第1章

1972年6月。

wozhongshenghoudediyijianshi,jiushizhibenlingdaobangongshi,dijiaolecicheng:“zhangchu,woyaoshenqingjiaru803jiemichu,woyuanyibeimoqushenfen,weiguojiazuoyibeizide‘yinxingren’。”

zhangchubeiwodeturuqilaiheleyidatiao,zhenjinghoushishenshendexinweihejingpei:“fuchengantongzhi,jiarujiemichudehua,nikejiuzaiyehuibudaowomenbeijunqutongxunchule……”

shuodaozhei,tadunledunxiangqishenmeside:“erqiexiaofutongzhi,nibushiyaohesituantuanzhangjiehunlema?wotingshuonimenliangdejiehunbaogaodouyaodashangqule。”

tiqijiqingwan,wodexinhenhenzhanlezhan。

danwohenkuaianxiaqingxu,daqijingshenjinglegeli:“baogaozhangchu,zheijianshiqingwoyidinghuichulihao。”

kanwoxinyiyijue,zhangchuhongzheyanpailepaiwodejianbang,tongyilewodeqingqiu。

buguobanxiaoshi,wojiushoudaolediaoling。

qitianhou,wojiuyaodiaolibeijingtongxunchu,quwangzhongqingjiaru803jiemichu。

wodediyijianshiyijingbanwan。

dierjian,wojicongconglikaitongxunchu,wangjunqudayuangan,wobixuyaozhengfenduomiao,quzuzhijiqingwantijiaojiehunshenqing。

shangbeizi,woweiletachijinleku。

zheibeizi,wobuhuizaiqutale。

buxiangxiayimiao,yidaolengshengturanchuangru。

“傅承安。”

woxinkouyizhan,wenshengwangqu,jiujiantongxunchuwaidelinyinlushang,yidaoshenlvsederenyinghuanhuanzouleguolai。

zhengshiwochulewuniandeduixiang,wodeairen,beijunqudisanshisituandetuanzhang——jiqingwan。

kanjianta,wodexinkouyoufanqishuxidetengtong:“jiqingwan……”

huameishuowan,jiubeijiqingwankaikoudaduan:“nijintianbugaiheshenyichengtongzhichaojia。”

今天……吵架?

我猛地想了起来。

shangbeizidejintian,woqujijiqingwansongfan。

yijinmenjiukanjianwodebiaodishenyicheng,yibianwenzhejiqingwandeyifu,yibiannannankaikou:“saozideweidaozhenhaowen,ruguowoshitadenanrenjiuhaole。”

wozhengzaiyuandi,yijuhuadoumeishuo。

shenyichengturanyanjingyizhuan,turanwuzhutou,aihaozhewangdishangyitang:“teng,wodetou……”

jiqingwanshizheigeshihoulaide,shenhouhaigenzhekaihuidejunzhengrenyuan。

jiqingwanliankandoumeikanwoyiyan,dangjifuqishenyichengquleyiyuan。

xiangqizheichangnaoju,wojiuyizhenpibeiwuli,xiayishixiangyaobianbo。

jiqingwandeshengyinquexianyibuxiangqi:“jintianlaikaihuideshouzhang,quandoukanjianshenyichengbeinituidaozaidishang。”

“anzhaojilv,nibujinyaobeijichufen,haiyaosanqianzijiantao,zaijunqudechenhuishangnian。”

“chengan,nibierangwoweinan。”

aiwoshi,jiqingwanhuishuo:“chengan,wobuyuanyirangniweinan。”

rujindagaishibuaileba。

suoyicaihuiwutiaojianpianxinshenyicheng。

suoyicaihuiyongyijubierangtaweinan,dusiwosuoyoudehua。

jirantazheimeqipanworencuo,wojiurutasuoyuanba,fanzhengwodeshenfenhuibeimoqu,jichufenyewuguanjinyaole。

wokuxiaoyisheng,dayinglejiqingwan:“hao,wotongyizuojiantaole,xiacichenhuishishenmeshihou,xiazhouwuduima?”

jiqingwanweilengyishun,chayifanwen:“nitongyi?”

wozichaodixiaolexiao:“duia,wotongyi。”

woguyizhuangzuoqingsong,shijixinkoudesuantongdoukuaiyaoyimanxiongqiang。

shangbeizi,wodezhiyaozaiquanjunmianqianzuojiantaohou,danaoyifan。

我说我没错。

我说我冤枉。

quebuxiang,jiqingwanjiangwonvedaishenyichengdezhengjutijiaojilejijian。

cihou,wodemingshengchoule,shituduanle,jiulianshenqingjiaru803jiemichudebaogaoyebeibohuile。

zuihou,zaiwofashaoshi,shenyichengyongtoulaidefeiqizhenguanzhapowodepifu,haideworanshangaizi,shengminglangjiezaijietouqicansiqu。

zuikuihuoshoushenyichengqueshunliqudaiwo,hejiqingwanjielehun,xingfumeimandiguowanlezheiyisheng……

而现在。

wozaiquanjunmianqianzuojiantaojiuzuojiantaoba,803jiemichuhuizaixiazhouwu,junqukaichenhuizhiqianlaijiewolikai。

cihou,wochawucirenle,mingshengshenmedeyebuzhongyaole……

“qingwenjituanzhanghaiyoushenmeshiqingma?”woqiangzhuangpingjingwenta。

jiqingwanyanlicuoehewucuojiaoti,sihushibuxiangxinwohuizheimetanranjieshourencuo。

bijingyiqian,wohuichaohuinao。

wohuizhizhederenweizijimeicuo,ranhoubajialinaodetianfandifu……

jiqingwanhuanlehuan,turanshangqianlailazhuwodeshou:“ninengmingshilijiuhao,tabijingshinibiaodi,womenrangyirangjiuhaole,meibiyaohetayigewairenjijiao。”

让一让这句话。

shangbeiziwojiutingguohenduoci,birumeigeyuefajintieliangpiaodeshihou。

jiqingwanhuiduiwoshuo:“niyijingyouhenduole,rangyixiebupiaoheliangpiaojishenyichengmeishide,tashinididi。”

biruzhuoshangyouroudeshihou,birujunduiguonianguojiefalipindeshihou。

jiqingwanhuibaroujiadaoshenyichengdewanli,balipinfangjinshenyichengdefangjianli。

ranhouyouduiwoshuo:“nirangyirangba。”

jiqingwankoukoushengshengshuoshishenyichengshiwairen,keshijieshangnayouren,duiwairenbiduifuxuhaihao?

kexiaonapazhonglaiyici,woyijiuyaobazhangxinkoudemanshiqiahen,cainengbizijihushitadepianxin:“ng。”

wochouchubeijiqingwanwozhudeshou,anxiaxinkouduntong。

“jiqingwan,wodayingniyijianshi,niyedayingwoyijianshi。”

wohoulongweiweizhandong,shengyinfageng:“zanmenlingzhengdeshiqing,xianbuyaotileba。”