第4章
74年
**京都
“guang！”yishengdaodideshengyin，zhendemenzhanlezhan。
si，luokeketoubuyizhenjutong，lianshanggengshi**ladeteng，yanjinggengshiyouqianjinzhong，shileshiquanshendejingxiangzhengkaiyanjing。
erbianjiutingdaoerbianyouyigerouruodenvshengshuo“ge，nibuhuidasirenleba。”
“jueduibukeneng，zheiyatouyiqianbeidadeduole，nayouneimecuiruo。”
“buxingjintianwoyidingyaorangzheiyatou，bagongzuojiaochulai，wokebuxiangxiaxiang，zheijialidedongxibixudoushiwode。”
dingzhecuguangdeshengyinshuohuadeshiyuanzhudejixiong，houmadaiguolaidehaizi。
“ge，neiwozenmebana，tingshuoxiangxiatingkude，woshoubulea。”
tingdaozheihualuoqingqingyexianglaodianhaochu，bunengshenmebianyidourangluoziyanzhanle。
“nibuxiaxiang，neinideneigeqinglanggegezenmebana。”
tingdaozheiluoqingqingjiaoxiudeduoleduojiao，shuobuchuhua，luokeketingdaozheihuajiuzhidaozheiliangwanyidoubushishenmehaoren。
luokekefeijingzhengkaiyanjing，daliangsizhou，xiaxiaohunandehuanjing，quanwushangxiadejiajuzhiyouyigexiaoxiaodemubanchuang。
chuangshangmianfangzheyigedamanbudingkanbuqingyansedehuibeizi，qiangbishangguamanlehuanghuangdebaozhi，shengxiadedifangdoubeigezhongluanqibazaodedongxizhanshangle，kanqilaixiangshigezawujian。
zhengzaizheishihou，luoqingqingyanjiandekanjianluokekexingleguolai，lianmangtuiletuiluoziyan，“ge，nikan，luokekexingle，niganjinrangtabagongzuojiaochulai。”
kanzheluoqingqingxingzailehuodeshense，daliangleyanqianxiongmeierren，zhengshiyinweiluoziyanyibazhangshandaoleyuanzhuzheigexiaoguniang，rangxiaoguniangdaodikezailechuangjiaoshang，caidaozhiyuanzhuliuxueguoduoxiangxiaoyuyunle，ranhouzijijiuguolaile。
luoziyankanzheluokekeqingxingle，youyaoyangqigebomianmuzhengningdashengshuo“chouyatou，ganjinbagongzuojiworangchulai，buranwodasini。”
kanzheyanqianzheiyimuluokekexuruodecongdishangzhanleqilailengxiaoleyishengshuodao，“nizaigandawo，nizheishiguyisharen，woyaobaojingrangjingchazhuani，nidengzhechilaofanba。”
luojiaxiongmeizhenjingdekanzheluokeke，zheisiyatoujintianzenmehuranzhuanxingle？
yiqianbeidabeimakeshiconglaibuhangshengde，jintianjingranhuiweixierenle。
luoqingqingqingxiudelianpangweiweijiangying，buganzhishiluokeketuranbianruilideyanjing，xiaoxinyiyidexiangshangqianwanzhuluokekedeshou，mianseshanguoyisixuwei“gegetajiushigenmeimeinikaiwanxiaoni，nizenmehaidangzhenleni。”
kaiwanxiao，bayuanzhudachengzheigeyangzi，mingdoumeile，buxingbixutiyuanzhubaochou。
luokekeduokaileluoqingqingdeshou，shaqitengtengdeshuailetayierguang“woyehaohaogennikaikaiwanxiao。”
luoqingqingbeishuaileyierguang，pianzhetouwuzhelianyijingbaochibuzhuxuweidejiaxiaole，shensezhengninghenbudeyaochileluokeke，nuhoudao“xiao**，nizaiganshenme？”
luokekemeiyoudalita，yonglizhuangkailuoziyan，wangwuwaipaoqu，bianpaobianyongshoubanaodaihoumiandexuemozailianshangheyifushangmian，zhengqunadoubuluoxia，rangzijikanqilaiqicanwubi。
yuanzhujiazhuzaiyilou，suiranxianzaishishangbandeshihou，dantongzilouwaibianyeyoumeishangbandamadaniangtamen，zheishihoudoutongyinazhexiaodengzizaimenkounaliangxiaoshi，shunbianlaolaojiazhangliduan，chuanchuanbagua。
