第1章
一九七五年，冬。
yizhenzhencigudehanfengtouguopojiudechuanghujijinwuli，wuliduifanglegezhongzawu，weiyouyizhangjiuchuangshoushideganjingzhengqi。
tangzaichuangshangjiyunheshibeidongxingde，tagangzhengkaiyanbiankandaoyanqianzheigechangjing，haokandemeitoudunshizhouqilai。
tabushiyijingsilema？haishibeijitingtingneigechunhuolianleizhiside，meixiangdaoyizhengkaiyanjingranhuidaoguoqule！
haishitahaimeiyoujiarenqianzhudejijiapowuzi，haimeiyoudengjiyunhelihaosixu，daoshiwuwaidedongjingyinqitadezhuyi，tadeshixianyesuizhekanguoqu。
“ninaoziyoubingshibushi？neikeshijingshisijia，xiangyaopanshangderenduolequle，nijingranbuxiangyaozheizhuanghunshi！”
“wokannijiushishenzaifuzhongbuzhifu，niyiweizheishangougoulinengjiashenmehaodongxi？kebunengbaibaibianyineigezaixing，congjintiankaishinijiushijiyunhe，jizhulema？！”
lizhaodihentiebuchenggangdihenhenqialeyibajitingtingyaojianderuanrou，neiyanzhongjinshibuganyuqifen。
zheishiduohaodeqinshi，duoshaorenpandoupanbudao。
yaoshinengdashangjingshisijia，tamenjiayihoukejiushifeihuangtengda，shuobudinghainengzaibangyibangtadeniangjia！
jitingtingyitingzheihua，liansedunshiyouqingfabai，xiangshixiangqishenmekongbudeshiqing，jinjinchezhulizhaodideshoubei，shengyindouzaizhandou，“ma，wobujia，wosidoubujiajisijiale！”
“rangjiyunheneigehulijingqu，tayidinghuisidehencande，wobuyao......”
jitingtingzhenggerendouzaifadou，yanshenlidaizhefengkuangdehenyiyujingkong。
lizhaodijiandaojitingtingzheimoyang，gengshiqibudayichulai，henhenjiuzhetadeerduo，yanshenpiaoxiangmenwai，jianmeirenluguocaixiaoshengzhouma，“nishibushichun？zheimehaodejihui，nizhenxiangrangjineigezaixingbucheng？nixiangrangtayaniyitoushibushi？zheimeduoniannijiushigenabuchushoudewanyi，nishixiangqisiwoma？”
tajianzhishiyaobeizijidenverjiqisile，mingbaizhedejihuisheishedesongjibieren，guanjianhaishijiyunheneigexiaotizi！
lizhaodiyanzhongshanzhesuanji，dengtadenverdingtijiyunhejiajinsijiachengleguantaitai，tajiusuibianzhaogegebicundehunhunbajiyunheneixiaotizihuile，jiubuxinyigeshileqingbaidexiaotizihainengnaochushenmeshilai！
“ma，ma，nitingwoshuo......”
jitingtingliansebianleyoubian，lianmangcouzailizhaodideerbianxiaoshengshuozheshenme。
zhibuguoshipianke，lizhaodiyuanbenjiqiedetaidubianlebian，huyidedengleyiyanjitingting，yanshenliyijiudaizhebuxinren，“nizuihaomeiyoupianwo！”
“buhuide，ma，nixinwoba。”
jitingtinglianmanghonghaolizhaodi，likaiqianhenhenchaozhejiyunhesuozaidewuzimenkoutuleyikoutuomo，“pei！hulijing，zheiyicijiurangnijiajinsijiasiwuquanshenzhidi！”
dengwaimiandedongjingdouxiaoshi，tangzaichuangshangdejiyunhecaizhanqishenlai，haokandeyanmouzhongshanguoyizhenlengyi，xianzaikanlai，shiqingrutaxiangdeneiban，tahejitingtingdouzhongshengle！
shangbeizitadefuqinyingongxunzhi，danshuodaodishiweilejiulaobuzhangerside，siqianqiudelaobuzhangdayingxialiangjiahunshi，zhiweiletaweilaibubeirenqifu。
erjiyunhecongxiaojiujiyangzailizhaodizheigeqinshenshenjia，congxiaoduiyufuqinjijitaduoshaoqiancaibingbuzhi，quandoubeilizhaodiyijiatanle，haiyaorangtaqizaotanheiganhuo。
erlizhaodihejitingtingzheilianggetandewuyandexiaorenqueyinweijiduyutanlan，guyizailaobuzhangdeqinshushangmenjierenneiribajiyunhedayunguanzaiwuzili，laileyichulimaohuantaizi，rangjitingtingdingtiletajiajinsijia。
ruolizhaodizhishijiucishoushou，jiyunheyebuhuitonghentamenerren。
