第1章
wopengzhewuzhounianjiehunjinianriliwuzhunbeijihuaiyundeqiziyigejingxishi，queyiwaitingdaotagenzhuliduihua。
“taitai，xianshengyaozhidaoniweilejiqinghaoshaoyenaxiaxiangmulianheliangpingbaijiu，daozhihaiziliuchan，ta…”
anqianrouhaobuzaihu：“yigehaizieryi，meilejiumeile，keqinghaodexiangmuhuangle，tadeqiantujiuhuile。”
wangzhehaiweichengxingdetaier，wochedishiwang，botonggongsigaocengdianhua。
“zhaoshu，woxiangqingchule，dongjingfengongsidemingejiwoba。”
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shoudaoqiziliuchanxiaoxishi，wozhengzaiguowaijitatiaoxuanwuzhounianliwu。
lianyezuofeijihuilai，wolianyimiaozhongdoumeixiuxi，paodaoyiyuan。
quezhikandaohushishoushangnazheyigemifengdaizi，limianzhuangzheyituandaixuederoukuai，beidaiquchuli。
wochongdaohushimianqian，wangzhehaiweichengxingdetaier，xinzhouranyitong，shuangtuiyiruanjiutanzailedishang。
hushimeiyoutongqingwo，lenglenggualewoyiyan。
“**，huaiyunhairangzijilaopohejiu，xianzaihaizimeile，youlihaonanrenxingxiang，zhuangshenme？”
shihunluopolaidaoqizibingfangmenkou，youyiwaitingdaoqizigenzhulidetanhua。
yuanlai，haizishitatichenqinghaohejiuyaozhede。
chenqinghao，anqianroutongfuyimudedidi，shitaaierbudederen。
dangchuchenqinghaogongsichushi，shiwozhanchulaidingzui，ruyuliangnian。
chuyuhou，anqianrougaodiaoxiangwoshiai，haichengnuolewoyichangshengdadehunyan。
hunhou，woguoshanglesuoyourendouxianmudehaomenshenghuo，ketamenbingbuzhidao，zheixienian，wozaianjiaguodebingbuxingfu。
zaianqianroudeyanli，wozhishitawuliaoxiaoqiandewanju，zhiyouchenqinghao，caishitaweiyishenaideren。
woshenshouwuzhuxiongkou，qiangliedezhixiganbaoguohoulong。
jinrubingfang，zhulishiqulikai。
“shinia。”qizibubeibuxideshengyinchuanlai。
jianshiwo，tayanzhongshanguoyimoshiwang。
wohenxiangzhiwenta，jiuneimeaichenqinghao？
aidaoyuanyixishengwogentadeqinshenghaizi，nandaoduitalaishuo，huaitaishuyuedehaizilianchenqinghaogongsideyigexiangmudoubibushang？
woannainuhuo：“nishentizenmeyang，womendehai…”
“woshentimeishi。”tadaduanwo，biaoqinghaowuxintong：“haizimeileshitianyi，lianlaotianyedourenweitatizhitaichabushihecunhuo，suoyibatashouzoule。”
qinshengguroumeile，tahainengrucipingjingshuochuzheizhongnitianyanlun！
“tajiuzheimezhongyao？zhongyaodaonilianhaizidounengsheqi。”
tazhoumei：“luchengfeng，nishenmeyisi！nizaiguaiwomeibaozhuhaizi？”
“bujiushiyigehaizi？silehainengzaisheng，keqinghaodexiangmuzhiyouyici，shiguantadeqiancheng，wobunengyanzhengzhengkanzhetagongsidaobi！”
wozuanjinquantou，lianseyinchen，qidefadou。
chouwoliansebudui，tazhanluxiaorong，yuqiyerouhexuduo。
“chengfeng，wozhinixinzhongyouqi，dengwoshenzihaole，yidingjinishenggejiankangdebaobao，haoma。”
budengwohuihua，tanaqishoujidakaishexiangtouduizhezijidelian。
“buxing，gangdongwanshoushuliansetaichale，bunengrangqinghaokandaowozheimechoudeyimu。”
“chengfeng，nibawodebaonalaiyixia，woyaodabanyixia。”
zhidaoxianzai，taxinlixiangdehaishichenqinghao。
“anqianrou，nidexinshitiezuodema！”
“haizisile，nibuxintengjiubale，juranhaixiangzhedaban，zainixinli，haizijiuneimebuzhideniguanxin？”
woqiangrenleishui，fachusihou。
“nei…keshiwomendeqinshengguroua！”
tabiaoqinghaowubianhua，conghuazhuangbaolinachujingzi，duizhejingzishuzhuangdaban。
wozaianjiaxiangtiaogousidehuolewunian，buqiqiuanqianrouxinzhongyouwo，yebuzaiyitabeizhewoshenyequgenchenqinghaosihun，gengbuzaiyitamenzhijiandaodiyoushenme。
wozaiyidezhishitanenghuaiyun，shunlishengchan。
dasuanwozaozuole，denghaizishengxialai，wojiudaihaizilikai，chengquantagenchenqinghao。
ketaqianbugaiwanbugai，ranghaizichushi！
wodehuabeitaquanbuwushi，taditoukanzheshenshangbinghaofuyilianxianqi。
qiangchengshenzicongchuangshangxialai，huanshangmaoyigenfengyi。
gangdongguoshoushu，shenzihaimeihuifu，tazoululiangtiaotuidouzaidou。
以前或许我会心疼。
现在，只有厌恶。
tazoudaojingziqian，nachukouhongbiantubianwen。
“chengfeng，wozheishenhaokanma，nishuoqinghaohuixihuan？”
woyinchenzhelian，yibaqiangguotashoulidekouhong，rengzaidishang。
“haiziduinilaijiang，daodisuanshenme？”
anqianrouzhoumei，jingzhixuruodelianshangfuxianyimowennu。
“luchengfeng，nishaojiwodengbizishanglian，nichuyuneijinian，shiwoyizhiyangzheni，meiyouwo，nizaolunluodaogongdibanzhuanle。”
woxinlikuxiao，shia，yigekaonvrenyanglejiniandenanren，youshenmezigefahuo？
“jinwanqinghaogongsiqingzhu，wodequpengchang，nitiwobachuyuanshouxubanle。”
wowuyan，zhanzaiyuandimeiyourenhedongzuo。
jianwobuzulan，tamouzhongshanguoyimoqiguai。
coujinwogenqian，tazuichunzaiwolianshangqingqingyidian。
“haola，bieqile，yigehaizieryi，dengwanshanghuiquwohaohaobuchangni。”
“daoshi，suibianniyaojige。”
shuowan，tazhuanshenbianzou，liuwoyirenzaikongluoluobingfangfadai。