“haodaishisigeyidexiangmuni,yanjinyidianyezhengchang,nibuyongpamafanwode,shennianshenge。”
“ng,xuyaodeshihou,wohuizhaoni。”
jianjimingruiyijiumeiyouyaolikaideyisi,shennianshentaiqitou,kanzhetawendao,
“你还有事?”
“youjianshi,buzhidaogaishuobugaishuo。”
jimingruiluchuweinandeshense,yishuangshoufanfudimozheshouji,
“nizhidaowoyebushibaguaderen,danshiyoushihoujiuzhenghaopengshangle,woyeshishunshou,nibiewuhuiwoa……”
“nixiangshuoshenme?”shennianshendemeitouzhouleqilai。
tazuifandiaorenweikoudeshiqing,yanxiazhengfanxin,meixiangongfupeizhejimingruiwanshenmenicaiwocaideyouxi。
jiantabunaifan,jimingruiluchujifenxingran,ganmanghuakaishoujididaotamianqian,
“shizheige,woganglaideshihoutingdaode,neige……menmeiguan,wobushiguyitoutingde。”
fensedezhijiacongyanqianyihuang,zuanguangshanleshan,biananxialebofangjian。
shoujilixiangqiyidaotazaishuxibuguodeshengyin。
“nibangwogentashuo,wanglewoba……”
zaitingdaoyeqiulanshengyindeshunjian,shennianshendelianseyijinglenglexialai,erzaitingdaozuihouneisigezideshihou,tademuguangyijingyinchendaolejidian。
“我是认命”
sigezifanfanfufudizaitadenaozilihuidang。
认命……
jimingruijiantaliansetieqing,yanshenzhongshanguoyisikuaiyi,tianyoujiacudao,
“shennianshenge,nvrenkannvrenhenanrenkannvrenjiaodushibuyiyangde,nibayeqiulandanggebao,qishikenengbingbuzhidaotasixiashishenmeyang,woyeshitinigandaobuzhi……”
tahuahaimeishuohua,biantingdao‘ci’deyidaoshengyin,
xunshengwangqu,shennianshendeshuangshouyazaishejituzhishang,shuangshoushoubeiqingjinbaoqi,zhujianzuanqibianjiao,daozhizhenggeshejitutiezhezhuomiancongzhongjianbufenkaishiwangliangbiansilie。
tamianseyijiang,“nianshenge……”
“滚……”
binglengdeyigezicongtazuilituchu,rangjimingruiruzhibingjiao,hunshenyidouchadiannabuwenshouji。
tacongweijianguoruciyinchendeshennianshen。
jimingruilikaihou,shejituzhizaishennianshendeshouzhongsichengsuipian,fenfenyangyangcongbankongzhongluoxia,jiazazhetadefennu,xuehuayiyangdezhipianluomanleshuan。
tazuanjinleshouzhi,nianjiganggangyongrensonglaidedongxi,yanzhongshanguoyimohanguang。
……
zhuanyanguoquleyigelibai,chulebunengchumenzhiwai,yeqiulanzaixiaobieshuguodehaisuanshuxin,zuiqimazheiduanshijianshennianshendoumeiyouzailaiqiangpotazuoshenmeshiqing,shangkouyirouyankejiandesuduhuifuleqiqibaba。