第2章 我是认命

xuyunbenlaiyinggaiyaojujuede。

tazhishishenjiadesirenyisheng,buguanjiandaoduoshaocimianqianzheigenvrenbiantilinshangdemoyang,douyinggairutongjuwairenyiyangshiruowudu。

keshi,nvrendeyanleiyoushihoujiushinanrendetiandi。

xuyunyouyuleyixia,dianlediantou。

“nixiangrangwogentashuoshenme?”

yeqiulanshenxileyikouqi,sihushizaiyunniangcuoci,kaikoudeshihoushengyinliranzhetongyi。

“nigaosuta,wohetazaoyimeiyoulekeneng,nirangtawanglewo……woyeyijingwangleta。”

“nishizhendezheimexiangde?”

tayaozhechun,ganliecangbaidexiachunzaoyibeiyaochuyidaoshengou。

xuyundemeitouzhoudegengshen。

“nishizhendexiangkaile,haishizhishixiangrangtasixin?”

“xiangkaime?wobuzhidaozenmequxiangkai,”yeqiulandeyanzhongmanshizichao,sangyinjianse。

“我是认命。”

menfengzhongdeneidaoshenyingxunsushandaozoulangpianpideguaijiaoli,dengdaoxuyunzouleyihou,xiangleshuizuandefensezhijiahuaguoshoujipingmu,anxialequerenbaocunjian。

fangjianli,yeqiulantaiqilian,yanzhongshikusedecanxiao。

“wobuaitale,zaojiubuaile——xuyun,zheijuhua,niyidingyaobangwodaidao。”

“hao。niyaoshizhenxiangrangwobangniquzheimeshuo,woyidingyuanfengbudongdigaosuta。”

jiuzaizheishi,menkouxiangqiyigeqinglengdeshengyin:“yixingguolaijiuyaozhaoneigefeiren,zenme,nijiuneimeqianguata?”

yitingjianshennianshendeshengyin,yeqiulanjiubuyoudedaoxiyikouliangqi。

erxuyunshenmehuadoumeiyoushuo,shoushihaoleyiyaoxiang,jiuliketuihouliangbu,zoulechuqu。

shennianshenjiangyeqiulandadebansi,zheiyangdeshiqingbingbushidiyicifashengle。

tazheigesirenyishengzaishenjiazuodezuiduodeshiqing,jiushibayeqiulanconghunsizhuangtaijilahuilai。

zhishimeiyici,tadeshangganghaomeiduojiu,jiuyouhuizaidurenushennianshen,zaiyicibiantilinshang。

“nibamuzhizenmeyangle?”

yeqiulantaitoukanxiangshennianshen。

takanjianletashenshangtumoguoyaohouyijiuhongzhongdeyushang,yanzhongyian。

tataiqishou,sihushixiangyaofumoyixianeixieshanghen,taqueturanshuo:“zhiyaonibushanghaimuzhi,woyiqiedoudayingni。”

yandideneixieanchendeguang,zaitingdaozheijuhuahou,zhongxinhuifulelengjunhenli。

tanieqitadexiaba,lenglengdao:“yeqiulan,nizhishiwodewanju。zuowanju,jiuyaoyouwanjudezijue,bugaishexiangnibupeidedaodedongxi。”

yeqiulanhunshenyigejiling。

tazhidao,shennianshendeqimeiyouzheimekuaixiao。

yiqiedeyiqie,zhibuguoshiyinweitatoutouqujianleshennianshendeqindidi——shenmuzhi,tadechulian。

keshizheiyici,zhendebushitaguyide。

“fangguota,niduiwozuoshenmedoukeyi。”