第1章
咕噜噜——
wushudeshuiguanrukouzhong，qiyuexiongfuguzhang，tengdetachouchuqilai，gengzaogaodeshi，tazaishuizhongwufahuxi，siwangdeyinyingxishangxintou。
不，她不想死！
tagangmaidexiaojushihaiweiruzhu，tashebudesia！
huoxushitaduishijiandeliunianrangshangtianxinshenglianmin，yikouxinxiankongqiguanrukouzhong，tadexinzangzhongxiantiaodongqilai。
zhishixiongkousihuyazheshenmezhongwu，chunshangfuzheyiwenrezhiwu，qiyuezhengkaiwuli，weiyinengdongdezhiyouyanjing。
yanjiezhanlezhan，guangxiantouruyanlian，shixianyoumohubiandeqingxi，takandaoleyishuangyanjing。
yishuangshensuideyanjing，tongkongqiheiruye，jiangsuoyoudeguangdousheruqizhong，wuyisiguangkeyitaoyichuqu。
齐悦怔住。
“zhualiumangle，kuailairena！”
qiacishi，yidaojianlidehanshengjingposizhoudeanjing，neishuangyanjingdezhurenxunsuqishen，renqunfengyongerlai，yizhentuisanglache，hunluanbuxiu。
“nalaideyexiaozi，jingganzaiwomenmaopingdaduishualiumang！”
“baliumangzhuaqilai，songdaogongsheguanqilai！”
daizhefangyankouyindejianjiaozhoumasheng，rushubaizhiyazizaierbiangagajiaohuan，chaodeganggangziyanwangneilijianlaiyitiaomingdeqiyuetoutengyulie，tatingbutaidongtamendefangyan，danshi“shualiumang”sanzishangnengbianbie，tazhangkounuliweijiumingenrenbianjie：“nimennongcuole，tashizaijiu......”
qiyuediruodebianjiehaiweishuowan，yigefurenchongguolaiyibajiangtaanruhuaizhong，chezhesangzikuhao：“wokumingdenvera，niangyigecuoyan，nijiuluoshuiyoubeirenzhanlebianyi，nirangniangkeruhehuoa......”
qiyuebuzhidaozheikuhaodefurenruhehuo，dantakuaihuobule，yinweitabeifurenandebizixianruyituanyinyingli，wufahuxi，tayongjinchinaideliqizhengzha，quewujiyushi，liangyanyifan，chedixianruheianzhizhong。
hunsizhiqian，qiyuenaohaizhongshanguoyigewulitoudeniantou——
gennisishuizhongxiangbi，sizaifurenhuaili，zheisifakexiangyanbushao。
“wuwu......”
“renmeisi，nihaoshenmesang！”
qiyuehunhunchenchenzhong，nuhouzhaqi，zhendetadanaowengming，tatoutengdizhenglezhengyan。
“悦悦你醒了？”
jingxideshengyinzaierpanxiangqi，qiyueweiweiyizheng，yueyuezheigexiaomingzicongyinianqianwaipoqushi，tajiuzaiyemeiyoutingdaoguo。
niuguotou，taimouwangxiangfuren，yuanpanlian，etoulvezhai，yanjiaoxiexuzhouwen，yishuangyantonghongyipian，xianranshiganggangkudehenle。
danwentishi，taburenshitaa。
tagangxiangwentashibushirencuorenle，muguangjiuzaifurencemianpankoudelanbuguazishangningzhule......zheizhonglaoshideguazi，tazhizaiwaiponeizhilaojiuxiangjudedicengjianguo。
qiyueyihuodizhalezhayan，zhuantoukanxiangsizhou，huitudimian，nizhuanqichengdeqiangbi，dabanqiangbishangtiezheyouxiefahuangdebaozhi，baozhishangyouweirendehuaxiang，huaxiangxiayixing“zaishehuizhuyidadaoshangqianjin”deziyangfenwaixingmu，haiyouxuduozhuru“laodongzuiguangrong”、“renmingongshezuixingfu”deyuluziyangyinzaibaozhishang，kandeqiyuemubuxiajie。
nanqiangchuanghupanghaiguazheyigebazhangdaderili，henlaojiudeshousirili，shangmianyijingbeisidiaoleyixieyeshu，zuimianshangdeyiyeyinzhe“1976nian4yue21ri”deziyang，qiyueananchengqi，zheiwuzibuzhikezhengouyouniandaigande，lianxijiedouzuoderuciwanmei，tazhiqianwanshuaguodeqingniangongsheyuzhixiangbijiushicucaodefangzaopin。
zhayiyan，tahaizhenyiweizijichuanyuedaoneigerehuochaotiandeniandai。
“yueyue，nishizenmele？”
kanjianqiyueyuwangrijieranbutongdeyanshen，yuxiulianxindiyouxiefahuang，yibianwendao，yibianmotadeetouchakantashifoufashao。
furencucaodeshoumodeqiyueyigejiling，mangpiantoubikaidao：“womeishi。”danjianfurenzhiyishenshoumotaetou，tazhidexungejiekoudiaokaita，“woxiangheshui，ninnengjiwodaobeishui......”
