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wodeweihunqishijiangchengzuihaoderulianshi。
womenxiangshizaitadeyichangshoushuhou，woshitadezhudaoyisheng。
suoyourendoushuowomenhenbanpei，wobanghuorenyanxushengming，tabangshizhetimianlikai，zongzhi，womendoudongdejingweisiwang，zhenxiaihumeiyitiaoshengming。
dantaweilebangzuijiuzhuangrendechuliantuozui，yijiaoyoumencaidaodi，yaxiangwodetougu，youcanrendeniansuilewowoshoushudaodeyoushou，suihou，suoyouzuizhengbeitayibahuohuishimieji。
kedangtajiujifufa，jixuyichangzhiyouwonengzuodeshoushushi，caifaxian，woyijingsile。
sizailetaweilechuliantuozuidechelunxia。
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kandaoweihunqidenaobuctpianzi，woxinganbumiao，naqibao，jicongcongdelikaiyiyuanwangjiagan。
zoudaoyichukuajiangdaqiaoshangshi，shenhouneiliangyizhigenzhewodeqichehaowuyuzhaodeturanjiasu，zhizhidechaowozhuangguolai。
yishengjuxiangguohou，woqiruoyousidetangzaidishang，liuxialaidexianxuemohulewodeshixian，hunshenmeiyicungutoudousanfazhenanyirenshoudejutong。
zhujiashidenanrendunzaiyipang，tongkuliutidedazhedianhua：
「xiaoya，wohelejiuzhuangrenle，zenmebana，wobuxiangsi，wobuxiangzuolao......nishirulianshi，nishizhidaoshitizenmechulide，woqiunile，bangbangwoba......」
gualedianhua，nanrenzoudaowomianqian，binglengdeyanshenquanranbuxiangzuijiudemoyang。
tayongjiaohenhendicaishangwodeyoushou，xiangshi**woside，yidiandianjiashenlidao，shizhichuanlaidetongyidiandianzuanjinwodexinjian。
buzhiguoleduojiu，yigejiaojidenvshengbansuizhefeibendejiaobushengchuanlai：
「xiesui，nimeishiba？nalishoushangle？」
wofeijingquanshendeliqitaiqiyanpi，zheicaikanqing，yanqiandenvrenjingranshiwodeweihunqidaixiaoya，zhanzaitapangbiankudetuiruandenanren，yuanlaishitaqianduanshijiancongguowaiganghuilaidechulian，xiesui。
wopinmingdenuodongzhezijideshenti，xiangqiujiu，quefabuchulaiyidianshengyin。
woxianghuoxiaqu，xiaoya......jiujiuwo，woyebuxiangsia。
daixiaoyacaocaokanleyanquansuozaidishangdewo，xiangshixiadinglemouzhongjuexin，yuqijianyi：「wobuhuirangnizuolaode，yaoguai，jiuguaizheigelurenyunqibuhaoba。」
xiayimiao，qichejianyingdeluntainianshanglewodeshenti。
wotingdaoletougupoliedeshengyin，zaijijingqiheideheiyelixiandegewaishenren。
wochengleyigelinghun，piaozaibankongzhong，kanzhewocanburendudeshiti，neishuangcengjingzhengjiuguowushurenxingmingdeyoushouyijingzhaobudaoguanjiele。
daixiaoyadaishangshoutao，taochuyigeguoshidai，lengjingdejiangwobeiniandexisuideshitixishusaijindaizhong，zaichongxiganjingdishangdehenji。
woyouxiexianglikai，bijingsheinengxinpingqihedekanzhezuiaiderencuicanzijideshitini？
kewodouranfaxian，likaidaixiaoyawumiyuan，wobiandongdanbude。
wo，zhinenggenzheta，zheiduiwolaishuo，huoxutaicanrenle。
wokanzhetamenkaizhecheyilujichidaoyuanjiaoshanjiaoxia，xiesuizhanzheshengxunwen：「xiaoya，womendaozheililai，shi，shiganshenme......」
daixiaoyameishuohua，tazhihuizhexiesuijiangwodeyifuboqu。
「haoexin......ou！」
daixiaoyayilianlengjing，dazheshoudiantongjianchazhouweidehuanjing，haibuwangguanxinqingxubengkuidexiesui：「duibuqia，rangnijiandaozheimexuexingdechangmian，weiqunile。」
「zhiyaonenghenizaiyiqi，zuorenheshi，wodoubuweiqu。」
shuowan，xiesuiyibahuorengzaiwoshenshang，zhujianjiangzheigeshenyelidesuoyouzuieranshaodaijin。
daixiaoyazaiyibianshoushizhesuoyoukenengyiliuxialaidehenji，turan，taqingqingsijiaoyisheng。
「xiaoya，nizenmele？」
daixiaoyachuizhetou，manlianyihuo：「buzhidao，zheiliangtianzongshihuizheiyangturancitong，meishi。」
taganghaokanjianleyiluozaihoubeixianglidebudai，meiyouyouyude，tajiangdaizirengjinhuodui，zhangshuyikouqi。
「xiaoya......」wowuzhudepiaozhe，henxianggaosuta。
budailizhuangzhede，zhengshitadenaobuct，shangmianxianshi，cengjingneigebeiwoqiechudezhongliu，zhengzaitanaozhongfengkuangshengzhang。
huoyanpang，tahetanzaidishangdexiesuitoukaozhetou，tashishendenannanzhe：「nifangxin，wobuhuirangniyoushide，mingtianqinijiuzaijialidaizhe，xianjingguanqibian，haoma？」
xiesuijinjindeyongzhudaixiaoya：「xiexieni，xiaoya，wojiuzhidaowomenzhijianhaishiyouwuxiankenengde，zhishi......nidabanyezijipaochumenlai，chenghuaiqingbuhuihuaiyima？」
tidaowo，daixiaoyazhoulezhoumei：「shangzhouwoyijingtichuhetatuihunle，zuijinwodouzhuzaitongshijiali，taneimemang，shenmeshihouhuiguanxinwodequxiangni。」
「tuihun？zhendema？shiyinweiwoma？danwo......bibushangchenghuaiqing，tashineimeyouxiudeyisheng，quanguoshangxiazhiyoutayigerennengzuonidenaobushoushu，taneimelihai，wopawobunengjinixingfu......」
xiesuiyangzhuangxiukuidedixialetou，kewomingmingkandaotadeyanzhongshanguoyisishengquanzaiwodexinxi。
「......zongzhi，wobuxiangweibeizijidexinyi。」
yueguangsazaiwobeishaojiaodeshitishang，huobeiximiehou，tamenerrenyounachuchanzihuluanduozaiwodeshishenshangzhidaowosifenwulie，tamencaijiangwoyanyanshishidemaizaishanjiaoxia。
daixiaoyahaipatucengbujieshi，yongjiaocaileyoucai。
我苦笑。
xiaoya，nicengrangneimeduoshizhetimian，haokan，youzunyandelikai。
keduiyuwo，niyonglezheishishangzuicanrendefangshi，rangwolikaideruciquru，nankan。
nidangzhen，duiwohaohenna。