第一章

1976nian9yue,yangshancun。

“shishan,zhiyaonikepotouquweixiesurunxun,tatiedingjinifanchengzheng,dengnimenlilehun,woyidingdainihuihunanguohaorizi!”

tingzhenanrendetianyanmiyu,daozaituqiangbiandezhengshishanhuranzhengkaiyan。

renzhetaiyangxuedecitong,tamengrantuikaianzhuzijinaodaidejiangyuheng。

jiangyuhengyitouwushui:“nitui***shenme?”

zhengshishanchongerbuwen,zhisisiningzheqiangshang‘1976nian’dehongsedazi。

怎么回事?

zijibushizaichuyuhoujiubeichezhuangsilema,zenmeyizhayanhuidaolesanshinianqian!

muguangzailuodaonanrenshenshang,zhengshishanyanshenshenetongjue:“jiangyuheng,zheiyiciwobuhuizaishangnidedangle!”

shuowan,tatouyebuhuidipaole。

yuesemingliang,shunzhejiyizhongdelu,zhengshishanchaoneitouzheguangliangdetupifangbenqu。

lengfengcaguoyanjiao,seyimiman,shangbeizidejiyidunruquanyong。

tashichaduizhiqing,heyangshancundangleyingzhangdesurunxunjielehun,queaibuzhuzhangfudelengmo,tingleliumangjiangyuhengdeguihua,gufulezheiduanhunyin……‘zhi’deyisheng,tuikaichaoshidemumen,zhengshishanbenjinqu,jiujiandaoyishenjunzhuangdesurunxunzhengzaiyuanlipichai。

lvsejunzhuangchenzhetingbadeshenzi,junlangdemeimuningzheyushengjulaibandeshuli。

zhengshishanyankuangyihong:“runxun……”

hanchuyikuobieliangbeizidemingzi,tazhanzaimenkoubuganshangqian。

ersurunxunzhipieletayiyan,bianjixuganzheshoulidehuo。

zhengshishanaixiaxintouwanqianqingxu,shenhuxiyikou,zoushangqian:“wobangni。”

“别碰我。”

nanrenlenglengyiju,rangtashenchudeshoujiangzailebankong。

tingjiandongjingdesumuwuxiufangchulai,yikanjianzhengshishan,liansezhouchen。

“nihaihuilaiganshenme?bushifeiyaogenwaitounanrenguihunma?dabaitianyebuhaisaodegenrenmeilaiyanqu,sujiadeliandoubeinidiuguangle!”

ningzhepopoliluodeshenying,zhengshishanmuguangweizhi。

shangbeizitabeihongdegenjiangyuhengsiben,jieguobeiwuxiufangzhuanglezhengzhe,lachezhong,zijishishoutuileta,tatouzhuangzaishijiushang,shixueguoduoersi。

surunxunyincihenta,congsongtapanxingdaotasi,tashizhongdoumeilumiankantayiyan……kuijiuhebuanpanshangxintou,zhengshishankankankaikou:“ma,wo……”

“wokedanbuqinizheishengma。”

wuxiufangtaishoudaduan,hanxinchidao:“dangchukannibaibaijingjing,youshiduguodaxuedezhiqing,yiweinishigehaode,meixiangdaozuochuneimebuzhilianchideshi!”

“够了。”

surunxunchushengzuzhi,fangxiashouzhongchaidao:“ma,nijinwuxiuxiba。”

wuxiufangyuyanyouzhi,zuihoudengleyanzhengshishan,caibiezheyiduzihuojinwu。

zhengshishanwojinshuangquan,shixiancongwuxiufangshenshangnuoxianglesurunxun,zhanglezhangkou,yashengshuo:“duibuqi。”

zheijuchilaidedaoqian,kuayueleliangbeizi,shitaqiantamende。

surunxunbaoqipihaodechai,yuqirubing:“ruguonizhenjuededuibuqi,jiushaorangmashengqi。”

hualuo,tajingzhijinlechufang,guanshanglemen。

kanzhejinbidemen,zhengshishanxinxiangbeijiuzhuleside,tengtongbanzhezhixigan。

surunxundangchugentajiehun,bingbushixihuanta,zhishiweilerangpopoxinan,zaijiaxiujiayangshangshi,taningyuanzaixiaxiaodechufangzhigechuang,yebuyuangentashuiyigewu。

taitouwangzhetianbianyuanyue,zhengshishanshenxilekouqi。

jiranshangtianjilezijizhongshengdejihui,tayidinggaiguozixin,haohaoguorizi。

次日。

zhengshishanzaozaoqilai,chenzhesurunxunchuqu,jinchufangbazaofanzuohaoduanjinwu。

youzhudongshenglewanmitang,duanjizhengnaxiedidewuxiufang:“ma,xianchifanba。”

ranerwuxiufangkanyebukan,fangxiaxiedinaqidishangdezhulanchuquganhuole。

郑诗珊僵在原地。

zheishi,surunxunzoulejinlai,tamanglianqushiluoyingshangqu:“nihuilaile,ganjinchenre……”

kehuahaimeishuowan,surunxunbayizhangfanchengzhengdileguolai,qinglengdesangyinxianghanfengxijuanerlai:“nijiajiwo,yaosiyaohuotudebujiushizheigema?”

“nazhefanchengzheng,mashanglikaiwojia。”