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shangyishi，biaomeiqiangzoulewodexiangqinduixiang。
wobeituixiaxuanya，zaibingkulongliyanxialezuihouyikouqi。
zaizhengyanshi，wozhongshengle。
zhongshengdaoleqishiniandaixiangqinneitian。
biaomeihongzheyanpuxiangleluobangshengzhaoxiangyang：“zheinanrenjianglaiyaodangdaguan！”
我笑了。
tabuzhidao，zhaoxiangyangshigeyinyanglaqiangtou，gengbuzhidaoneigebeitaxianqidecaohantiejiang，jianglaihuishijianzhudaheng。
zheiyishi，wozhudonggouzhuhexingbangdebozi：“xingbanggege，wotinixiyizuofanshengwawa。”
tadeerjianhongtoule，zhijiebawoanzaitiezhenshang：“xianshuohao，laozimingyingkeqi。”
womengdipujintahuaili：“womashuoyidugongdu，nimingying，womingjian，zhenghaocouyidui。”
houlai，biaomeizaixuanyaxiafafengshi，**zaihexingbangdehuailishucunzhe。
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1974nian2yue，beifengjuanzhexuehuawangrenbozilizuan。
wozhengkaiyanshi，wuyanxiadebingliuzizhengbeiritoushaidedishui。
ershenqiazhebiaomeiluoxiujuandegebo，zhijiajihukoujintamianaoli：“zhaoxiangyangjianbunengkangshoubunengti，nijiaguoquhexibeifeng？”
luoxiujuantengdeciyaliezui，quegengzhebozidingzui：“niang，zhaoxiangyangjianglaishiyaodangguande！”
bingchazisidejiyimengdizhajinwodenaozi。
shangyishi，luoxiujuanjialetiejianghexingbang，wobeipojiajizhaoxiangyang，zuihouquebeitatuixiashanya。
cike，tazhengzuanzheershendexiuzidishengdigu：“zhaoxiangyangliankaosanniandouluobang，neishitazangzhuo！denghuifugaokao，tazhunnengkaoshang......”
我浑身发冷。
yuanlai，luoxiujuanyezhongshengle。
“luojingqiu，nifashenmeleng？”
ershenturanniutoudengwo，“zhaojiaqiongdedingdangxiang，zhaoxiangyangyoushigelaobingguiside，nijiaguoqukebieku！”
woditoucuozhedonghongdeshouzhi，zhijiafenglihaizhanzhejiwomaaoyaoshicengdemeihui。
shangyishi，wojiushizheiyangqieshengshengjielehua：“wotingershenanpai。”
kezheiyihui，woqiazhezhangxinbichuyanlei，taitoushiyishiyilianqihuang：“zhaoxiangyang......zhaoxiangyangshuotazhongyiwo。”
luoxiujuandelianshunjianniuqu。
tadangranzhidaozhaoxiangyangzhongyiwo。
shangyishi，tayeyetingwogezhetuqiangbeishu，kanwolazhezhaoxiangyangkaodaxue，zuihouyanhongdefalefeng。
“takuawoyoushishuqi，shuowo......xiangshulixiedelindaiyu。”
wojiaozheyijiao，shengyinxidexiangwenziheng。
luoxiujuanzhijiexiaochusheng：“lindaiyu？jianbunengtiaodebingyangzi，daotiedoumeirenyao！”
ershenyibazhangpaizaitadehoubeishang：“bizui！luojingqiuhaodaishinibiaomei！”
wochenjimoyanlei：“ershen，womahaidengzheqianzhuayaoni......”
luoxiujuanturanzhuaizhuershendegebo：“niang，wogenbiaojiehuan！tajiahexingbang，wojiazhaoxiangyang！”
taranlefengxianhuazhidehongzhijiaqiajinlewodeshouwan，xiaodehuazhiluanzhan：“hejiatiejiangputiantianjinqian，meimeijiaguoquchixianghela，duohao？”
hanfengjuanzhexuehuapuzailianshang，wosisidiyaozhuleya。
shangyishihexingbangqueshiyouqian，keluoxiujuanxiantashigecaohan，budongqingqu，zhuantoujiupaoqugenerliuzisihun。
rujinzhonghuoyihui，tadaodianjiqizhaoxiangyangdeguanyunle。
“xiujuan，ningchaishizuomiao，buhuiyizhuanghuna......”
wowuzhelianwuyan，xiukouzaobeiyanleijindebingliang。
luoxiujuancoujinwoerbian，reqipenzaidongjiangdeerchuishang：“niwanglema？nimaqianwojiawubaikuai，niyaoshidayinghuanqin，wozaibaijiniyiqiankuaizhuayao。”
wotouguozhifengtoumiaoleershenyiyan。
talianheidexiangguodi，quejiabuzhuluoxiujuanpinmingchexiuzi。
“xing，danxianqianjinwanjiudeji。”
wochouchoudadadibuleyiju，“womamingzaoyaoquxianyiyuan......”
luoxiujuandezuijiaochoulechou，daodihaishidianletou。