第四章
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tangzaikangshang，wobujinxiangqileshangbeizifashengdeshi。
shangbeiziwomanxinmanyandedoushiwenjianxue，dangtatichuganhuotailei，xiangyaoqucunxiaojiaoshudeshihou，wohaobuyouyudijiuyaobajiefudeneifengongzuorangjita。
wojialirendangranbuhuitongyi，danshijiabuzhuwoyikuernaosanshangdiao。zaiwojueshidedisantian，womazhongyutongyilewodeqingqiu，rangwenjianxuequjielewojiefudeneifengongzuo。
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burancanjiagaokaoderenneimeduo，pingshenmejiunengrangwenjianxuetuoyingerchule。
jiranzhonghuoyishi，woyeyaoduoweizijikaolvyixia。wenjianxueshangbeiziyoujuhuashuodedui，tashuorenyaoyouzhuiqiu，youjinbu。
**zhebierensuanshenmebenshi，woyaorangzijijinbu，rangzijichengweiyouzhuiqiuderen。nvrenzhibuguoshijinshangtianhua，yuanlaizeyou，yuanwujiuzijiyigerenguoxiaqu，yetinghao。
xianzaishi1976nian，juligaigekaifanghaiyouhaojiniandeshijian。erqiegaigekaifangzhengcegangchulaideshihou，gedidezhengceluoshideyebushitebiemingque。
xiangwomenzheili，yaozai1982nianyihoucaikaishiyouzijizuomaimaide。haiyouliuniandeshijian，wokebunengyibianzhongdiyibiandeng。
weilaidezhongdazhuanzhejiedian，liwozuijindejiushi1977niandehuifugaokaole。
haiyouyiniandeshijian，wozhiyaohaohaokanshu，wojiusuankaobushangdaxue，dannapashikaogedazhuan，kaogezhongzhuan，neibiyeleyehuifenpeigongzuo，zenmeyebiwozaidilibaoshiyaoqianga。
shuoganjiugan，worangwojiebangwozhaogongyoudemeimeijielegaozhongdekeben，kaishizixueqilegaozhongdezhishi。
woyijingjietilejiefudegongzuo，qucunxiaokaishijiaoshule。womenxiaozhangkandaowozaimeikedeshihoudouzaixuexigaozhongdezhishi，haizaibuzhudikuawoshangjin。
zheihuatingdewoshineigecankuia。woshishangjin，danwoqishishilingyoutumoude。
womenxiaozhangshigaozhongbiyede，tagenwoshuo，ruguowoyoubuhuide，rangwosuishiwenta。
我当真了。
zhuyaoshiwoshenbianyemeibiederenkeyiwenle。wojiehejiefudouhewoyiyang，shichuzhongxueli。jishizheiyang，womenjigezaicunlidousuanshixueligaodele。
cunlihaoduorendouzhishichuxiaobiye，burandangchuwobayigegaoxiaowenhuade，yedangbushangcunlidehuiji。
danshiwomenxiaozhangyebiyelehaoduonianle，yixiejibendezhishitaxiangyixianghainengjiwojiangjiang，zaiduodetajiuyewunengweilile。
xiandichuangyeweibanerzhongdaobengcu，zheishuodebujiushiwoma。
wocongxuexiaohuidaojiadeyilushang，douzaixiangzhezheijianshi，xiangdewotoudoudale。
jieguoshiyishibushunshi，shishidoubushuna，wozailushanghaiyudaolewenjianxuehelushentan。
wenjianxuehaipawozhenzhaocunzhangkoutadegongfen，yushibaqianhaijiwole。anwoduitadelejie，taneigeqianyinggaishizhaorenjiede。
danshiwusuoweile，wohetadeguanxiyijingliangqingle，tahaiqianjiwojiuxing，qianshinalaidewobingbuzaiyi。
zheibeiziwokeshiyaoliwenjianxueyuanyuande。zhiqianwoduitazuodeneixieshi，chulewojialiren，cunliqitarenyemeifaxian，suoyixianzaicunzilibingmeiyouwohewenjianxuedechuanyan。
wenjianxueshangbeiziyizhishuo，lushentanshiyinweitingleliuyancaihuijujuetadebiaobai。danshixianzaikanlai，quewanquanbushineimeyihuishi。
lushentanduidaiwenjianxuedetaidu，yongxiandaidehualaishuojiushiyangyu。zailushentanxiangyaodingxialaizhiqian，yutanglisuoyoudeyu，liangechongwudousuanbushang。
wenjianxuehaixiangqianshiyiyang，banglushentanganzhehuo。tayigongyejiunengganneimedianhuo，dabufendehuohaishibangzhelushentangande。neitadegongfenkendingbuduo，gongfenshao，liangshijiuyeshao。
zhiqianshiwoyizhizaijiejiwenjianxue，xianzaimeiyoulewodejieji，wenjianxueshoudedouyaodahuangle。
danshikanqilaitadejingshenshiliangtingfuzude，lushentanyizhizaiyipangjitajiayoudaqi。
“见雪你真能干。”
“jianxue，meiyouniwokezenmebana。”
“jianxue，woyidinghuihaohaobaodanide。”
baodagepi，lushentanzaiyoulegenghaodexuanzezhihou，keshiqingyidejiufangqilewenjianxueni。fangqiyejiusuanle，haifeibamaozikouwonaodaishangle。haiwobeiwenjianxuemaiyuanleneimeduonian。
zheibeiziwobucanyujinlai，wokantamendaodinengbunengsuosizaiyiqi。
wozhengzaixinshangzhewenjianxuehelushentandebiaoyan，youyigeshenyingturanchuangjinlewodeshixianfanwei。tayeshiyigezhiqing，mingzijiaoshenjingyue，takebushihuichiruanfande。
taxiaxiangyeyouliangnianle，danshirenjiashizhongshaibuhei。dangranle，fusebuzhuyao，zuizhuyaodeshi，shenjingyuezaishangyishiyekaoshangledaxue，haishiyihengaodefenshubeihuaqingdaxueluqude。
tanengkaoneimegaodefen，gaozhongdeneixiezhishikendingbuzaihuaxiaba。
suiranwoheshenjingyuebingbushu，qianshijinshengliangbeizijiaqilaihuadoumeishuoshangjiju。danshiweilewodemeihaojianglai，zheisuanshenmeshi。
zhiyaowolianpigouhou，neimerenheshidounanbudaowo。