第1章
“啪啪啪啪！”
yizhencierdebianpaoshengjiangtazhaxing。
zhangyunyingmengyixiazhengkaileyanjing。
yingruyanliandeqingjinglingtayouxiemeng。
naodailihaitingliuzaizijiqushishideneiyikehuamian——
huxizhaobeirenyibachediao，zhixirupaishandaohaibanxilai；
sanzhangdaizheningxiaodeshuximiankong，kanzhetashuangshouzaikongzhongluanzhuazuochuisizhengzha，quemuluxingfenzhiguang；
huohuozhengzhalejifenzhonghou，tazaijuewangzhongyanqile；
yanqideneiyike，yishengganlai，wulihuitian。
zhishi，mingmingqianyimiaotatingdaoyishengxuanbuzijisiwang，zenmehouyimiaozijijiuxingleni？
难道是到了阴间？
muguangchihuandihuanshileyixiasizhou，tafaxianbuduijing。
cikezijizhengtangzaiyizhanghongqimuchuangshang，chuangdingzhilengzheyizhanglvexianhuibaidemianshaxianwenzhang。
zheiyanglaoshidechuanghewenzhangsicengxiangshi，haoxiangzhiyoujishinianqiandelaoxiangxiacaicunzaide。
dangmuguangtingliuzailenibaqiangshangtiezhedeyifurilihuashangshi，tazhenggenaodaiyigejiling。
zhijianhuashangxianshizhedadadehongseshuzi——1974。
1974nian，bujiushizijihesongqingyunjiehundeneiyinianma？
qiangshangzheizhangpangwawarilihuajiushineiyiniantieshangqude。
mengdicongchuangshangfanshenzuoqi，tajiangmuguanghuanshifanweikuoda，zhijian——
nibahunhedaocaozhuchengdeqiang，mutouzuodexiaochuang，yuanmuhezhuganzhilengdefangding，fangdingshangpugaizheshuliqizhengdebanxinmaigan。
maya！zheijianwu，bujiushitahesongqingyundangnianjiehunshidehunfangma？
wozheishi......zenmegehuishia？
“wodeera，nizajiuzheimehenxinpaoxiawomenzouleni——nizheiyizoukeranglaoniangzahuoa！”
yizhenhaokushengcongxiaochuangwaichuanlejinlai。
tadenaozhongdunshijiugendianguanghuoshibanbengchulianggezi——zhongsheng！
yigeshengyingaosuta：zhangyunying，nizhongshengle！
shile，tazhongshengdaolezijiyusongqingyunjiehunhoudediernian，1975nian。
ciketingdaodezheiaihaoshengzhengshizijidepopomafachulaide，tazaikuzijideerzi。
ergangcaijiangzijijingxingdeneishengbianpao，shixiangqinmenweisongqingyunfangdeluoqipao。
记忆开始放闸——
1975nian4yue23haozheiyitianshitadezhangfusongqingyundejiri。
tashibeishengchandaduipaiqushanshangmaichuanxiongmiao，zaihuilaidelushangbeifenggouyaole，ranhoufabingsiyuzheiyitian。
congzheiyitianqi，tabiankaishilezijideshouguashenghuo，jishinianruyiridititashanyangpoma、zhaoguxiaoguzi，haihanxinrukujiangyangzisongxiaodongyangdachengcai。
neime，cikedetayouweihetangzaichuangshangni？
neishiyinweitayishijianjieshoubulezhangfudesixun，shangxinguoduhunsile，beirentaijinwulaitangzhede。
zongsuanliqinglexianzhuang，taananyiyaoya，congchuangshangpaleqilai，huodongleyixiasizhi。
kanzhehongqijingkuangliyingxianchudeyizhangnianqingdeliandan，tachunjiaoshangyang，minchuyimomanyidexiaolai。
guanmolejingzhongershisuidezijibanfenzhonghou，tashouqilelianshangdexiaorong，zhuanshenwangmenwaizouqu。
fangmenwai，zailiangmiantuqiangweiqilaideyuanzili，yongzhuzhiheboyadachengdejianyilingtang，shulizaizhengzhongyang。
songqingyunzhitingtingditangzaiyifangshanmuguancaili，touxiangtangwu，jiaochaoyuanmen。
shanmuguancaishixianzuode，haimeilaidejishangqi，baishengshengde。
