第1章
yishengjiming，jingxingleshuimengzhongdeguping。tahuanhuandizhengkaileyanjing，houlongnanshouyichang。
zuowanyiye，chouyanhejiu，bujinrangtasangzinanshou，erqietoutengyulie。
kanzheshuiniqingfangdewuding，tazhengzhazhedashenghandao：“yourenma。”
“这是哪儿？”
dan，bingmeiyourenherendehuiying
taqiangrenzheweilidenanshou，congmubanchuangshangzuoleqilai。keshi，dangtakanqingyanqiandeyiqiezhihou，dunshijingdaile。
“怎么可能？”
yinwei，zheilinaishita20nianqianzhudedifang。neishuxidetangcipen，haiyouheihongyansedeshuihu，dangran，haiyouneiguazaiqiangshangdejiehunjingzi......dengdeng。
talimacongchuangshangxialai，zoudaolejingzigenqian，kanzhelimiandeziji，gupingjianzhibukesiyijile。
jingzilimianderenzhengshiershinianqiandeziji。
yijianbaiseyouxiefahuangdeduanxiu，xiamianshiyijianhuisededakucha，jiaoshangdengzheyishuangpolandebuxie，toufayeshiyouzhangyouluan，kanshangqulatajile。
kanzhezheiyimu，gupingzhijietanzuozailedishang，zuilinannanziyuzhe：“zenmehuizheiyang？wobushidouyijingsishiduosuilema？zenmeyoubianhuileershiduo？”
tayijiuyouxiebuxiangxin，yiguliuzhanleqilai，kandaofangzilideshuitongliyoushui，yushilimayaoleliangpiaodaozaipenzhong。
yongbinglengdeshuixileyiba，dasuanjingxingziji，kanshibushizijicuole。
jieguo，haishineiyang，meiyoubianhuayisiyihao。
zheishihou，takandaolepangbianqiangshangtiezhedeyizhangrilibiao，shangmianheranxiezhe1996nian9yue7ri。
moweishiyixinghanzi：nanchengkaiguanchang！
“1996年？”
“wohuidaole1996nian？”
zheiyiniandeguping25sui，jiehunqueyijingwunianle，yougebitaxiaoyisui，maomeiruhuadelaopo——caoruoyun。
女儿也都四岁了。
weileshenghuo，xiaoliangkoulaidaolelilaojiaxianggewubaigongliwaidenancheng，dagongzhuanqian。
gangkaishideshihou，tahelaopoyitongjinleyijiafuzhuangchang，gandeyehaisuanbucuo。
dan，jiushineiduanshijian，tarenshileyixiesuoweide‘xiongdi’，jieguobeidaishanglewailu。
xujiuduboyejiushicongneigeshihoukaishile，zhihougengshiyifabukeshoushi。
xinggeyupiqiyeshiyufadenanyikongzhi，jiabaogengshiyanzhong。
zhihou，bianbeichanglijikaichule。
weileshengji，caoruoyunbianchengdanqilejialisuoyourendezhongdan，yigerenjiyaoyanghuojialihaiyoubutinggongyingzhegupingzheiweidutudeduzi。
yibushunxin，bianjiuaiyidunda。
weilenenggouguoxiaqurizi，burangnvershouku。caoruoyunbiantuorenxiangbanfa，laidaolerujinnanchengzuidadeyijiagongchanglishangban——nanchengkaiguanchang。
jushuonaishiguojiaqiye，erqiegongzibiwaimiandedouyaogao，yigeyueshi60。
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wangshizaigupingdenaozhongbutingdeyongxian，tadiediezhuangzhuangtuikaifangmenzoulechuqu，kandaoyuanzilideyiqiezhihou，caigankendingzijizheishizhonghui96niandaile。
yuanzishineizhongxiazhangdexiaoyuan，zhudefangzijiushiyipai，qianfangbianshidashuidejing。zheishidangshitamenlainanchengshihouzuzhudefangzi，suishuoshangbandedifangyousushe，danshiyinweinverdeyuangu，jiuzhinengzaiwaimianzuzhugefangzile。
er，jiaoluoneilibianshiyigetiejiajiwo。limianyouzheyizhimujiheyizhigongji，zaoshangjiaoxingtadebianshigongjile。
zheiyike，tounaolimianrutongzhalieyiban，tongdetabuyoudedunlexialai。
suoyoudejiyikaishifenbiechuxianzaitounaozhizhong，rangtabudebuzhongxinshuliyibian。
qianshideguping，yinweiduboxujiujiabaodeexi，jiehunbuguowunian，laopojiuyisixiangbigentalihun，nveryemeiyougenta。
hunhunee，rendaozhongnian，tacaifanranxingwu，kaozhejielaidediyitongjinfajia，duanduanshinianchengweiyijiashangshigongsidelaoban，shenjiashangbaiyi。
haicanrulexuduojiadaxingqiyedegufen，erqieshoudixiahaiyouzhuduomenmianheshangchang，keweishifengguangwuxian。
