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zhongshengqiling,wozhunbeishanganhou,xianzhanyizhongren!

shangbeizi,wojiangwanroucongxiaodaoda,meiduguoshenmeshu,jiankufendouyisheng,liushiduosuideshihou,haoburongyichengweilenvlaoban。

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zhonghuiqilingniandai,zheiciwozaiyebuyaosongbaiyanerlangdushu。

zhiyuwoshangbeizidezhangfu,wobuyaole!

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1978nian11yue,xinghuacun。

“wanrou,mazhinenggongdeqiyigerendushu。”

“nibiaomeixiaoweichengjibinihao,tabamayoubuzaishile,nijiurangrangtaba。”

“nichuqudagongzhuanqian,daoshihoubangchenyixiaxiaowei,dengtakaoshangdaxue,yidingbuhuiwangjinidehao。”

wokanzheyanqiankukoupoxin,haishimantouheifademuqinhechunfang。

xujiu,caiquedingwozhongshengle。

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我听话照做。

yinianhou,heweiruzhongrensuoliaokaoshangdaxue。

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“mingtiannijiujinchang……”

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“ma,congxiaodaoda,wodeyifu、xiezi、fangjian,dourangjilehewei。zheici,dudaxuedezige,woburang。”

“我也要考大学。”

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zhanyoujucanshi,peizaifengyuntingshenbiandeyongyuanshihewei。

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woqishishishixueguoduoersi!

“zouba,quxuexiaotuixue,xiaoweihaizaichelidengzhe。”nianqingdefengyuntingchaowozoulai。

shangbeizi,jiushizheigeshihou,tadaiwoquxuexiaobanliletuixueshouxu。

youdaizheheweijiaolexuefei。

tahaoxiangbushiwodeweihunfu,ershiheweide。

zaicitingdaoshuxidehua,woshenxiyikouqi,yaxiaxindideqingxu。

“好,走吧。”

1978niandeshenbeidiquxuyaotiqianbanniantianxiegaokaobaomingbiao。

shangbeizi,wozuochequtuixue。

zheibeizi,woyaozuochequbaominggaokao!

mingnian,yejiushi1979nian7yue7rigaokao,wozhunbeidaanwan,shanganhou,xianzhanyizhongren,hefengyuntingfenshou!

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zhengshiwodebiaomei,hewei。

“biaojie,woyunche,zuozaifujiashinibuhuijieyiba?”

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kewoyemingbai,bunengyinweita,jiufangqilaotianjiwozhonghuoyishidejihui。

“ruguowoshuowojieyi,nihuirangma?”wofanwen。

qianshi,zhiyaoheweizai,wojiuzuobulefujiashi。

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yuba,wolakaihouzuodechemen,zuoleshangqu。

huoleyibeizideren,sheihaihuizaiyizuoshenmenanrendefujiashi?

车辆启动。

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我真的回来了!

回到了年轻的时候!

heweijiaoruandeshengyinzaicidaduanwodesixu。

“biaojie,zuotianwohejiefukandedianying《xiamiao》tebiehaokan,xiacizanmenyiqiqukanba。”

heweijiushizheiyang,huianchuochuodegaozhiwo,tahefengyuntingyouduoqinmi。

kexianzaidewoyandipingjingrushui,meiyouyisibolan。

“hewei,nishuohuazhuyiyidian,shenmejiefu?wohefengyuntinghaimeijiehun。”

yinianhou,wojiuyaokaoshangdaxue,likaifengyuntingle。

tayongyuanbukenengzaichengweiwodezhangfu!