第1章
杨峰醒了。
头疼欲裂，干呕。
fenluanfuzadejiyixiangchaoshuiyibanyongrudanao。
zuzubangeduoxiaoshihoutacaizhongyujieshoulezheigeshishi，huidaole20nianqiandezijishenshang。
“zeilaotian，nizheishiyaochengfawoma......”
qianshideyangfeng，shengyibianbusihai，shenjiachaoguoshiyi。
danyouyiyang：tadeqianbansheng，feichangshibai。
zaoniandeyangfengshigebuzhebukoudefeichai——dubo、jiabao、erqienianhuarecao。
qizidouxiaolinghenveryangmanmanyelitaerqu。
zaineizhihou，yangfengtongkulehenduoniancaizhenzuoqilai。
chuangye，fendou，bingzaibuhuozhinianyongyoulejudadecaifu。
dantazheiyisheng，bingbukuaile。
wuqiwunv、gujiaguaren。
“qianshidewo，zhendetaizaogao。”
yangfengcongchuangshangpaqilai，wojinlequantou：“jiranzeilaotianyunxuwozhonghuoyishi......wobuhuizairangxiaolinghemanmanlikaiwo！”
“wobujinyaoyongyoubuyayuqianshidejudacaifu，wogengyaorangzijiyoujiaren，youwanmeiderensheng！”
huangusizhou，jiatusibi。
fumuqushiqianliuxiadepingfanglaozhai，zuoyousanjian，waimianyigexiaoyuan，chufangzaiyuanziyice。
qiangshanghuzhebaozhi，chuanghudebolipolemeixiu，huluanyongbaozhizhanzhe。
shuinidipolie，luchuxiamiandezhuantou。
wudingdemuliangshanghaiguazhezhizhuwang。
kanzheqiangshangdeguali，naozilihunluandejiyijianjianqingxi。
1993年2月。
zaiguomeiduojiu，jiuhuiyinweizhongzhongyuanyin，daozhiqizidaizhehaizilikaizheigejia。
再也没回来。
“juebunengrangzheiyangdeshiqingfasheng。”
杨峰推门出去。
妻子窦晓玲不在家。
“taganshenmequle？”yangfengxiangbuqilai。
yijingguoqutaiduonian，dangshifashengdeshiqing，zhiyougemohudeyinxiang。
buguo，tajidehenqingchu，yinweitaneixienianshizaitaizaogao，dacong91nianqizihetajiehun，liangrenjiumeiyongtongguofang。
douxiaolingyizhishihenveryangmanmanzaiyigefangjianshuide。
meitongfangnaerlaidenver？
杨曼曼，是抱养的。
qudouxiaolingzhihoumeiduojiu，yangfengmuqinqushi。
dangdirenyoujiangjiu——yaochongxi，debaoyanggehaizi。
yushituorenbaoyangleyigenvhaier，quming：yangmanman。
douxiaolingyudaoyangfengzheimeyiwei，juedezijirenshengwuwang，yushiheyangmanmanxiangyiweiming，niangliangsuiranmeixueyuanguanxi，queshengsiyouxueyuanguanxi。
danyangfengqueduizheiniangliangfeichangcubao，dongzhedama，shenzhizaiduboshuledeshihou，haishuochuguo“yaobayangmanmanmaidiaohuanduzi”zheiyangdehunzhanghua！
“wodangniankehunzhangdezhengouchedide。”yangfengyaoyaotou，tuikaileqiziheyangmanmanfangjiandemen。
fangjianli，yigunongyudeyaoxiangwei。
douxiaolingbuzai，yangmanmantangzaichuangshang，liansecangbai，zhengzaichenshui。
yangmanmanjinniansisuiduo，zheishigerouhuhudexiaoyatou，**nendeshifenkeai。
danzuijin，xiaoyatoushoulehenduo，zuichunyecanbai，hunshenfatang。
xiangqilaile，zheihaizizheiniandelexinghongre，zaichuangshangtangleliangxingqi。
dangshishidouxiaolingbuzhidaocongnaligaolebiqian，jihaizizhuayaokanbing，zheicaikangguoqu。
yangfengzuozaichuangbian，kanzheshushuizhongdemanman，weiweitanlekouqi。
jiyijianjianhexianshizhonghe。
“shangbeizi，nihenimamayidingshoulehenduoku......”yangfengshenshou，qumonverdeetou。
小脸滚烫。
“yangfeng！niyaoduinverganshenme！”menwaiyishengjingjiao。
douxiaolingzhuangkaimenchonglejinlai，tayilianjingkong、youjingnujiaojiadikanzheyangfeng。
ganggangmaiyaohuilaideyaobaorengzaidishang，shoulinazheyibajiandao，daojianzhizhetaziji。