danshi，shengyichangshangdexinyingshoudeta，zaiganqingdelushangzoudebingbushunli。
taduocixiangyaozhaodaolaoponver，dangmianrencuo，jitamenxingfu，danquezenmeyelianxibushang。
zuihougushenyirendetasuiranbuqueqianle，kemeimeishenye，xinlideneifenjituoquewucongsushuo。
zuoyezuijiu，yeshixinlinanshou，houhuidangchusuozuodeyiqie。
xianglexiangzhihou，gupingzhongxinhuidaolefangzi，tajiangzijirenrenzhenzhendexishushoushileyibian。tabuzhidaoshibushiyizhimingsikuxiangdeyuangu，laotiancairangtazhonghui1996。danshi，jiranhuilaile，tajiubunengzaifanshangyishideguocuo。
zheiyike，taxinlishenzhihaiyouzheyisideqiexi。
yinwei，tazhidao，zhiyaonenggouzhonglai，nenggougaibianziji，laopohenverjiubuhuizailikaizijile。
jiuzaizheishihou，yuanluozhiwaidedamengezhixiangleqilai，gupingzhidaoyinggaishizijidelaopocaoruoyunxiabanhuilaile。
takaimenchuquzhihou，kandaocaoruoyunyijinglaidaoleyuanzizhizhong。
houzhexianranyebeigupingdechuxianjingdaole，jiuzheiyang，gupingdingzhekanlexujiu，tayiqianconglaimeiyoujuedeqianzhejingranzheimedehaokan。
danshi，budebushuo，bitaxiaoyisuidecaoruoyunsuiranchuanzheposu，danshiqueyijiuyangaibuzhutaneiaorendeshencaihebaixijiaorendemianpang。
zaigupingkanlai，jiusuanshitazhongshengzhiqiandeneixiesuoweidedingjinvwanghong，hecikedecaoruoyunbijiaoqilai，douhaichadetaiyuanle。
buguo，tazheiyangyikan，rangcaoruoyunqueshilengzaileyuandi，zuoshoutuozhedexiaonvhaizaizheiyikedoushibuyoudechaozhetashenhouduoqu。
zheishitadenver，guyijing，xiaomingjiaozuojingjing。
zheishihounvercaisisui，queyutamamayouzhejifendexiangsi。zhazhelianggexiaomawei，yanjingrutong
buguo，zaitakanleyiyanzhihou，xiaojingjingmingliangshuangmouzhizhongyouzhemingxiandekongju，fangfohenshipata。
shineizhongkanyiyanjiupadeganjue，jianzhipadaoguzilile。
“duibuqi，wolaichile，yinweiyaomaicai，haiyaodaijingjing，woxianzaijiuquzuofan。”
caoruoyunlimashuodao，genbenjiubugantaitoukangupingyiyan。
houzheshenxileyikouqi，tashenzhizijiyiqiansuofandehunshi，zhiyaoandianchibushangfanjiuhuidongshoudaren。
xiangdaozheilizhihou，gupingbianchaozhecaoruoyunzouleguoqu。
buguo，tahaimeiyouzoudao，duozangzaicaoruoyunshenhoudexiaojingjingnaishengnaiqikuzheshuodao：“baba，baba，qiunibuyaozaidamamale。”
“yihouwozaiyebukule，rangmamadaiwozaodianhuilai。”
“jintiandoushiworangmamachidaole。”
er，caoruoyunzaizheiyikeyeshiyaojinyachi，bishangleyanjing。tazhidao，zheiyidundayoutaobudiaole。
tadeyanleidiaolexialai，zheiyangderizibuzhidaoguoleduoshaotianle。
tayexiangguolihun，danshitabugan。gupingnianqingshihoudehunneishifanjinleguzili，danshishuoguo，zhiyaoganlihun，jiushaguangsuoyouren。
caoruoyunpale，zhendepale。
weileburangjialirenkandaotajingchangbiqinglianzhongdemoyang，zhinengbizhegupinglaidaolenanchengdagongzhuanqian。
keshi，tadenglehaojiu，doubujiangupingxiashou。
yushi，tahuanhuandezhengkaileyanjing，zhijianqianzhejingshimanlianwenroudekanzheziji，zheirangtadunshiyitouwushui。
“wobuhuizaidanile。”
“haole，niyeshangbanyitianhenleile，wozenmekenengbutiliangni。”
“nixianquxiuxi，wolaizuofan，dengwoyixia。”
shuowanzhihou，gupingzhijiejieguolecaoruoyunshouzhongdecai，zuanjinlechufang。
kanzheqianzhedefanying，caoruoyunlengzaileyuandi，genbenjiumeiyouxiangguohuiyouzheimeyitian。tayiqianyeqiqiuguo，qiqiugupingjiusuanbushangban，yebuyaodatajiuxingle。
takanzhezaichufangliyoumoyouyangzuofandeguping，xinzhongyouzheyigunanyiyanshuodeganjue。
zheishihou，xiaojingjingbaozhetadetui，ranhouzhuandaoleqianmianlai。
yangqitou，duqizuibanainaideshuodao：“mama，tazhenshiwobabama？”
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