shangbeizi,shenlishuyeshihoulaicaizhidao,dongzhaodiqueshishidongguobingdemeimei,buguoshiyuanfangtangmei。
dongguobingdefumuqushihoutasuirangenzhedongzhaodiyijiayiqishenghuo,danshihukoushangshitayigeren。
erqiedongzhaodidefumuduitayidiandoubuhao,haixiangyaorangtaqudongzhaodi。
suoyi,dongguobingconglaibuzairenherenmianqianshuozijidejiashi,wenlejiushuoshiguer。
buguo,dongzhaodishizenmehedongguobingzaiyigehukoushangde,tajiubudeerzhile。
二十分钟后。
"pa!"deyisheng,zhuozibeipaidezhentianxiang,zhangdezhuangqishenlikailehuiyishi,zhuanquzhaoshouzhangbaogaozheijianshiqing。
wushuwenyegenzhezoule,zheishierhaizhentingfuzade,tabucanyule。
shenlishuyexiangyaozou,danshihexiaolanzaitamianqianburangchuqu。
“hexiao,yemendian,rangkai。”
yanshenzhongmanshixianqi,hezhiqianneigemanyandoushitaderenjieranbutong,shenzhikeyishuopanruoliangren。
zheiyishunjian,tadexinjiuzheteng。
kanzhenanrenjiujienanshoudemoyang,shenlishuhuranweishangbeizidezijigandaobuzhide。
ruguoshangbeizitabashiqingnaodale,neihuibuhuidedaotadexihuanni?
yaoyaotou,zheixieyijingbuzhongyaole。
“xifu,xiangenwohuijia,wojieshijiniting。
jibianshipansixingyeyaojiwoyigebianjiedejihuiba?
wozhendemeiyouxihuanguota,yeconglaimeizuoguorenheyuejiedejudong。”
shenlishutiaoletiaomei:“hexiao,panbupansixingshifayuandeshiqing,liangkouziguorizikebushiguofalvershishuxin。
woxianzaikanjiannijiuexin,shenzhishiyane。
nishuo,wotingyubutingyoushenmequbieni?”
hexiaoyaotou,tashizhendehouhuile。
ruguodongzhaodideshiqingshizhende,neitazheiyiduanshijianlisuozuodeyiqiedouchenglexiaohua。
erqie,tashizhendeyounanyanzhiyina。
kanzheyilianjuejuedenvren,hexiaohenlehenxin:“xifu,zanmenshijunhun,zhiyaowobutongyinijibianshiqulefayuanyemeibanfa。
xifu,xianhewohuiquhaoma?”
shenlishubeitadehuajiqidaole。
junhun,queshirutasuoshuo,zhiyaojunrenbutongyi,tajiulibule。
“滚开!”
hexiaobutongyitazou,menweiziranbuganfangren。
tayijingnaoleyicile,yaoshizainaoxiaqu,youliyechengmeilile。
zuihou,haishinazhexinglihuidaolexiaoyuan。
zhishizheici,tameiyouzhujinzhuwo。
suiranxinbuganqingbuyuan,buguoxiangguojitianjiunengkanjianlangbeibukandedongzhaodi,tadexinqingyehaolebushao。
“xifu,zanmenliaoliaoxingma?”
