,haosizhanranleshenmebingjunyiban。

“ze,zhenkelian,cengjingjiaoaoyishi,wairenmianqianwanmeiwuxiadejiandaxiaojiejurannengyoujintian。”

jianyanzhengzhazhezhunbeiqilai,youshougangshenchuqujiuchuanlaiyigucitong,jiansuyijiaocaizaitashoubei,gaogengendizaishangmianzuoyouxuanzhuan。jianyansihuganjuedaogutousuiliedeshengyin。

“e……”tatengdemenheng,qingxiudewuguanjinningzaiyiqi。

xiangyaoshenchulai,dongyixiajiansucaidegengjin,tadexiaoliancangbaidehanzhurushui,yikeyikedewangxiadiao。

“jianyan,niyemeixiangdaozijinengyoujintianba!”

“jiansu,renzaizuotianzaikan,nibuyaotaiguofen!”

“我过分?”

jiansuzuishoubuledejiushijianyanzheiyifugaogaozaishang,quanshijiejiutashanliangdemoyang,jiaoshangbuduanyongli,kandaojianyantongkudebiaoqingtashifenxieqi。

“congxiaonishenmedouyaoqiangwode,nisuanshenmedongxi,youshenmezige!yiqianqiangbuguo,xianzaigengbuyaoxiangqiang,bulunshinanren,haishijiaren,jianjiadefenhaoniyebiexiangdedao!”

“jiansu,niyoubenshijiubielanzhewojianfuqin。tamenbuzhidao,danniwodouqingchuzheixieniannigaoleshenmegui!”

“niyaojianfuqinnizenmehuilanzheni?”jiansuchouhuijiao,minzhemeiyanxiaodeshanliang:“wobudanbulanzhe,haiyaozhudongbangnilianxini。”

tashuozhe,jiangshoujididaojianyanmianqian,“wotinizhaobaba。”

pingmushang,tahezhanliqinmixiangyongdezhaopiancidetaxinzangmengdishousuo。

jiansuzhuyidaojianyandebiaoqing,xiaorongyufazihaodeyi,tazhaodaojianqinghuadehaoma,dangzhejianyandemianbotong——

“素素。”

dianhuaneitouchuanlaijiuweideshuxishengyin,youzhesuiyuehenji,jianyanshenziyidun。

那是父亲的声音。

“susu,nichiwufanlema?nimashuonijintianpaiyitianwaijing,zaimangyeyaojidechiwufanzhidaoma?”fuqindeguanhuaijiezhongerlai。

jiansuchongjianyandeyiyixiao,qingnuozheshengyin:“ba,wogangchiguo,nincaishizaimangyeyaochifan,nindeweibushufu,kebunengmangqilaijiuwanglezhengshi。”

“babazhidao,nimazaojiudadianhualaijiandule,younimenmunv,banagankuidailewei。”

“ba,youjianshiwojuedehaishiyaogaosuniyisheng,jiejiejintianchuyule。”

话落。

电话那头沉默了。

“ba,jiejietazaijiawaimian,buhaoyisijinjiamen,wobuzhidaogaizenmeban,suoyidadianhuawenwennin。”jiansushengyinzhiliyoudaizhexiaoxinyiyi。

“congciyihoubuyaozaishuozheiyangdehua,womeiyouzheiyangdenver,jianjiadamenzaitajinjianyudeneikezaiyebuhuiweitakaiqi,rangtaganjinzou,ruobuzoujiujiaobaoanhongchuqu。”

“爸!”

jianyandahuchusheng,tabuganxiangxincongxiaozuitengaizijidefuqinzhendejiuzheimeburenta。

“baba,zenmebanni,jiejiezaikuni。”jiansuxintengdeshuozhe,yandiquequanshixingzailehuo。

“suibiantazenmeyang,wobuxiangzaijiedaoguanyuzheigeniezhongdexiaoxi。”jianqinghuashuowanzhijieguaduandianhua。

jiansushouqidianhua,songsongjian,“cengjingdejiejie,wokeshinulidezaibangni。keshimeibanfa,baliantingdoubuxiangtingnishuohua,shenweimeimei,wozaijinizuihouyigezhonggao,nizuihao……gundeyuanyuande,yongyuanyebiehuilai!”

hezhilinhejiansudeyanyushanghai,jianyanzaojiucongxiaomamuwuganle。

keneijianfuyiju:“jianjiazhiyouniyigenver。”quechengleyasijianyanzuihouyigendaocao。

shiqingfasheng,fuqinshenzhimeiyouwenguotayiju。

zhijiejiuzuoshiletafanzuidiulejianjiadelian。

该死心了……

jianyanqiliangdezhuantou,taxianzaizhendeyiwusuoyoule。

zhangjiuzaiyinanchaoshidecesuodaizhe,taluoxiayanzhongdefengshibing,suishuogutoumeibianxing,dantianqishaoyoubianhuatajiutengdenanyizoulu。

budanzoulumantuntun,zishihechangrenhaiyouqubie。

yishenpopolanlan,zouluzishiyeguaiyi,tawufazhaohezhuanyeduikoudexinwenzhuanye。

cheshidabuqide,tazuoshanggongjiao,zaicheshangsisuolehaojiumeizhaodaodaan。

buzhibujuejinzuodaozhongdianzhan,tazhidexiache。

zhongdianzhanjuranshidongfangjiudian,jianyandeshixianbeimenkoudezhaopinpaixiyin。

招酒店前台……