tahuaweishuowan，fangmenkouyizhichenmodenanrenhuranchongtanuma：“heshenmehe？zhiqiantiaohehaimeihegou？neijiuganjinzaitiaoyici，yisibaile，miandelaozichumenhaiyaobeirenchuojilianggu！”
mawan，kuangdangshuaimenchuqu。
nanrenyonglijida，zamendeshengyinzhendechuangjiazidouzhenleyizhen，qiyueyebeizheitufazhuangkuangzhendeyimeng，haiweixingshen，jiubeifurendaleyixiashoubei，henteng。
“nigebushengxindeyatou，bujiushibeineigebaiyanlangtuihunlema，zenmejiuxiangbukaiqutiaohe？”furendawanta，youxintengdijitaroushou，yibianmayibiankudao，“nizheiyitiao，beiguolurenjiuqi，youbeizhanlebianyi，neixiaozihaishuozhannibianyishiweilejiuni，pianbierenhaixinle，dannidemingshengjiuchedihuile，yihounahaiyoushenmehaoderenjiaganqunia......”
退婚？跳河？
furenyilianchuandefangyanzhong，qiyuezhizhuazhulezheilianggeci，danjinjinzheilianggecijiurangqiyuechedimengle，tamingmingjide，zijishizailvyoutuzhongbeihuranbaofadeshanhongchongruhedao，erhouxingyundibeirenjiuqi，youbeineirenshiyirengonghuxicaijianhuiyitiaoming，zheiyutuihun、tiaoheshenmedewanquanmeiguanxia！
danfurendeshangxinmoyangyoubuxiangzuojia，haiyoutashenchudezheijianzhenshiderangrentiaobuchuxiacideqishiniandaifangwu，rangqiyuedexintoudouranshengchuyisibumiao。
zheiyisibumiaohaosiqiandongleshenme，naohaihuranzhendang，wushujiyisuipianruhongliuyibanchongjitadedanao，tengdetabaotoudajiao：“a！”
“yueyuenizenmele？nibieheniang......”
furenjinghuangdeshengyinyuelaiyueyuan，qiyueliangyanyihei，xianruyipianhunluandemengjingzhong。
mengjingzhongyoushaonvhuanxindexiaoye，youqingnianhanxiaodemeiyan，youshuibashanghaishishanmengdeshengyin，youcaoduoxiaxiangyongdeshenying，zhishizheiyiqiedemeihaodoubeiqingnianyongzhumoshengnvzidehuamiansilie。
jinjiezhe，fuqindenuma，muqindekuqi，cunmindezhizhidiandian，rutongyituantuanwuyunjiangtacengcengbaoguo，guodetawufahuxi，fakuangdibendaocunwaishuibashang，zongshenyitiao......
qiyuexianrumengjingzhong，jiujiuwufaxinglai，nishuidehouyizhengxianxianchulai，tashenshangyizhenzhenfare，etouguntangruhuo，lianshuidouweibujin。
yuxiulianjidekuaikule，tazaijiazhongmeiyouzhaodaozhangfu，jiubaozhexiaoerzifangdaoqiyuedewuziguanhaomen，zijizedingzheritoubendaocunwaiditou。
cishizhengshikaichunchayangfanmangzhiji，daduizhangweilerangduilijinkuaiwanchengchayangrenwuqiangzhanchunshi，lipaizhongyizhidinglebaogongdaohudefangshi，suoyijiajiahuhu，youyikousuanyikouquanzaishuitianzhongwanyaochayang，mangderehuochaotian。
yuxiulianguoranzaizijiabaogongdeshuitianzhongzhaodaozhangfuqichuanzong，tajibenguoqu，gangjiangqiyuefashaorangnanrensongtaquweishengsuodehuashuochulai，yituannishuijiushuaileguolai，padijiandaotadekujiaoshang。
qilaoniangyituannishuishuaichuqu，youzishuitianzhongtiaodaotiangengshang，zhizheyuxiuliandebizipokoudama：“yigeyatoupianziduojingguia，fageshaodouyaohuaqiansongdaoweishengsuoqu？nidangzheiqianshidafenggualaide？shilaoniangzhenggongfenyifenfenzanchulaide，wogaosuniyuxiulian，nineijingguideyatoupianzibengxianghualaoniangyifenqian！”
yuxiulianbeimadesuotou，liangyanyunqileleihua，danyijiazideqiandouzuanzaiqilaoniangshouzhong，tazijishiyifenqiandoumeiyou，suoyijiusuanzhidaohuibeima，yirankaikouaiqiudao：“niang，yueyuekanbinghuadeqiansuanzaiwodegongfenli，dengniandifenleqian......”
“nidegongfen？nigechengtiantangshidebingyangzi，yiniannengzhengjigegongfen？nizhengdegongfenlianhuannizijichideliangshidoubugou，haixianggenlaoniangsuanqian？meibusini！”
qilaoniangjizhuayibandeshouzhichadianchuodaoyuxiuliandeyanjingli，tahuangluandaotui，zhuantouaiqiudiwangzhetazhangfu。
qichuanzongshoudaoqizideaiqiudeyanshen，meitouweisuo，zhuanxiangqilaoniangganghuanlesheng“niang”，jiubeiqilaoniangpenleyikoutuomo：“hanniangyemeiyong！ruobushiyinweishixinshehui，laoniangjiunengtiqibiandandasizheibuyaoliandeyatoupianzi......tazheishaoshaodehao，zuihaoshaosita，miandediurenxianyan！”