linwanxingzuomengyexiangbudao，tangjielinpingtingjuranyaoshata。
tawuzhebeigaogenxiechuaideshengtengdeduzi，shentiquanchengyituan，dengzhelinpingting，yanlimanshifennuhenanyizhixin，“weishenme?weishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo?”
她们曾经很要好。
danneiniantabeiwulaihuailemingsheng，weihunfusongxiangqianbutingtaderenhejieshi，fenranyutafenshoujiusuanle，linpingtingjingranwufengxianjiediyusongxiangqianhaoshang……
tamenliangsuiranmeiyouyincizhengchao，dancongciwanruluren。
sishiduonianzhuanshunguoqu，rujindetazhishiyigeqiongkunliaodao、mianrongcanglaodexiaochaoshilihuoyuan。
linpingtinghesongxiangqianzaojiuchengweihaichengpaimingdierdefuhaofuqi。
zhaoli，linpingtingyinggaibuxieyuduokantayiyan……
weiheturanyaoshata，erqiehaiyaoqinzidongshou?
“嘁……”
chuanzheshehua，mianrongjingzhi，yijingliushiduo，kanzhexiangsanshiduodelinpingting，xizhangdehuliyanyimi，yuqijijinchaofeng。
“……dangranshiyinwei，nixianzaiduiwowanquanmeiyouliyongjiazhileya!”
“……听不懂是吧?
hehe……kanzainikuaisiledefenshang，wojiurangnizuogemingbaiguiba!”
“linwanxing，wohexiangqianzaozaishiliusuideshihoujiuyijingzaiyiqile。
xiangqianneinianzhisuoyiyunidinghun，shiwobaxiangyongzheizhongfangshijiangnipiandaoxiangxia……zhaojihuishenbuzhiguibujuedejiangnijinongsi。
wobazhisuoyiyaonisi，shiyinwei，talaozaojiuzhidao，nimenjia……
zhunqueshuo，shinimaneigepeijiafangziliyougedixiashi，limianzangyoudaliangdejinyincaibao……
nijiamingmingneimeyouqian，quebukennachuyixingbandianbangwomenjia……
wobashuo，jirannimenwuqingwuyi，jiubuguaiwomenxinhenshoula。
suoyi，nimabingshi，nibabeijiqiniansi，nidagebeizhikong**zuolaoranhoubeirendasi，niergezhuiya，doushiwobacehuade……
haiyouni，zhisuoyimeisizaineigeshihou……”
linwanxingdemuziyuliezhong，linpingtingturantingxia，taishoufuzhezijimeiyouyisizhouwendemeililianpang，deyiyangyangdao，“……zhidaowohexiangqian，weishenmebipangrenkanzhenianqingxuduoma?
neishiyinwei……nimaliujinideneigefeicuishouzhuo，qishishigeyoulingquandejiezikongjian。
neinian……yejiushiyijiuqiliunian，womenyiqixiaxianghou，wohexiangqianouranfaxian，jiu……haha……
zheigekongjianzhenshitaibangle，bujinkeyizhongzhidunhuo，limiandelingquangengshixiaoyongfeifan，kemeiyankezhibing，wozhenshitaimanyile……
weiyikexideshi，kongjianxuyaonidexuecainengshengji，wozhihaoyizhiliunizaishishangaiwodeyan。
duile，nilaogonglishengnian，qishishiwoteyianpaijinide……
haha，nizhenshishaa，bujinmeikanchuanwomendeyinmou，haixinganqingyuan、wuyuanwuhuidixianglishengnian……qishishixiangwodekongjiangongxue，quanxinquanyishihouta……
haha……zhenshichuna……
nidexueyouyong，wocaimianweiqinanrangnihuozhe，danniqunianjingrandelebaixuebing……
nineihuaidiaodexuebunengzairangkongjianshengji……suoyi，nikeyiqusile!”
