“dangshi，zanmenguanyihoufu，kezhenshiheheyangyang。
lulaofurenhaosikanzhebuyuanchudezhuhuo，shijishangmuguangqueyijingfangkong，xianrulehuiyidangzhong。
“wojinmenshi，cengzuyishimaodiezhinian，rantayishenyishu，gengshanyubaoyang，rengjiuzhongqishizu。”
yinweitayishugaochao，dangshizaijingzhongbeishouzunjing。suiranzhishigehoujue，danshibitamenmendigaode，daoleguanyihoufu，yeshigonggongjingjing。
bijingrenshengzaishi，zongyouxiebingtongxuyaoqiuyi，diyirenguanyihouyouyishenyishu，zongmianbudeqiushangmenqu。
yincidangshideguanyihoufuzaijingchengzhong，fengtouyishiwuliang。
xianhuazhejin、liehuopengyou，buwairushi。
lufurenjinmendeshihou，bianshiguanyihoufuzuiweidingshengdeshihou。
tarujinshuoqi，yanlidouhaishiyanshibuzhudejiaoaogenxiangwang。
ranerxiayike，tadeyanshenandanxialai。
“gurenshuo，yuemanzekui，shuimanzeyi，yebuwudaoli……
biedexunjuerenjia，kaojungongdejuewei，shouqilaiyerongyi。zhiyaozidiyouyishenmanli，diuqujunzhonglilianjinian，zongnengyougeweizhi。”
“keshizanmenguanyihoufubutong。cengzuyongyishenyishu，jizanmenzhenglaijiaye，zanmenruoxiangyanxurongyao，weiyidefazi，bianshiyishu。”
dankexideshi，diyirenhouyezaiyishushangyoujingrendetianfu，ranzheitianfu，quefangfobingweichuanjitadehoushizisun。
tadedizhangzizhixuelegehulun，mianqiangyenengkanxiebing。
zaidaotadesunzi、zhongsunzi，bianlianzhenmai，yebabutaizhunle。
lulaofurendezhangfu，bianshidiyirenhouyedezhongsun。
suizhediyirenhouyejiahexiqu，denglaohouyechengjuezhishi，guanyihoufuzaoyibufuwangridefengguang，bukebimiandebailuoxiaqu。
“nicongxiao，nifuqinbianqinglewushudemingyijinijiaoxiyishu，danqiuzuzongxianling，haorangnixideyishenyishu，zhongxinguangyaomenmei。”
“zhishiyishushang，nisuiranbinifuqin、zufuqiangyidianer，queyuanbuchucai。ranerrujinnishenyidemingshengzaiwai，yizhiyuzanmenguanyihoufu，yinyinyoujueqizhishi，kaodeshishenme？”
lulaofurenmuguangzhuozhuo，menghuaijingquefangfobeihuozhuoleyiban，dixiatouqu。
ranertasuiranmeiyoujiehua，neixinqueyijingyinweimuqindezheifanhua，xiangdaolezhiqian，tayujianglanyuechengqindeshiqing。
tayujiangjianvyouhunyuedeshiqing，tacongxiaobianshizhidaode。
zhishixinzhongdaodibufen，bijingzheibingfeitasuoyuan。
tazhixiangxungezijixihuanderen，erbushizheiban，yuyigecongweijianguodenvziduguoyisheng。
zhidaohoulaijiangjiabeibian，tagengshidongletuiqindexinsi。tazhidao，fuqin、muqin，xinzhongyeweichangmeiyouzheigexiangfa。
zhishineishizufuzaishi，zheihunyuebianshitatichulaide，youzenmekenengtichutuihun？！
zufuzhiao，fumugengbuganweinitadeyisi。muqinshuo，zaidengdeng。
zheiyideng，biandengleshijinian。zhidaozufuqushi，fuqinyemeile，tazhongyuxijue。
erjiangjiasuiranhuilejingzhong，danjiangfuquezhishilingleyigexiaochashi。
muqinzhongyuxiadingjuexinyaobangtayujiangjianvtuiqin，haolingxunyigegengdelideqinjia。
qiazaicishi，fashengleliuhuangzideneijianshi……tawuyijianzhanxianyishu，zhidianzheta，juranjiuxialelianyuyidoushushouwucedeliuhuangzi！
muqindezhihou，dongyaoletuiqindexinsi，qiahaocishitaihouzhaomuqinrugong，yanyuzhongduitadeqinshiduoyoushitan，muqinsuoxingbianshuoletayujiangjianvyouhunyuedeshiqing。
muqinconggongzhonghuilaizhihou，cihundezhiyibianaizhetadejiaohougen，songdaoleguanyihoufu。
shuoqiwangshi，lulaofurenyeshifenweiqu。
tanaqipazi，caleyibayanlei，kanzhemianqiandeerzi，manshiwunai。
“wozhidao，yinweidangchuwozaitaihoumianqiantileniyujiangjianvdehunyue，suoyiniyuanwo。zhishiniyebuxiangxiang，wocaidaojia，shengzhibianjingenzhesonglaile……”
“zheishuomingshenme？duinideqinshi，shengshangzaoyoudasuan！”