xiangdaozhei，jiyunheyaojinyaguan，shangbeizilizhaodihaipashiqingbailu，guyijitaxiayaoxiangyaoranghunhunhuileta，tasuiranpinsimeiyouranglizhaodidejihuadeshou，queshiyinweiyaoxingfazuodeyuangu，yinchayangcuoyuxiafangdaonongcundenanzhiqinggusinianshuizaiyiqi。
neishidegusinianbenjiuyouyizaizhuiqiuta，jiyunhedangshibiewutafa，ruozaidaizaijijia，lizhaodihaitayicibuchengdinghuiyoudierci，tasuoxinghegusinianzhudaoyiqiqu。
qianshidetazhongguihaishiguoyuzhinen，xiaoqiaolelizhaodideshouduan，taguyisichuchuanboyaoyanshuotagouyinnanzhiqing，naodefeifeiyangyang，jiyunhedangshiyoukushuobuchu，gusinianyemeiyouxiangguotitajieshi，renyoutachengshoueming，tayezaineishibianshengchunianshuxueyidexinsi。
zaizhihoujiushijiyunhezijikaoshangdaxue，ergusinianyeqiaqiaonadaohuichengminge，zheibenshishuangxilinmen，kezhidaoqulechengli，jiyunhecaizhidaogusinianzaichengliyouyigeweihunqizhangxinyan，haishicongxiaoyiqizhangdadexiaoqingmei。
gufugumutinglelizhaodidefengyanfengyubianpandingjiyunheshiweidaochenglixiangfucaigouyingusinian，conglaibujitahaolianse，haishichangzaijieshangchoumatashihulijingchaisanlegusinianhezhangxinyan，naoderenjinjiezhi，chayidianrangtadenveryebeifumaming。
shangbeizidejiyunhebushimeixianggusiniantiguolihun，dangusiniansihuobudaying，haishifenxiangshouyuzhangxinyandedixialianqing。
kanqingchugusinianshi**hou，jiyunhekaishibazhuyilifangzaishiyejixueyeshang，chengleyixueboshihou，tanadaogusinianhezhangxinyande**zhengju，caibizheshanzhangweizhuangdegusinianyutalihun。
benyiweiyiqiejieshule，tazhongyukeyidaizhenverhaohaohuoxiaqu，queshibeimaifuzaijiamenkoudejitingtingfengkuangtongsi，siqiantahainengtingdaojitingtingfengdiandeshuozhe“shiniqianglewodefuguishenghuo，nigaisi！”
huigutashangbeizideyisheng，zhenshikelianyoukexiao！
haozaitafuqinzaitianbaoyouta，rangtayouzhonglaiyicidejihui。
jiyunhezuijiaogouqiyimochaofeng，tadeshouqingqingmoshangfatengdehounaoshao，shangbeizidejintian，laobuzhangpaidejiashulaishangmenqingtaqusijia，lizhaodijiduzhixia，chenzhetazaizuofanshiyigunzibatadayunrengjinfangjianli，weidejiushirangjitingtingdingtita。
rujinzhonglaiyishi，taziranbuhuizairanglizhaodidemudedacheng。
tahaiyaobatasuoshoudeyiqiequandouhaihuiqu！
jiyunhequkaimencaifaxianmenshicongwaimianbeisuozhede，taqinglengdemeitouweiweizhouleyixia，zhengdangtaxiangzheyaobamenpokaishi，jitingtingyilianzhigaoqiyanglaidaotademianqian。
“jiyunhe，niguoranmeiyun，wojinggaoniligusinianyuanyidian，nizaigandanwuwochengweifutaitai，woyidinghuilazhenipeizang！”
jitingtingyanshenyinhendidengzhejiyunhe，yanlifangfocuiledu。
jiyunhexinzhongleran，yuanlaijitingtingzheigechunhuojingranyiweigusinianshifujiashaoye，wanquanbuzhidaogujiajiushilongtanhuxue。
shangbeizidegusinianzhisuoyichushoudafangkuoqi，wanquanshiyinweitayongtadenverweixietajiaochusuoyougongzi，jiulianjiyunhenadaogusinianchuguidezhengjuweixielihun，kansishengli，dangusinianzheige**yeyiqiangduonverfuyangquanweiyou，bidetazhinengbamingxiasifenzhisandecaichanjita，zheicairanggusinianchenglebaiwanfuhao。
erzheiyiqie，zuoweijuwairendejitingtingwanquanbuzhixiao，shenzhihaijuedeshijiyunheqiangletadefuguishenghuo！
jiyunheshouqiyandidechaofeng，lengmodikanzheyanqiandejitingting，“woyouyigetiaojian，woyaoanquangenzhesijiaderenlikailijia，zhiyaonibangwo，neiwobujinbuhuigenniqianggusinian，wohaikeyigaosuniruhexiyinta，rangtaduiniyixinyiyi！”
zheihuasuiranyoupozhan，danduiyutanlanqiejiqiexiangyaochengweigusinianlaopodejitingting，yezugoule。