第1章
“pobujidaidihewolihun，kanlaishizhaohaoxiajiale。”xujianpingyaoyaqiechidishuo。
gujiaxinmeiyoulihuita，yangqitoukanzhetianshanglacicidetaiyang，yizhiyinchendetian，zongsuanshifangqingle，yiwangtaoyandedataiyang，zheihuierkanshangqushineimediqinqie。
“doutumaibanjiederenla，haizuochuzheizhongshiqinglai，kannizayoulianjianerzi。”
gujiaxinbalihunzhengfangjinbaoli，zhuanshenkanzhexujianping，shenqingpingjingdijiuhaoxiangxujianpingmadebushita，“xujianping，meiniangaokaoguohouquanguogedilihunyidapian，shitamenjuedezhongyuaodaotoule，kewobitamenhainengao，aodaoleerzijiehun，wokeyifangxindelikaile。henilihundemudezhiyouyige，jiushi，buxiangsihouhaihenizangzaiyiqi。”
“ni---”xujianpingqideshuangyanbaohong，youxiangwangchangyiyangjuqishou，chaogujiaxindaguoqu。
quebuliao，yinanrenfengyiyangpuguolai，zhanzaigujiaxinmianqian，wozhuxujianpingdeshou，“tiandixiazuiwuchideshi，jiushinanrendanvren。”
“zhouyang？”gujiaxinjingchachusheng，zheishitaqingchunmengdongshiaishangderen，zhishineihuierzhouyangyijingyouleqingmeizhumadenvpengyou，yeshitahoulaideqizitaona，jinguanzhouyangduitahenhao，dantahaishimeiyouquhetaonaqiang，yijiudangzuopengyouxiangchu，houlaizhouyanghetaonajielehun，tahezhouyangyejiumeizaijianguomian。
houlaitaqujingshijinxiu，aishanglelaizilongchengdexujianping，jiucilegongzuolikaifumujiemeijiaqulongcheng，meiyicihuilaikanwangfumujiaren，yeconglaimeiyoulianxiguozhouyang，jibianouerdijianyici，yeshihetongxuepengyouyidaqun。ertayinweixujianpingdebeipanhejiabao，duinanrenzaiyemeiyouleganjue，meixiangdaojintianhuizaiminzhengjumenkouxiangyu。
“gujiaxin，nihaizhenshipobujidaia，lianmingtiandoubudengle，zheishiyaozhijiejinqulingzhengle。”xujianpingnuhouzhe。
zheiqiaoheqiaoderangrenkuxiaobude，dangujiaxinbuxiangjitajieshi，fanzhengyijinglihunle，tayijingshiqianfule，zijizenmeyanghetameiyourenheguanxile。
gujiaxincongweidaizhexujianpingjianguojiaxiangdepengyoumen，yincipengyoumendouzhishizhiwenqiming，weijianqiren，dancike，zhouyanghaishicaidaolezheinanrenjiushixujianping，zhishixujianpingshuodehuarangtazhene，gangcaihualishuo，dengbujimingtian，zhijiejinqulingzheng，gengshiduitanumuershi，nandaojiaxinlihunle？nandaohairenweijiaxinlihunshiweileheta？
zhouyangshuaikaixujianpingdeshou，zhuanshenkanzhegujiaxin，“xinxinnihaihaoba？”yanjinglishanshuozheguanxinhejianmiandexiyue。
“wotinghaode。”gujiaxinqueshensedanran。
kehuagangshuowan，jiujianyigenvrenqichuanyuyudibenfuguolai，zuilimazhe，“gujiaxin，nigebuyaoliandelaolanghuo，yihuilaijiugouyinwojiazhouyang，dalannizheizhanglaocaibangzidelian，kannihaizenmelang。”yibianmayibianchaogujiaxinyangqishou。
doushuoyiwaihemingtianbuzhidaosheixiandao。
yiliangjiaochecongchedaoshangchongshangrenxingdao，youchaozhegujiaxindefangxiangchongguolai，taonahuangluanzhongshenshouyitui......
bingfangli，gujiaxinzhongyudenglaileerzi，“woheniba、yijinglihunle，jianglai，buyaobawo、heniba、zangzaiyiqi，jizhule？”
erzikudishengsilijie，“ji、jizhule。”
gujiaxinjiannanditaiqishou，mozaierzidetoushang，“duibuqi，mazaiye、bunengpeinile，niyiding…yao…yaohaohao......haohao......deguo......”yanjinghuanhuanbishang，shoubeiruanlexiaqu。
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