“e，bieyongyuandudeyanshendengwo，nixianzaijiusuanbayanzhuzidengchulaiyemeiyouyonglea!
ng……suoxingwozaigaosuniyijianshi……
qishi，dangnianjiuniderenbushixiangqian，shishenyue……haha……
shenyuedangnianjiuxiani，bahehundenibeidaonijiamenkou，qiahaoyudaowo，jiujiangnijiaojilewo。
yushiwo……jiangjijiuji，shuojiunideshixiangqian.
haha，linwanxing，nishibushikuaiyaoqisile?heng!qijiuduile!”
linpingtingshuowan，manlianzhengningdikanxianglinwanxing，quefaxian，tabuzhidaoshenmeshihouyijingmeileqixi。
zhei……haizhendebeiqisile?
linpingtingxinzhongqiexi，songxiangqianhurancongloutikoumaochulai，duizhetajingkongdahan，“pingting，kongjianzenmebujianle?nikuaikankannide!”
linpingtinghuangmangyongyishitanchakongjian，dangxiajiubeihedemianrutuse。
“a……wodeyekanbudaole……a……weishenmehuizheiyang?weishenme……a……”
……
一九七六年，宋家。
“wanxing，fanzhengniyaohewojiaxiangqianyiqixiaxiangle，nijiafangzikongzheyeshikongzhe，xianjiejiwomenzhuduanshijianhaoma?”
“aiya，wanxinga，wozhidaozheiyaoqiuyoudianturan。danshinikan，wojiarenduofangzixiao，jizaiyiqishizainanshou。
wobaozheng，dengnihuozhenilianggegegezhongderenheyigeyihuilai，womenlimabanzou，juebuwunimendeshi……”
“……”
怎么又做噩梦了?
linwanxingmimihuhuzhengkaiyan，jingjuezijijingranjujindizhanzaisongjiadelaofangzili。
guangxianhunan、qiangbibanbodexiaoketingli，zhongnianshidesongmuyilianchanmeideduitaxiaozhe，kanqilaishifenkelian。
cengjing，tatingxintengsongmuzheifuyangzi。
xianzai，jishishizaizuomeng，tayezhixiangjiangzheigelangxingoufeiderenshanfei。
linwanxinggangyouzheigexiangfa，turanbeirencongshenhouyonglituileyiba，jiezhe，wuzilixiangqisongxiangqiandemeimeisongyalanjianruikebodeshengyin。
“linwanxingnizenmebushuohua?buleyijiefangzi?
nibuxiangjiajiwowugele?
nishibushiwangletajiuguonideming……erqieyinweini，zhidaoxianzaiyoushouhaishibushangjing?”
linwanxinghaowufangbeidishuaidaozaidi，xigaiheshouzhangdoubeikedeshengteng，yanleixiangjuedidehongshuiyiyangpenyongerchu，shunjianpumantaneimeiguihuabanjiaoyandelianpang。
raner，bingfeizhiyoubeishang。
还有喜悦——
zaimengzhong，tongganshibucunzaide，ruguoyou，renjikehuiqingxing。
tatengdebuxing，quehaizaizheili，eryanqiandeyimuruciqingxi，zheishuoming，ta……zhongshengle!
zhongsheng，yiweizhekeyibaochou!
suiranyoudianchi，babamamayijingbeilinjianchenghaisi，danlianggegegehaihuozhe!
linwanxingananzuanlezuanquantou，bituixinzhongdehenyi，mantuntundipaqilai，leiyanposuowangzhesongyalankelianxixikuxiao，“……bushi……yalan，wozhishidanxinwonaibutongyi。
buguo，nishuodedui，shenmedoubibushangnigeduiwodejiumingzhien，yinci，wojueding，xianzaijiuqushuofuwonai。
zhishi……yalan，ninengbunengxianjiangwomaneigezhuozihaijiwo?
wonaijintianyizhiweizheijianshizaimawo……”
santianqian，songyalanwuyikandaozheigezhuozi，kusuzijicongweidaiguozheizhonghaodongxi，yaojiequdaijitian，shuohaoxiaxiangqianhaijita，qianshiquezaijinwanpiantashuobuxiaoxinjiangzhuozijishuaisuile。
dangshitasuiranxinteng，yinweisongxiangqiandejiumingzhien，meiyouzhuijiu，siqiancaizhidao，yiqiedoushihuangyan。
xianzaihuilai，moshuotazhidaozheigeshouzhuoyoudamimi，jiusuanbuzhidao，yebuhuizaibianyizheixiebaiyanlang。
daoshoudezhuozizenmenenghaihuiqu?
宋亚兰张口要骂……