第1章
“dayi，woshenweijiejiewojiubuyinggaigenmeimeiqiang，woquhuojia。”
这话很熟悉。
ruanwentaimou，tongkongbuzijuefangda。
banbodetuqiangshangguazhe1971niandeyuefenpai。
tafuxianchuyigebukesiyideniantou。
莫非......
她重生了？
1971nian，ruanjiayinweijiatingtiaojianyouwo，chenggongronghuozibenjiatouxian。
shangyishi，fumuweileburangtahebiaojieshouku，henkuaiderangtamenjielehun。
ruanmuliushufenconglaidoushipianxinbiaojiesunlanlande。
ruanwenweiletaoliushufenkaixin，zhudongjiajilejiashibeijingshaochadehuojia，jianggenghaodelujialiujilesunlanlan。
yushi，liangzhuanghunshijiuyiqinnvjianituizi，waishengnvjiajunqudayuanqiaodingxialai。
kedengruanwenjiadaohuojiacaizhidao。
huoguoanjiubushigehaode！
neijiushigehundan！chusheng！xianqitazudangletadeshitu，duitayanjingbushiyanjing，bizibushibizi。
huoguoanhaiyixinzhong，zaijiashuyuan，tabuguohetatongshidaleshengzhaohu，jiuchizetaguzifangdang，duitayoudayouma。
zhidaotahuaiyun，jiusiyishengchanxialongfengtai，youjiyuanqiaoherenzhulezuchuanyuzhui，dedaoleyishukongjiandechuancheng，bangzhuhuoguoanshengguan，rizicaihaoguolexie。
kemeicengxiang，doushijiaxiang。
huoguoanzaozaitahuaiyundeshihou，jiuhetamingyishangdemeimeigoudazaiyiqi，longfengtaiyebeitamendiaolebao。
ertazhengzhengbeiqimanleshinian。
dengtafeijinglilehun，xunzhaohaizishi，quebeibuzhiweihelunweiqigaiqiefengdiandesunlanlanzhaoshang，ranhou，beidangjietongsi。
zheiyishi，tasidoubuhuijiahuoguoan。
“dayi，wobuyuanqulujia，zhiyaomeimeiqulujiaguodehao，wobupachikude。”
sunlanlanturankaikou，rangwuneijirenjieshiyizheng。
ruanwenyanzhuzhuanlezhuan，zenmebuyiyangle？
shangbeizi，sunlanlanmingmingfeichangleyijiaqulujia，yilushangdouchezhegedayahuozi。
“lanlan，nihushuoshenme！”sushufendenglesunlanlanyiyan。
“dayi，woshuodeshizhende！”
啪啪啪。
liushufenbuzhongbuyangdidalesunlanlanjixiashouxin。
“nizheishahaizi，huojianeinituizichushen，yiwodiaomanqinqi，nijiaguoqu，budebeichile？”
阮文眼睛眨了眨。
yuanlaidouzhidao......
liushufen，nideai，zheibeiziwozaiyebusheqiule......
kesunlanlanxiangshitielexin，chouchulianhongdoumeifanqidezhangxin，shifenyingqididao。
“dayi，wosiyebujia！”
liushufenqidexiongqianjulieqifu，shizhichuozaisunlanlannaomen。
zheiciyikanjiushiyongleli，liangsanxia，sunlanlanejianjiuduoleyimozhiyin。
“nigesinizi，zheishihoufanshenmehutu！”
“wogaosuni，nibixujialujia！siyedejia！”
“那我现在去死！”
qideliushufenjuqibazhangdatapigu。
真是母女情深！
ruanwenzhijuezheiyimuciyandehen。
mingmingshizhananbuxiangfuze，paoxialiushufenzoule，taquehenbachaisanletamen。
napajiajibaba，shengleziji，yeyaobabaiyueguangdenverlinghuijia，dangyanzhuzitengzhe，meicipianxinshi，haijiamojiayanghechita。
“ruanwen，nibiaojieyijingmeilemama，woxintengtaduoyixie，zenmele？nizenmezheimexiaoxinyan？zheimeshandu？woyounizheimegenver，zhenshidaolebabeizixuemei！nidangchuzenmebunanchansiduli？”
ruanwenqiazheshouxin，bafanyongdeqingxuyaxia。
“ma，biaojiezixiaomeilema，shigemeimayang，meimajiao，meimatengdekelianren，wobugenbiaojieqiang，biaojiejiahuojia，wojiujialujia。”
sangemeimalun，baliushufenhesunlanlanshuodeyimeng，mianseqingweiniuqu，danpianpiantamenmeifazifanbo。
tingdaohoubanju，zhongyuzhuazhuruanwenmaobingdeliushufen，dangjiyangqibazhang。
“ruanwen，nizheigeniezhang，jiuzheimerongbudenibiaojie？niyiweinibiaojieshini？picaorouhou？nengchidelenonghuodeku？”
ruanwenzhuazhuliushufenhuilaidebazhang，yonglishuaikai。
tarenzheexindao：“ma，wokemeiyouzheimeshuo，bushibiaojiexiangjiahuojiama？wochengquanbiaojieyoushenmecuo？zheibushinincongxiaoyizhijiaodaowodema？”
“o。”ruanwenwuzuijinghu，“nandaopingshimaduibiaojiedehaodoushizhuangchulaide？babudejiandaobiaojiejiabudaohuojia，qusi？”
“ruanwen！”liushufenyouyangqigebo。
sunlanlanlandekantamennaoteng，zhuanshenlikai。
ruanwenquezhizhelikaidesunlanlan，jinghudao：“ma，biaojiebeiniqizoule。”