dajialaodezhengqijingni，turankuangdangdeyishengluojiadedamendakaile，zhongrenkandaolequanshenshixuedeluokekeshunjiandoubeizhenjingdaole。
luokekeshenseqican，yaoyaohuanghuangpaodaodaniangdamamianqian，shunjianyanleiliuxialai，kanzhemianqiandedajia“shenzimen，jiujiuwo，luoziyanyaodasiwo！woshizaishihuobuxiaqule。”
damadaniangyitingzheihua，tuantuanweizhuleluokeke，yigechuanlansesuihuaduanxiudedaniangshuo“luoyatoubiekule，dajiajinizuozhu，nixianzaizheigemoyangshiluoziyanjinidade？”
qishidajiazaojiukanbuguanluojiasikouziqifuyuanzhule，xiangdangchuliuchuruoduohaoderena，zhikexihaorenbuzhangming，nianjiqingqingjiumeile，zhiliuxiakeliandeluokeke。
“dui，biepa，dajiajueduikanbuguanzheizhongpohaitongbaodexingwei。”dajiaqizuibashedeanweiluokeke。
luokekexinliyixi，bixushuocandianbaluoziyanjienxiaqu，bunengzairangtabengdale，rangtaweiyuanzhudeyitiaomingfuchudaijia。
luokekemolemoyanlei，duanduanxuxudekaikou“shiyinweiwomuqinliuxialaideneifengongzuo，wobujita，tajiubawodachengzheigemoyang，haishuoyaoshiwobushiqu，jiuyaonongsiwo。”
“shenzimen，nikan，woyaoshizaibuchulai，jiuyaosizaijialitoule。”shuoba，zhuantouluchuhounaoshaoxuelinlinxueroumohudeshangkou。
“qiyoucili，haimeiyouwangfale，guangtianhuarizhixiajingranyoudadan，taieliele”yigeyuanxiangenliumufeichanghaodeliushenzifennushuodao。
zhengzaizheigeshihou，luojiaxiongmeiyehuileshen，lianmangcongjialimianzhuilechulai，“chouyatoujinidanerle，nihaiganpao，mashanghuilaibagongzuozhuanjiwotingjianmeiyou。”
luoziyanbenlaizhangdejiujianzuihousaide，xianzaiyinweishengqi，gengjiarangrenkanlelayanjing。
zheigeshihoudeluoziyanhaimeiyouyishidaoshiqingdeyanzhongxing，haizaijixubuyaoliandekouchukuangyan，zuozhemeimeng。
luoqingqingdaodibushigeshengyoudedeng，zheigeshihouyecongzhenjingzhonghuanleguolai，yishidaocikeqingkuangfeichangbumiao。
tamanlianmaohanshensejinzhangde，gengeweidamadaniangjieshidao：“bushimeimeishuodeneiyang，zheishangkoushimeimeibuxiaoxinzijikede，wohegegezhishixiangfuta，meiyoudata，meimeinitaibudongshile，zenmenengshuohuangni，zanmenganjinhuijia，yihuibabamamajiuhuilaile。”
kanzhemianqianxiaozhangdeluoziyanhezhengyanshuoxiahualuoqingqingyemeiyougaoshengbianjie，zhishimomoliuleidekanzhezuijidongdeliudashen。
“womeiyoushuohuang，jiushiluoziyandadewo，tagangcaizijishuole，haiyaodasiwo，woyaobaoan，mafanliudashenbangwobajingchazhaolai，wodelianjiushizuihaodezhenxiang。”
luokekezhizhegaogaozhongqidelianjia，kanzhegeweidaniangheshenzishenqingjidongdehen，yaobazheixieniansuoyoudeweiquyituerkuai，weizheimeduoniankeliandeyuanzhutaohuigongdao。
luokekecikeyijingchedidairuleyuanzhu，yanjishangshen，zhizhezijishenshangquanshibudingdeyifu，shengleijuxia。
“zicongwomamaqushi，houmajinlemenwojiumeiyouhaoriziguo，zheixienianwoconglaimeiyouguozijideyijianyifu。”
“quanshijiejieshengxiadewozaichuan，shuijueyeshuizhejializuixiaodezawujian，ranerluoziyangengshibugaoxingle，jiushiduiwoquandajiaoti，jintianwoshizaishibuxiangzairenle。”
shuozheluchushenmeqinghongjiaocuodegezhongbahen，kanzhefeichangkelian。
tingdaozheilibenlaijiukelianluokekededamadaniangmen，gengshiyibiandaozhichiluokeke，liudashenyijingshiannaibuzhudekuaibupaoqilaiqugonganjule。