第一章 绝望而死

“zhuzhen,nikanzhezheibadao。”

hunhuneejian,zhuzhentingjianleneidaotouzhehendudemeihuoshengyin。

tajingkongdizhengdaxingmou,bianjianyanrujunneihuazhejingzhizhuangrongdelianshang,guazheyimodeyidexiao。

eryanrujunruyucongbandeshou,zhengwozheyibahanguangshenrendedao,chaozhejinghuangshicuodetabuduandibijin。

zheidaodexingzhuanghenguaiyi。daopianboruchanyi,daobingquzheruxi。zhuzhenhaipadiwanghoutuizhe,kejiezhe,tadebeizhuangshanglebinglengjianyingdeqiangbi,budebutingxialai。

“nibiepaya。zheishiwuhendao,huaxiaqujuebuhuirangniliuyidianxue,shenzhilianshangkoudoukanbudao。”yanrujunluchiqingxiao,yishuangmeiyanlimanshirumobandehenyi,“keyirangnisiyesidewanmei。”

“bu……buyao!azezainali?tazhidaonizheimeduiwo,buhuifangguonide!”

“ya!”kanzhezhuzhenjuewangdeyan,yanrujunguzuohaipadiqinghuyisheng,ketayouwanchunxiaole,“jinrizhujiamanmenchaozhan,nibuzhidaoma?huangshangxialingtaizijianzhan,tayizaojiuqule。”

yanrujunhuitouwanglewangwaitougaoxuandetaiyang,xizhangdeliumeiweitiao:“xianzaizheigeshihou,nimenzhujiapashiyijingquanburentouluodileba?”

meiyigezi,douxiangruilidebingleng,jingzhundiciruzhuzhendexintou。

tashuangchunzhandong,yishuangxingyanyuanzheng:“bukeneng!wofuqinshidaqichengxiang,yishengzhengzhizhongjun,huangshangbukenengzheimezuo!”

“zhujiabeizhouyifangchachuhuihuaihuangshilingmu,baxianhuangpeizangwunadaoshimianshangmaimai,zheibujiaozui?”yanrujunlengxiao,“zheishimoudanidezui!nimenzhujiabeipangemanmenchaozhan,shiyidianyebukui。”

“moudani……”zhuzhenkouzhongnannan,jiezheyanleibianruduanlexiandezhuzibangunluo,“youyuanqing!yidingyouyuanqing!wofuqinjuebuhuifancidacuo!”

kanzhezheizhanglihuadaiyudelian,renshisheidouhuixinshenglianminde。kezheizhanglianyingruleyanrujundeyanli,jiurutongyimeijianzhencirupirou,tixingzhetazijishiduomeshibai。

tazhuzhenshichengxiangzhinv,shigaoguidetaizifei,yishengronghuajiaoao;ketayanrujunni?yigexiaoxiaoshangfanzhinv,yonglexiasanlandeshouduancaipashangtaizidechuang,mianqianghuanlaiyigecefeideweizhi。

zheibugongping!pingshenmetazhuzhenjiukeyiqingqingsongsongdelaiyiqie,ertayanrujunpinlemingnuli,cainengqilaitabuyaodecangenglengzhi?

duyipashangyanrujundetongkong,tahendengzheyanqiandejiaoruonvzi:“daodiyuanbuyuan,nihaishiqudifuqinkouwenwenzhuchengxiangba!”

yiyubi,yanrujunmengdihuishouxiaqu,jiangdaorenhenhendicharulezhuzhendexiongkou!

“啊!”

zhuzhentongkudahan,wuguanbeimianbujiroujiaodeniuqu。

bujitazhengzha,siwugeyahuanlijishangqianlaibangzhuletadeshoujiao,duzhuletadezui。henkuai,tajiuzhinengfachujishengsiyadewuwusheng,youruohanyelisuyuandeguimei。

danzhenzhengdeguimei,haizaiyixiaxiawanzhetaderou,lingchizhetadexin。

“taizihaizhenshichongnirugu,zuowantazaigongliguileyiye,kenqiushengshangshouhuichengmingni。zhikexi,shuoshenmedouwanle。”

yanrujunmanmandishizhedaozi,kanzheneifenglidetiepiantiaoqixuebaidepirouquebudaiyidixuezhu,ganshouzheneijiaoguimeirenjifudemeiyixiazhandong。

daoqidaoluo,zheixuejikanqilaimeiyourenhebianhua,jiuxiangzaiwulanshuimianshangtouruyilishizi,lianyizhihouhenkuaijiuhuipingjingxialai。

zhiyouzhuzhenzhengningdelianhefazhandequtizaibiaoming,tatengdaoleguzili。

nikan,daolinsizhishi,zaigaoguiderenyehuibiandelangbeibukanni。

“haiyouneigexiaojiangjunhuaxiang。nishuotaxihuansheibuhao,feiyaoxihuanni?”

