(zuozhe90hou,duineigeniandaizhidaodeshao,duoshiwangluoqiuzheng,pangzhengboyin,youshachurudifang,qingpinglunjiwo……danwobuyidinggai!)
——nanfangyoujiarenjueshi。
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垂死病中惊坐起!
linanlenglengdezuozaichuangshang,tazhenjingdefaxian,zijihuidaolesishinianqian。
pojiudejuzi,banbodetuqiang,chuangwaidechanming,haiyouchuangtouguazhederili……
1978nian5yue1hao。
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他真的重生了。
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“nixingle,zaoshangjiniliulefan。”
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记忆在脑海中浮现。
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李南瞬间泪崩了。
yixiangjianyidedananrenkudexilihuala。
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neigeshihoudelinanduixiaananhenganxie。
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zuizhong,xiaananzouzailetaqianmian。
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fenbuqingshiyushuihaishileishui,tadishengqingnan:
“ruguonengzhonglaiyiciduohao。”
xushilaotianyekelianta,zhenjiuyijiaojitachuailehuilai。
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dancishidelinanquechidejinjinyouwei,dabanpengaoliangfanbanzheqingcaidoufuxiadu,haiyouxieyiyouweijin。
chiwanfan,linanqishencongshuigangliyaoleyipiaoshuizhunbeixiwan,tangwuqiandexiaanankanxiangta,“fangzaotaishangba,yihuiwoxi。”
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