zheigenanrenhetazuolebanbeizidefuqi，，tayijingmeiyouqianshineimedichule，zhishizhouzhemeidao
zhaohaijunxianzainahaitingdeqingtashuodeshishenme，haishishaotingleyixia。
danhenkuai，youshiyilesidejixu……
erliniannianganggangyinweishuohuadeshihouyaodaoleshetou，tengdeyixiaziyingyingqilai，yebuganzaijianghuale。
时间过得很慢。
qianshitashizhijieyunlede，ranhouzhaohaijunjiangtabaohuilejiahaijishaolexizaoshuirangtaxi。dangranshitoutouconghouchuangzuanjinqude，dantadangshitaihaipale，jingjiaoshengyinlailezhaomu，faxianletamendeshiqing。
当时是什么情况呢？
edui，zhaomuhezhaofuyidunhunheshuangdajiangzhaohaijundeliandoujidazhongle。zhaomunachulejialisuoyoudeqianjiaojita，qiutabuyaogaozijideerzi，haishuoyaoqutajiatiqin。
dangshitazenmezuodelaizhe？
tashuaileqian，zhijieshuobujiajiqiangjfan，zuihoupaochuquduzixuexi，jieguoyinweixintailuanyemeiyoukaoshang。
这辈子……
zhengxiangzhedeshihouganjueshentibeirenbandong，tameiyouliqizhengzha，zaishuoxianzaizheimoyanghuiquyerongyibeirenhuaiyi。
suoyi，tajiurutongshangbeiziyiyangzhuangyun，dengzhebeizhaohaijunbaohuijiaqu。
kemeiyouxiangdaohaimeidengbaorenjiutingzhepapaliangsheng，tahedeyiduosuo，houzhihoujuedixiangzheizhaohaijunbuhuizijizaizouzijiba？qianshiyundaole，kebuzhidaotazheimedezhidaozijigandebushirenshier。
shentibeibaoqi，yilushangraoguotunzibianshangderenjiazhuandaozhaojia。yiqianzheizhaojiashidizhu，danshibingmeiyouzaodaoduoshaopohai，yinweidangshidezhaofuzuoleyigejuedingdaizheyijiarentaodaoshanli。
zheidashanxiangzhaojigerentainanle，haoduorenzuzhiquyemeinengzhaodao，jishizhaodaoleyebeizhaojiarenjidalexialai。suoyi，bushaorenshuozhaojiarenlihai，hehuziyiyang。
houlaijushihaozhuan，tamenyijiacaixialeshan。danzaizhaojiasangeerzizhishengxialezhaohaijunyige，lingwailianggetingshuodoubeiyeshoujidiaozoule。
gentaguolebanbeizideliniannianzaiqingchubuguole，zheigenanrendequezaizheifangmianxiangdanglihai，fouzeyebuhuizaibeikunzaixuezhongdeshihoufenxisuoshengwuziqingkuang，zhiliuxiagoutamenmuzisantiansuoyong，ningyuanzijisihaishaleren，yeyaojitamenhuoxialaidexiwang。
xiangdaozheilitakule，yebuzhuangyunle，shenshouturanbaozhuzhaohaijundebozi。
zhaohaijunzhengzhunbeiqiaozijijiachuangzijinqu，beitazheiyangbaozhuchadianbadaotongzaizijigeboshang，jiangyingdao：“ni，nixingle，duibuzhu。dengjinqu，nihuanleyifuxiyixizaishoushiwoxingma？”
“ng。”liniannianjingguoyishizhidaolezheigenanrenyuanlaishixihuanzijide，bingburuqianshisuoxiangzhishiyinweixiangfuzerencaiyutazaiyiqi。suoyiyuqiyemeiyouqianshineibanchongle，kanqilaiguaiqiaowuzhuhaiyoudiankelianbabade。
zhaohaijunzaicizaixinlimaleyijuzijibushiren，qiaolechuangzixianjiangshouliderenshunzhechuanghufangzaikangshanghou，tacaixiangzhilinghouyiyangtiaolejinlai。zhaochuzijideyifudijiliniannian，kantazhishiweizhengzheyanjingyifumeiyouliqidemoyang，jiuxiaoshengdao：“yaobu，wobangnichuanba？”