hexiaozhanzaikewomenkou,yanshenzhongdaizheaishang。
shenlishuyouyishunjiandexinteng,buguoyezhishizhuanshunjianeryi。
shangbeiziguodetailangbei,tabuxiangyaozaitiyanyihui。
zhishi,tamenlianggequeshiyinggaihaohaoliaoyiliaole。
“去书房。”
shuowanzhuantoucongxinglixianglinachuyigerijiben,kandoumeikantayiyanjiuquleshufang。
“hexiao,shouxian,wohenidaoqian。
dangchushiwoxihuanni,suoyiwowaigongshuorangwojiajinideshihou,bingmeiyoufandui。
kedangshiniyemeiyoujujue,danfannishuoyijukaolvyixia,wodoubuhuifeiepuhuo。
nidayingdetaitongkuaile,rangwoyiweiniyexihuanwo。
keshishizhengming,wocuole。”
shenlishushuowan,budenghexiaoshuohua,nazherijibenfankaihoukaishiyiziyijudenian。
meitingyiju,hexiaodeliansejiubaiyifen。
1972nian5yue13ri,hexiaohewojiehunle,buguobingweitongfang,yinweihexiaochurenwule。
1972nian9yue19,hexiaochuwanrenwuhuilaile,kebudaoliangtianhaiweijianwodejiaren,youchurenwule。
1972nian12yue28ri,hexiaohuilaile,tashouleshang,wopawaigongdanxinjiumeiyouhetashuo,yiyuanjialiliangtoupaozhezhaoguta。
1973nian2yue10ri,womenchaojiale,shidiyicichaojia,yinweidongzhaodi。
1973nian3yue8ri,bukaixin,chaojiale。
1973nian4yue15ri,waigongqushi,youchaojiale。
heshangrijiben,xinzhongshuoleyiju:1973nian5yue15ri,wozhongshengle,yexuanzelihun。
“hexiao,zanmenlianggejiehunyiniandeshijian,chulechurenwudejinbageyue,hunmizhuyuanyigeyue,qiyudeshijiandoushizaihewochaojia。
meicichaojiadoushiyinweidongzhaodi,erni,meicidouzaishuowowuliqunao。”
hexiaodizhetoubugankanta,fangzaixigaishangdeshouwochengquantou,jinjinde,shoubeishangdeqingjinbaoqi。
shenlishuyizhizaikanzheduimiandenanren,kanzhetananshoudeyangziyouxiexiangxiao。
qishihexiaozhangdehenshuaiqi。
xiaomaisedepifu,biaozhundecuntou,meimaonongyu,jiemaohenzhang,shuangyanpi,dayanjing。
youyanjiaoxiamianhaiyougeheisedeleizhi,gaotingdebiliangheweiqiaodehouchunzuishireyan。
jinyimijiudeshengao,kuanjianzhaiyao,tuihaihenzhang。
dangchutawaigongjiaotamenxiangqindeshihou,tayiyanjiuxiangzhongle。
jiuzaishenlishulengshenzhiji,hexiaomengranjiantaitoukanxiangta,yankuanghonghongde,haoxiang,yaokule?
“shenlishu,dongzhaodideshiqingshiwozuocuole,danshiwozhendeconglaimeiyouxihuanguota,yemeiyoubuxihuanni。”
shuowanzhanqishenzoudaotashenbiandunxia:“wo,wozaibeidongguobingjiuxiadeneici,shoushangle。
wokanguoyisheng,yishengshuowokenengxuyaosandaowuniancainenghuifu。
suoyi,wobuganhenitongfang,yinwei,yinweiwo,wobuxingle。”
沈黎书愣了。
贺萧说的真的假的?
buduibudui,buguantashuodeshizhendehaishijiade,tashoudaodeneixieshanghaikeshishidashide。
shoushangtabuhuixianqi,jibianshiyibeizibunengrendao,tadoubuhuixianqi。
ketabuyinggaimanzhe,haihedongzhaodizoudeneimejin。
dongzhaodihetasiqiandeneiyimucaishitaxinzhongdeneigenci。
hexiaowucuodekanzheta:“xifu,wobulihun,buli。”
shenlishuyishijianbuzhidaoyinggaizenmeshuotahaole。
qianshijiniandeshijianmeiyoukaiqiao,jinshengbeitadelihunjihedekaiqiaole?
可她,不需要了呀。
“xifu,wo,woxihuannia,zhende。
wojiushipazijihaobulele,yihoudanwuni。”
hexiaozhuazhetadeshou,yanshenzhongmanshizhencheng。
“hexiao,huoxuwoshuowobuhuixianqini,haoxianghenjia。
danwoqueshibuhuixianqi,buguonidezhongdianhaoxianggaocuole。
wozaiyidebushinideshenzi,ershinizheimezhangshijianyilaidetaidu。”
shenlishuxinlei,shuolezheimeduobian,tahaishibumingbai。
xiangyaobashouchouchulai,meixiangdaoduimiandenanrenzhijieguizailedishang。
“shenlishu,xifu,wojueduibuhuilihunde,jiwoyicijihuihaobuhao?
yihou,nishuodong,wojuebushuoxi。
zhiyaoniburang**deshiqing,wojueduibuhuiganle。”
书房里安静如斯。
shenlishulengle,hexiaozeshihongzheyanjingkanzheta,yanshenzhongdechire,sihuxiangyaobatajishengtunle。