1972年6月。
wozhongshenghoudediyijianshi,jiushizhibenlingdaobangongshi,dijiaolecicheng:“zhangchu,woyaoshenqingjiaru803jiemichu,woyuanyibeimoqushenfen,weiguojiazuoyibeizide‘yinxingren’。”
zhangchubeiwodeturuqilaiheleyidatiao,zhenjinghoushishenshendexinweihejingpei:“fuchengantongzhi,jiarujiemichudehua,nikejiuzaiyehuibudaowomenbeijunqutongxunchule……”
shuodaozhei,tadunledunxiangqishenmeside:“erqiexiaofutongzhi,nibushiyaohesituantuanzhangjiehunlema?wotingshuonimenliangdejiehunbaogaodouyaodashangqule。”
tiqijiqingwan,wodexinhenhenzhanlezhan。
danwohenkuaianxiaqingxu,daqijingshenjinglegeli:“baogaozhangchu,zheijianshiqingwoyidinghuichulihao。”
kanwoxinyiyijue,zhangchuhongzheyanpailepaiwodejianbang,tongyilewodeqingqiu。
buguobanxiaoshi,wojiushoudaolediaoling。
qitianhou,wojiuyaodiaolibeijingtongxunchu,quwangzhongqingjiaru803jiemichu。
wodediyijianshiyijingbanwan。
dierjian,wojicongconglikaitongxunchu,wangjunqudayuangan,wobixuyaozhengfenduomiao,quzuzhijiqingwantijiaojiehunshenqing。
shangbeizi,woweiletachijinleku。
zheibeizi,wobuhuizaiqutale。
buxiangxiayimiao,yidaolengshengturanchuangru。
“傅承安。”
woxinkouyizhan,wenshengwangqu,jiujiantongxunchuwaidelinyinlushang,yidaoshenlvsederenyinghuanhuanzouleguolai。
zhengshiwochulewuniandeduixiang,wodeairen,beijunqudisanshisituandetuanzhang——jiqingwan。
kanjianta,wodexinkouyoufanqishuxidetengtong:“jiqingwan……”
huameishuowan,jiubeijiqingwankaikoudaduan:“nijintianbugaiheshenyichengtongzhichaojia。”
今天……吵架?
我猛地想了起来。
shangbeizidejintian,woqujijiqingwansongfan。
yijinmenjiukanjianwodebiaodishenyicheng,yibianwenzhejiqingwandeyifu,yibiannannankaikou:“saozideweidaozhenhaowen,ruguowoshitadenanrenjiuhaole。”
wozhengzaiyuandi,yijuhuadoumeishuo。
shenyichengturanyanjingyizhuan,turanwuzhutou,aihaozhewangdishangyitang:“teng,wodetou……”
jiqingwanshizheigeshihoulaide,shenhouhaigenzhekaihuidejunzhengrenyuan。
jiqingwanliankandoumeikanwoyiyan,dangjifuqishenyichengquleyiyuan。
xiangqizheichangnaoju,wojiuyizhenpibeiwuli,xiayishixiangyaobianbo。
jiqingwandeshengyinquexianyibuxiangqi:“jintianlaikaihuideshouzhang,quandoukanjianshenyichengbeinituidaozaidishang。”
“anzhaojilv,nibujinyaobeijichufen,haiyaosanqianzijiantao,zaijunqudechenhuishangnian。”
“chengan,nibierangwoweinan。”
aiwoshi,jiqingwanhuishuo:“chengan,wobuyuanyirangniweinan。”
rujindagaishibuaileba。
suoyicaihuiwutiaojianpianxinshenyicheng。
suoyicaihuiyongyijubierangtaweinan,dusiwosuoyoudehua。
jirantazheimeqipanworencuo,wojiurutasuoyuanba,fanzhengwodeshenfenhuibeimoqu,jichufenyewuguanjinyaole。
wokuxiaoyisheng,dayinglejiqingwan:“hao,wotongyizuojiantaole,xiacichenhuishishenmeshihou,xiazhouwuduima?”
jiqingwanweilengyishun,chayifanwen:“nitongyi?”
wozichaodixiaolexiao:“duia,wotongyi。”
woguyizhuangzuoqingsong,shijixinkoudesuantongdoukuaiyaoyimanxiongqiang。
shangbeizi,wodezhiyaozaiquanjunmianqianzuojiantaohou,danaoyifan。
我说我没错。
我说我冤枉。
quebuxiang,jiqingwanjiangwonvedaishenyichengdezhengjutijiaojilejijian。
cihou,wodemingshengchoule,shituduanle,jiulianshenqingjiaru803jiemichudebaogaoyebeibohuile。
zuihou,zaiwofashaoshi,shenyichengyongtoulaidefeiqizhenguanzhapowodepifu,haideworanshangaizi,shengminglangjiezaijietouqicansiqu。
zuikuihuoshoushenyichengqueshunliqudaiwo,hejiqingwanjielehun,xingfumeimandiguowanlezheiyisheng……
而现在。
wozaiquanjunmianqianzuojiantaojiuzuojiantaoba,803jiemichuhuizaixiazhouwu,junqukaichenhuizhiqianlaijiewolikai。
cihou,wochawucirenle,mingshengshenmedeyebuzhongyaole……
“qingwenjituanzhanghaiyoushenmeshiqingma?”woqiangzhuangpingjingwenta。
jiqingwanyanlicuoehewucuojiaoti,sihushibuxiangxinwohuizheimetanranjieshourencuo。
bijingyiqian,wohuichaohuinao。
wohuizhizhederenweizijimeicuo,ranhoubajialinaodetianfandifu……
jiqingwanhuanlehuan,turanshangqianlailazhuwodeshou:“ninengmingshilijiuhao,tabijingshinibiaodi,womenrangyirangjiuhaole,meibiyaohetayigewairenjijiao。”
让一让这句话。
shangbeiziwojiutingguohenduoci,birumeigeyuefajintieliangpiaodeshihou。
jiqingwanhuiduiwoshuo:“niyijingyouhenduole,rangyixiebupiaoheliangpiaojishenyichengmeishide,tashinididi。”
biruzhuoshangyouroudeshihou,birujunduiguonianguojiefalipindeshihou。
jiqingwanhuibaroujiadaoshenyichengdewanli,balipinfangjinshenyichengdefangjianli。
ranhouyouduiwoshuo:“nirangyirangba。”
jiqingwankoukoushengshengshuoshishenyichengshiwairen,keshijieshangnayouren,duiwairenbiduifuxuhaihao?
kexiaonapazhonglaiyici,woyijiuyaobazhangxinkoudemanshiqiahen,cainengbizijihushitadepianxin:“ng。”
wochouchubeijiqingwanwozhudeshou,anxiaxinkouduntong。
“jiqingwan,wodayingniyijianshi,niyedayingwoyijianshi。”
wohoulongweiweizhandong,shengyinfageng:“zanmenlingzhengdeshiqing,xianbuyaotileba。”