第一章

jiujingdeguoliangshitadesixubiandehundun,takunhuoyuweihepingriliwenweneryadezhoushixujinribianderucikuangfangbuji,duitasuowenbuzhi,gengbujietayanzhongshanshuodexingfenguangmang。

taduizhoushixubaoyouqingsu,danzheibingbudaibiaotayuanyiyuejie。mianduitadeqiangliezhuiqiu,tazhinengyibianduobizhetadewen,yibianduanduanxuxudi***:

“zhoutongxue,nihezuile……”

“womenzheiyang,zheiyangbutuo。”

“nalibutuole?”tadeshengyindichenershaya,daizhejiuyi,rutongyecaobanzaikongqizhongmiman。

“womenbingfeilianrenguanxi……”

“neiyouhenan?”nanshengdeshengyindichenerfuyouyouhuoli,“nizhixuxiangwobiaobaijike。”

yutachongmanyouhuodehuayuxingchengxianmingduibide,shitayanzhongshanshuodelengmoguangmang。

taningshizheta,guanchazhetayanzhongdezhengzha,qingganyulizhidejiaozhi,ranhouturanyoufuxiashen,rutongxiyubanlianmiandewenluozaitashenshang。

“说不说?”

“说不说?”

yibianyouyibian,yixiayouyixia,tadeshengyinrutongcansibanxini,wushengwuxidishentoujintadeyishi,mabiletadekangju。

nvshengyangqitou,fangfobeitademeilisuomihuo,buyouzizhudidiyu:“wo……woxihuanni。”

congyichangemengzhongjingxing,wofaxianzijigududitangzaibieshudeshafashang。

kongqizhongmimanzhejiuqi,toutongyulie,woningshizhetoudingneifanfudediaodeng,liangjiucaijianjianhuifuleshenzhi。

wochizutazairouruanerhoushideditanshang,zouxiangluodichuang,qingqinglakaichuanglian。

yaoyandeguangxianshunjianyongru,wobuyouzizhudimiqileyanjing,shiyinglepiankehou,zaicizhengkaiyan,zhuanshenhuanshisizhou。

jiyijianjianqingxi,woyishidaozijizhengshenchuzhoujiadebieshuzhizhong。

wojinzaizhoushixudeshengriqingdianshangtaruguozhoujiadebieshu,neishitayaoqinglequanbantongxuedeshengdachanghe,woyizaibeiyaoqingzhilie。

woyuanbenbuyuanchuxi,yinweizaizheizhongduodebinkezhong,weiduwoshineigejiajingpinhandexuesheng。zaichangdemeiyigeren,doucengduiwotouyigulideyanguang。

raner,zhoushixudezaisanyaoqingrangwonanyijujue。

zhidaohoulai,wocaihuangrandawu,yuanlaineichangpaiduidezhenzhengzhujiaoshiwo,suoyiwodequexishibubeiyunxude。

neichangyouxiaoyuanzhongdesanweifengyunrenwujingxincehualeyinianduodedujuyouxi,zaiwoxiangzhoushixubiaobaideneiyike,zhongyuhuashanglejuhao。

wozhidaolishihoucaidezhizheiyiqie,woziyiweishidedanxiangsi,zaisuoyoufujiazidideyanzhong,buguoshiyijiepinhanxuezidehuangdanhuanxiang。

xiangdaozheixie,wobujinluchuleyisizichaodeweixiao。

wojingranzhongshengle,erqiehuidaolezheigeguanjiandejiedian。

zaishangyishi,woxiangzhoushixubiaobaideshipinzaoyizaixiaoyuanneiwailiuchuan。

mingmingshizhoushixuyoushiwozaizuijiuzhongtululexinsheng,danshipinzhongquezhiyouwodeshengyin,woneiyangzhetou、mianhongerchi、rutongqiqiubandeshengyin。

“zhoutongxue,wohaoxihuanni,qiunilianxiwo。”zheiduanbanzhenbanjiadeluyin,ruoyourenshenjiubiannengjieluzhenxiang,raner,quewurenwenjin。

renmenzhishichaoxiao、jifeng,gengyoushenzhe,duiwojinxinglejiduandexiaoyuanbaling。

tamenchengwoweibeijiandepinkunsheng,chouloudelaihama,jingganwangxiangdedaoqinglengxueshenzhoushixudeqinglai,quewurentijishizhoushixuzhudongjiejinwo,zaiwomianqianzhanxianchuwenroukezhidejiaxiang。

gengyourenfanchuguoqu***peiliehexiaobafengzhanduiwodezhuiqiu,zhizewoxuweizuozuo,biaomianshangqingchunrouruo,shizezaoyishengminglangjie。

tamensanbuwode“***”,ruowushiwu,bianjiangwokunzaicesuozhong,sipowodeyiwujinxingpaishe,tamensouxunwodeheiliao,ruowusuode,bianyonggezhongbalingshouduanjiangwobizhijuejing,wobuganzaiquxuexiao,lianweiyidebifenggang——chuzuwu,yebiandebuzaianquan。