yanrujuncongbizilifachu“chi”deyisheng,badaopianyixiangtadebojing,qingqingdicengzheneihuanidejifu,sihuzaidaliangzhecongnalixiashouhao:“tahaoburongyicongtongzhoujianhuilaileyitiaoming,keqianjiriweileni,shenshouyichu。weiyuanhouzheimedanianjihaishileduzi,zhenshikeliana。”

华向……他也死了?

neiri,taqianrutaizifugaosuta,yaoxiaoxinyanrujunhetaizi,zhidejiushijinri?

kehendangrideta,genbenjiubuyuanyixiangxin,hairangrengantazou!

zhuzhenchongxuedeshuangmou,xinghongdeyouruliangkejinzaiwuxuelidesiyuyanzhuzi。

恨啊!她恨啊!

henyanqianzheirenweishancanbao,henzijishanebubian,cuobahaoxindangeyi!

“呜——啊!”

yanrujunlenglengdingzhetacangbaidelian,badaozifangzaitalianshang,zaiyonglihualexiaqu!

cike,tajingyouxiehouhuizheidaoshiwuhendaole。fouzekanzheizhangpingriligaoguilengaodelianshangxueliubuzhi,gaishizenyangde**?

rudoudadehanzhuqiujinshubuqingdeshangkou,youjizhuzhenjiqiyifanjizhinanrendetengtong。

cike,suoyoudekuhanhezhengzhadoumeilelidu,zhiyouneibengchengleyigenxisideshenjing,zaiduanliedebianjibutingdijiaoxiaozhe。

henkuai,yanrujunshoulidedao,youbianletadequanshenshangxia,batahundundeyishiduochengsuixie,zaihenniechengyituan,mengrengjinwuzhuonizhaoliyonglijiaoban。

xujiuguohou,zhuzhenyifenbuqingtiandi,bianbuchuhuoyusi。

tazhiganjuedao,suoyourangtashengburusidetengtong,sihuzaimouyishunjian,doucongtadetineichoulierchule。

tayuyaochuanxi,quefaxianzijisihuyongbuzhehuxile。zheidagai,jiushisiwangba?

sileyehao,zhishaozaiyebuyongmianduineixietongku,yekeyihedieniangtuanjule。xiangdaozheili,taganjuedaozijisihuxiaole。

jingranyouzhong……jiehouyushengde**。

keshixiayike,qinrugusuidetongkuzaicipanpaershang,youruqunyikenshibanxunsubianjitaquanshenshangxiameiyigemaokong!

“啊……”

yishengsihouxiangconghoulonglibentaochulai,quelimabeiyizhiwuxingdeshousisienzhu,zhidaotayinmiechengwushengdechuanxi。

yimoliangguangcijintadeyanpi,bizhetazhengkaipiroudeshufu,yongjuandaidetongrenzhishizheigemoshengdedifang。

jinjiezhe,shiyigugushenglangyongjintadeerduo,jiazazheziyinpilipaladixiangqilai。

“zhuangshenmesi?sifeipo,nijiwoqilai!”

jianxidenvyinrutongfenglidedaoji,yixiacipozhuzhendeyishi,jingdetazhengmousiwang。

yiguchaoshidemeiweizuanjinbikong,yinandeguangxianxiatazhinengkanjianjidaoshenyingzaiyanpidixiahuangdangzhe。

“heng,siduyin,nidengshenmedeng?”hongyeqingmiedikanzheta,jiezhetaijiaojiuzhongzhongtilexiaqu,“shibushihaiqianda?”

ranerzheiyijiaoxiaqu,duyinshenshanghouzhongdefeirouzhuangdetajiaojiantengtongbuyi,bitaganjin“aiyou”zhehoutuileliangbu,nuqigengshen,chaozhelinglianggeyahuandahan:“hailengzheganshenme?jiwodasizheigefeizhu!”