zheishi，yizhizaiyipangchabushanghuaderuanwenqindieruanyuzankaishizuoheshilao。
“ruanwen，nimamahelanlanmamajiemeiqingshen，tatengailanlanqingyoukeyuan——”
砰。
ruanwenbuxiangting，zhijieshanglouhuifangjianguanshanglemen。
ruanyuzantengta，quegengailiushufen。
jibianruanwentulushishi，tayebugandabaopiaoruanyuzanhuixinta。
genghekuang，zhongshengzhishi，taiguofeiyisuosi，ruanwenbingbudasuanrangrenherenzhidao。
yanxiahaiyougengzhongyaoshiqingderuanwen，yaxiafanzadesixu，suoshangfangjianmen。
tajiexiazixiaodaidaobozishangbingzhongfeicuiyuzhui，yaopozhijian。
zuanxintengtong，rangruanwenshunjianzhouqibizi，xiaolubanwugudemouzimengshangshuiwu。
suizhexuezhudiluo，cuiseguangmangyishan，ruanwendelinghunlaidaoshuxidekongjian。
heqianshiyiyang，kongjianyouzuomaocaowu，wulimianshigezhongyishuyifang，haiyougelaozhexuying，yonglaijiaoxiyishu，waimianzhongzhizhegezhongyaocao。
querenyuzhuirenzhuhou，ruanwenlinghunbiantuilechulai。
kanzhejingzilimian，suoguchudeshuidiyinji，yuzhuirenzhuxifutineidebiaoshi，ruanwensongleyikouqi。
youlelishengenben，ruanwenkaishisikaorujindejumian。
ruanyuzankendingshibuhuitongyitagenzhetayiqiquxiaxiangde，erxianzailixiaxiangjieshuhaiyoujinian，tayigenvzishengcunpashibuyi。
neiyanxia，jiushengyigexuanze，qulujia。
lujiazheizhuanghunshi，shiyeyedangchujiulelulaoyezi，liangjiadingxiadekoutouzhiyue。
youjiumingzhienzai，zhiyaotabuzhizheyujiajilujingheng，qiudebiyouyinggaibunan。
zhuannianxiangdaoruanyuzan，ruanwenyouxiebufangxin。
ruanwenchulefangjian，dasuanquzhaoruanyuzan。
ruanjiashixiaoyangfang，ruanwenyijiadouzhuzaierlou，yiloushicongqianxiarenzhude。
ruanwenzhuzaizuilimian，neigefangjianzuida，caiguangyezuihao。
tachuqudeshihou，jingguoruanyuzanheliushufendefangjian。
menmeiguanyan，luzheyitiaofeng。
ruanwenlengleyixia，jiaobumeiting，kexiayimiao，limianchuanchudehua，quebatadingzaiyuandi。
“nishishuo，nizuolegemeng？”
“mengli，nijiaguoqulujinghengquebupengni，rangnizaipojiashoujindiaonan，nihaoburongyizhujinjiashuyuan，quefaxianlujinghenggenbiedenvrenzouyikuai？”
“shenmebiedenvren？jiushitajielehunyeniannianbuwangdebaiyueguang。”
ruanwensicunzhe：kanlai，tameixiangzhejiajilujinghengshizhengquede。
liushufenbutaixiangxin，lujiahaodaishidangguande，zenmekenengzuochuzheizhongbuyaomiandeshi？
“lanlana！dayizhidaonibuxiangjialujia，danzheishihoukebushininamengkuangdayifanshadeshihou，huojia，jiabude！”
“huoguoanjiubushigenengkaodezhudenanren！haiyounineipopo，kehuicuomoerxifule，neixiaoguzi，yebushishengshidezhu！”
ruanwenwojinlequantou，jixutingxiaqu。
sunlanlanfenfendao：“dayi，zhende！”
“houmian，lujinghenghaiheneijiantizigunyikuai，beizhuajianzaichuang，ganchulebudui。”
“shenme？”liushufenjinghu。
“ranhou，tamenyijiazibayuanqisazaiwoshenshang，bizhewohelujinghenglilehun，liuluojietou。”
“nirangwohuanhuan。”liushufenyishinanyijieshou，wuzhexiongkoupingfu。
jiantahaishimeixin，sunlanlanfangchuwangzha。
“dayi？huoxuwogaihanniyishengma？”
shangyishi，ruanwenyeshizaisideshihoucaizhidao，yuanlaisunlanlanyeshiliushuyingdehaizi。
sunlanlanshiliushuyinghunqianhechuliansuoshengde。
liushuyingbeizheiyishengma，lengzaidangchang，ranhoujiuxinruanlexialai。
“wotongyinijiajihuoguoan，danshiwoguinvkebunengchiyidianku，huoguoanhelujinghenglianggerenbushidouzaijingshi？nishangjingdeshihou，gancuiheruanwenneixiaojiantiziyiqizhujinlujia，xianbiequneixiangxiadehuojia，daoshihoua，jiuzhijiezhaodaohuoguoan。”
“dayi，niduiwozhenhao。”
“还大姨？”
“妈。”
“哎。”
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tingzhemunvqingshendehua，ruanwengouqiyimolengxiao。
zhenshisuanpanzhuzibengtalianshangle。
她转身离去。
zaiyangfangzhaoleyiquan，doumeikandaoruanyuzandeshenying，ruanwenningmei。
hudi，taxiangqishenme，chaowaizouqu。