第一章
1974niandechunfeng,chuibusanwoxintoudeneimohanyi。
shoulizuanzhedezhenduanshu,xiezhewohuaiyunlianggeyue。
ergengzaofangjinwokoudailidexin,basuoyoudexiyuedouqiamiele。
neishiwozhangfumenghaodebiji,zijiliaocaoqueciyan,xiejiyigejiaojiwandenvren,xinlishuo:“dengwolihun,zanmenjiuqushengchengguohaorizi。”
woerbianshiyiyuandexuanxiao,yanqianquefuxianchumenghaozuowanhuijiashibozishangdehonghen。
taxiaozheshuoneishichangliyouqicengde,woxinle。
kexianzai,taitoukanxiangyiyuanjintoudechankebingfang,neilizhanzheyigenvren,xiaodemingyan,shouliyenazheyizhangzhenduanshu。
她是纪婉。
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yiyuandezoulangshangrenlairenwang,woquexiangbeidingzaiyuandi,naoziliquanshineifengxindeneirong。
menghao,wodezhangfu,neigecengshuoyaojiwoyibeizixingfudenanren,jingranzaixinlixunuolingyigenvrenweilai。
woditoukanxiangshoulidezhenduanshu,haizicailianggeyue,haimeichengxing,kewoyijingkaishixiangxiangtahuizhangdexiangshei。
xiangmenghaoneiyangnongmeidayan,haishixiangwo,meiyanqingxiu?
kexianzai,zheigehaizisihuchengleyigexiaohua。
下午,我回了家。
jiashixianchengbianshangdeyidongxiaopingfang,yuanzilizhongzheliangkehuaishu,chuntiankaihuashixiangqimanyuan。
wotuikaimen,zhuoshangfangzhemenghaozuowanhuanxiadegongzuofu,xiukoushanghaiyouyouqidehenji。
wodingzheneihenji,naoziliqueshanguotabozishangdehonghen。
油漆?
wolengxiaoyisheng,naqiyifudiujinpenli,yonglicuoxi,xiangshiyaobaxinlideyihuohenuqidouroujinneikuaibuli。
傍晚,孟豪回来了。
tachuanzhechanglidelansegongzuofu,jiankuantuizhang,lianshangdaizhepibeidexiao。
“xiaoyu,fanzuohaolemei?woedeqianxiongtiehoubeile。”
tabianshuobiantuoxiawaitao,suishourengzaiyizishang,luchubozishangneimociyandehonghen。
wozhanzaichufangmenkou,shoulizuanzhecaidao,daorenzaidengguangxiashanzhehanguang。
“menghao,nibozishangneishishenme?”
wodeshengyinhenqing,quexiangzaipingjingdehumiandiuxiayikeshizi。
talenglexia,shouxiayishimoxiangbozi,yanshenshanguoyishunhuangluan,suijixiaole:“zheibushizuotianzaichejianbuxiaoxincengdeyouqima?nizahaiwenzheige?”
womeishuohua,dingzhetadeyanjing。
neishuangyanjing,cengzaiwozuiluopodeshihoujiwowennuan,rujinquexiangmenglecengwu,zangzhewokanbutoudedongxi。
“youqi?neinishuoshuo,shinazhongyouqi,hongdegenkouhongside?”
menghaodexiaojiangzailianshang,tazhoumei,yuqidailejifenbunai:
“tianxiaoyu,niyoufanshenmeshenjing?bujiushidianyouqima?nifeiyaojiuzhebufang?”
tashangqianyibu,xianglailawodeshou,woquemengdihoutui,caidaohaiwozaishouli,daojianweiweizhandou。
“别碰我。”
wodingzheta,shengyindidexiangconghoulonglijichulaide:“menghao,niganshuonihejiwanmeiguanxi?”
tadeliansebianle,xiangshibeichuozhongleshenme,yanshenlishanguoyisixinxu。
“xiaoyu,nitingsheihushuobadaole?jiwanjiushichanglidewenyuan,pingshigongzuoshangjiechuduodianbale。nibiexiaxiang。”
tashituzoujinwo,shoushenchulai,xiangshiyaoanfuwo。
wotuidaoqiangjiao,beikaozhebinglengdeqiang,shoulidecaidaojudegenggao:“bieguolai!nidangwoshishazima?neifengxinwodoukandaole,nihaixiangpianwo?”
menghaodeliansechedibianle,yanshenliduolejifenhuangluan:“shenmexin?nizaishuoshenme?”
wocongkoudailitaochuneifengxin,rengzaitajiaoxia。
xinzhizaidishangtankai,zijiqingxi,xiangshiwushengdekongsu。
taditoukanleyiyan,tongkongmengdiyisuo,xiangshibeishenmecizhong,shengyindouyale:“xiaoyu,zheibushiwoxiede......nitingwojieshi!”
“bieshuole,woleile。”
wozhuanshenzoujinwoshi,guanshangmen,beikaozhemenbanhuazuodaodishang。
shoulidezhenduanshuhaizuanzhe,kexinquexiangbeitaokongle。