yinweisongqingyunshiruzhuinvxu，zongshizheichufangsheshizhangjiaweitamenxiujiande，dananzhaodangdifengsutadeyitiyeshibunengbaijintangwude。
jiandaozhangyunyingcongwulizouchulai，yuanbenhaicaozadexiaoyuanlidunshijiuanjinglexialai。
suoyourendounawuxiantongqingdeyanguangkanzheta。
tamianwubiaoqinghuanhuandizouxiangzhangfudeyiti，youshouananshenxiangzuoxiu，wangzuoshoubeineicehenhenqialeyizhua。
哎哟喂！
citonglingtameitouyizhou，zuijiaoyichou，jinjiezhehoulonglifachuyishengaihaolai——
“qingyuna，nizasidezheimecanyo！”
tapudaoleshanmuguancaishang，shangxinyujue，yizhishoushenxianglezhangfubeigouyaoshangdeneitiaotui。
liaokaiheisedekutui，xiaotuidushangheranchengxianchulianggebeigouyayaochudexuedong。
taxiangdoumeixiangdibianshenshoufushangneihairendeshangkou，jinjiezhejianglianggeshouzhitouzhilengqilai，zhiduanduandichaxiangneilianggebeigouyaochudexuedong。
takandaotangzaiguancailidenanrenhenmingxiandijiangmeitouyizhou，xianranshizhentong。
kanlaizheilianggexuedongshizhende。
cishipangrendezhuyilidouwangzhangyunyingshenshangqule，bingmeiyourenzhuyidaoguancailidesirendebianhua。
tadelianggenshouzhizaiwangxuedonglikouleyixia，jikeganjuexianxuebushoupifudeguanzhijinranlezhijian。
ranhou，tabianrouyankejiandifaxianjinbishuangmudenanrenjianghoucaoyadouyaojinle。
dantayijiutangrujiangshi，yidongbudong。
ta：songqingshan，woyeshiyoudixiande，laozishudaoshan——yi——er——san——
“nizheihenxindesigui，nijiwoxinglaia！xinglaia！”
shouzhishangdedongzuojixu，chuotatuishangdexuedong。
lianggeyuanbenyijiebadexuedongxuanlanzhankai，xianxueshunzhetadezhijianliudaoletadexiaotuishang。
guancailidenanrenliansebiandeteqing，sihulianmeitoudouzhouqileyigegeda。
“sigui，nijiqilaia！”
tajixuyaoyaqiechidimazhe，yangqishoulaikaishimengshantaerguang。
啪啪啪！
dazaisinanrenlianshangdeerguangqingcuixiangliang。
zhuang！worangnizhuang！kanninengzhuangdaoshachengdu！
kanzhetadefanchangjudong，suoyourendouyouxiefaleng。
yixiangroushundepopomajianciqingjing，chaozhetamengpuleguolai，yibachezhuletadegebo，mianluxionghenzhise，jiaodao：“nizenmeduiwoerxiazheimehendeshou？nizenmezheimexinhenshoula！”
我心狠？
taneixinlengxiao：qianshinihenierziduiwozuochudeyiqiejiubujiaoxinhenshoula？
qianshipojiarenhezheigenanrenduizijidechetoucheweiyinxiansuanji，youzainaozhongyimumushanxian......
songqingyunyijiaziyinweichushenchengfenbuhaoxiafangdaolenongcunjinxinglaodonggaizao，xiafangdidianjiuzaizhangyunyingsuozaideshengchanduishang。
tadebabashishengchandaduizhibushuji，shibasuidetaqingdouchukaiaishanglesiwenshuaiqidesongqingyun，songjiaweilezainongcunhuodebihubianrangtaruzhuidaolezhangjia，zuoletadezhangfu。
zhangjiaweilenverdexingfuzhuanmenqingrenjisongjiaxiulefangzi，jiangsongqingyundeguamuhemeimeidouanzhilexialai，hairangsongqingyunzuoleshengchandaduibudehuiji。
keshisongqingyunyijiazidaguzilishiqiaobuqitazheigenongcunnvzide，zhiyinweitamenyijiazicengshichengliyangzunchuyoudezibenjiazhihou。
ruzhuizhangjiahoudesongqingyunyi“fuqingangqushi”weiyouzanbuyutatongfang，shizeshiyuxiaxiangnvzhiqingbaixueyousiqing，weiletuolinongcuntajiasituoshenxiebaixueyuanduzhongyang，haibatamendesishengziliujitafuyang。
你们说她傻不傻？
biemang，gengshadehaizaihoutou。