第5章 忘了我吧

“haodaishisigeyidexiangmuni,yanjinyidianyezhengchang,nibuyongpamafanwode,shennianshenge。”

“ng,xuyaodeshihou,wohuizhaoni。”

jianjimingruiyijiumeiyouyaolikaideyisi,shennianshentaiqitou,kanzhetawendao,

“你还有事?”

“youjianshi,buzhidaogaishuobugaishuo。”

jimingruiluchuweinandeshense,yishuangshoufanfudimozheshouji,

“nizhidaowoyebushibaguaderen,danshiyoushihoujiuzhenghaopengshangle,woyeshishunshou,nibiewuhuiwoa……”

“nixiangshuoshenme?”shennianshendemeitouzhouleqilai。

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jiantabunaifan,jimingruiluchujifenxingran,ganmanghuakaishoujididaotamianqian,

“shizheige,woganglaideshihoutingdaode,neige……menmeiguan,wobushiguyitoutingde。”

fensedezhijiacongyanqianyihuang,zuanguangshanleshan,biananxialebofangjian。

shoujilixiangqiyidaotazaishuxibuguodeshengyin。

“nibangwogentashuo,wanglewoba……”

zaitingdaoyeqiulanshengyindeshunjian,shennianshendelianseyijinglenglexialai,erzaitingdaozuihouneisigezideshihou,tademuguangyijingyinchendaolejidian。

“我是认命”

sigezifanfanfufudizaitadenaozilihuidang。

认命……

jimingruijiantaliansetieqing,yanshenzhongshanguoyisikuaiyi,tianyoujiacudao,

“shennianshenge,nvrenkannvrenhenanrenkannvrenjiaodushibuyiyangde,nibayeqiulandanggebao,qishikenengbingbuzhidaotasixiashishenmeyang,woyeshitinigandaobuzhi……”

tahuahaimeishuohua,biantingdao‘ci’deyidaoshengyin,

xunshengwangqu,shennianshendeshuangshouyazaishejituzhishang,shuangshoushoubeiqingjinbaoqi,zhujianzuanqibianjiao,daozhizhenggeshejitutiezhezhuomiancongzhongjianbufenkaishiwangliangbiansilie。

tamianseyijiang,“nianshenge……”

“滚……”

binglengdeyigezicongtazuilituchu,rangjimingruiruzhibingjiao,hunshenyidouchadiannabuwenshouji。

tacongweijianguoruciyinchendeshennianshen。

jimingruilikaihou,shejituzhizaishennianshendeshouzhongsichengsuipian,fenfenyangyangcongbankongzhongluoxia,jiazazhetadefennu,xuehuayiyangdezhipianluomanleshuan。

tazuanjinleshouzhi,nianjiganggangyongrensonglaidedongxi,yanzhongshanguoyimohanguang。

……

zhuanyanguoquleyigelibai,chulebunengchumenzhiwai,yeqiulanzaixiaobieshuguodehaisuanshuxin,zuiqimazheiduanshijianshennianshendoumeiyouzailaiqiangpotazuoshenmeshiqing,shangkouyirouyankejiandesuduhuifuleqiqibaba。