“danwoyebuhouhui，bijing，yaobushilanyuedeyishu，rujinzanmenguanyihoufu，zaojiubailuole。”
zheizuihouyijuhuazheshihenla，jiangmenghuaijingxinzhongdeneicengzhexiubumengranchequ！
tahunshenyizhen，chirudebishangleyan。
suizhetongjianglanyuechengqinhou，tashenyishengshoudemingsheng，jianjianzaijingzhongliuchuan。
shirendoushuotazhongyuyuyishushangkaileqiao，yiyifenghoudeguanyihoufuzongsuanyoulenengchengjieyibozhiren。
……suiranzheijieyiboderen，kanbingdeguijuzheshiguguai。
birumeiciqufushangkanbing，touyihui，tadouzhishiwangwenwenqie，xiangxidejiangqingkuangjiluzaice，suihounazhemaianhuiquxixiyanjiu……zongzhijuebudangchangkaiyaofang。
shirenbujie，tabianjieshidao‘yizherenxin，meigebingrendeqingkuangdoubuxiangtong，chufeixixiyanjiu，cainengyanjiuchuzuishihedeyaofang’。
ruciguanmiantanghuang，yindeshirenjiaokouchengzan。danzhiyoutazijizhidao，neixienahuilaidemaian，quandousongqulexiheyuan。
guobuduoshi，neibianbianhuisonglaizhenduan。
zheishihebing，gaiyongheyao？napameiyouqinyansuojian，dantarengjiunengpingzhetajixialaidexinxi，zuochuzhengquedezhenduan。
zaifuzadebingzheng，yeshiyaodaobingchu。
tayuyishushangjingrendetianfu，ruoshijiaotajiaxianzukanle，kongpadedanggebaobeigeda。
ketashitadezhangfu……tayueshichenggong，tabianyueshizicanxinghui。
pianpian，tahaifeideyizhangta，cainengweichirujinderongyaogenmingsheng。
zheiwunianlai，taxiangshouyoutongku。zhinengjinliangyuanlita，cainengzanshiwangjizijizheiyishenderongyao，qishidoushijiade。
怎么说呢？
yaoguai，zhiguaitataiyoucaineng，keyizhenxinghoufu，zhongxianrongyao，suoyitabunengfangtazou。
但他也爱不起来。
weichirujindezhuangkuangbianhenhao。
muqindeyisi，tayebushibumingbai，danshi……
“wozhidaonindanxinshenme，wufeijiushitazhidaolezhenxianghou，bianbukenzaipeihewoyanxi。”
menghuaijingzichaodeyixiao：“ninfangxinba。jianglanyuezheiren，xinsidanchun，zuishiliangshan。
zhiqianyinweiwoyuntajitawaizufu、waizumushouxiaodeshiqing，taduiwoduoyouganji。zheidianxiaoshi，tabuhuibudayingde。”
“zhiyuyuangeershengmudeshi，wozaojiuyijinganpaihaole，baoguantashenmeyechabuchulai。”
lulaofurenmuguangshanshuo：“keshinineigexiaojian……neigenvren，nengguaiguaitinghuama？”
tiqiqingqing，menghuaijinglengyingdelianshang，zongsuanyouleyisirouqing。
“qinger，tasuosisuoxiang，buguoshirangyuangeeryougeguangmingzhengdadeshenfen。biede，taconglaibuxihan。”
nengyishengbuhangdeshengxiaerzi，qierenlewuniandenvren，yichaochushou，jiudedaolezijixiangyaode——zheiyanglihaidenvren，zhenderutashuodezheiyangwuyuwuqiuma？
lulaofurenxinzhonglengxiao，tayigeziyebuxin！
keshitayezhidao，erzirujinshitielexinle，ruoshizaibita，shuobudingzhinengshideqifan。buruxianniezhebizirenle，wanghouzaimanmandejijiao。
zhishiduiyujianglanyueneibian，tahaishibutaifangxin。renbuzhuyouquandao：
“daodishinimingmeizhengqudexifu，womenguanyihoufudezongfu。niduojitaxielianmian，meishierduowangtaneierzouzou，liangfuqihehemeimeide，caishizhenglier。”
zhiyaojiangrenhongzhule，ruciyilai，napayouchaoyiridongchuangshifa，shuobudejiukanzaiwangrideqingfenshangrenle。
zhishimenghuaijingrujinnalitingdejinqu？wenyanlengxiaoyisheng：
“tahaixiangxiaoxiangshenme？woyijingjiangwotongqingerdeerzi，dousongdaotaxixiayangzhele，haibugoujitalianmian？”
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“我呸！”
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lianmangcoushangqianqu，kanjianyanqianbaizhiheizixiedeneirongzhihou，tahendeyaoyaqiechi，gubudetahouyedeshenfen，damayisheng：“zhenshihaodadelian！”