douxiaolingbenshigefeichangpiaoliangdeguniang，dayanjingguazilian，shencaishougao，danyinweishouruohequefayingyang，daozhikanshangqumianhuangjishou。
cishi，tapifuandanwuguang，liansecangbai，yanjingdengyuanle，daizhejingkongdemuguangkanzheyangfeng。
zuilifachulejingkongdehanjiaosheng：“niruguoganbamanmanmaidiao，wojiusizainimianqian！meilemanman，woyebuhuole！”
“nixiaodiansheng，xiaoxinbamanmanchaoxing！”yangfenglianmangzhanqilai，duizhedouxiaoling“xu”leyixia，xiaosheng，“nihushuoshenmeni！wozenmekenengbamanmanmaidiao！”
“meishenmeshiershinizheizhongrenzuobuchulaide！”douxiaolingzhizhezijilianshangyikuaiyuqing，jiandaochaoyijingjinjindingzailebozishang，“nidalewoduoshaoci！erqienishuoxiangmaidiaomanmanhuanqianquduboyebushiyiciliangcile！”
“xiaoling，nixiangxinwoyici，wozhendebuhuizuozheizhongshi！”
“woxiangxinniliangnianle！wobeinipianleliangnianle！yangfeng，wodouxiaolingjiushisiyebuhuizaixiangxinnile！”tanadaozhizheziji，wangqianmaileyibu，kazaiyangmanmanheyangfengzhongjian，xiangyizhishouruode，zhengzaihuzaidemumao，“wojinggaoni，niliwonveryuandian！”
“hao，nibiejinzhang，wozoukaihaibuxingma？”yangfengjuqishuangshouhoutuilebanbu。
jiezhe，tachendouxiaolingkaojinchuangbian，zhuyililuozainvershenshangdeneiyichanei，turanpushangquyibaqiangzoulejiandao！
当啷！
tabajiandaosuishourengzaidishang。
douxiaolingbeitazheimeyitui，yezuodaozailedishang。
yangfengdunshijuedebudaduijing：douxiaolingtaixuruole！
napashigenvzi，yebugaixiangtaneimexuruo。
莫非是饿了太久？
tazhouzhemei：“nizenmezheimexuruo。”
douxiaolingmeiyoushuohua，zhishijinzhang、fenhendanyoushifenhaipadinulipaqilai，huzheshenhoudenver。
tayanlixuzheleishui，shengyinwuzhu：“nixiangduqian，yebuyaomainvera！dishangneibaoliyoudianqian，ninaquduhaole......”
“woshuolewobuhuimainver，nizenmebuxinni？”yangfengyaotou，congdishangjianqineigexiaobaoguo。
拆开。
yangfengjianqibaoguodetongshi，yangjinerhaizaidaizhekuqiangqiqiuzhe：“yangfeng，ninaleqianjiuzouba，neixieyaojimanmanliuxia，neishitajiumingdeyao......”
baoguoli，chuleyangmanmandeyao，haiyouyixieqian。
以及，一个卖血证。
杨峰的表情凝固了。
zuzuqibamiaohou，tacaichenzhongdikaikou。shengyinyouyisishaya：“ni......zaimaixue？”
“woyoushenmebanfama？niduboqianleneimeduoqian，erqiemanmanshengbingyedeyongqian。”douxiaolingchuoqizhe，shouruodejianbangweiweisongdong，kanshangquchuchukelian，“womenchangxiaoyiyuelaiyuecha，jushuoyongbuleduojiujiuyourenyaoxiagang......”
tashuozheshuozheyoukuleqilai。
杨峰脸色一黯。
qizizheiyifanhua，rangtanaohaizhongyouduoyongqiyixiehuiyi。
jiehunhousangmu，meiguoduojiuyousangfudeyangfengranshangdubo，henkuaishuguanglejialideqian。
haijieleyidaduizhai，youduzhai，yeyouwaimianjiedegaolidai。
tayigelanduguinaeryoudifanghaizhai？
全落媳妇身上了。
xiaoxifuyigerendaliangfengong，chulejiayongzhiwai，quanbutiejiyangfengzheiwudidongshang。
但还是还不上。
为什么？
驴打滚，利滚利。
meinaihe，bidaoyaozhaiderizizhinengxiangbiedefazi——maixue。
jiashangnvershengbingdechiyao，jiuyoulejintianzheiyichu。
“yangfeng，nizheixienianyifenqianbuwangjiana，wobuguaini，dannirechuzheimeduozhai，wozhendechengbuzhu......”douxiaolingkuzhe，dadiyanleidashidimian，“jintianyoushidaogelaicuizhaiderizi，ninaqianzoule，wozhenbuzhidaodaihuierzenmehedaogejiaodai......”
daogeshishouzhairen，zhuanmencuizhaishouzhaide，tashouduanxionghen，yibanrenshoubuhuilaidezhai，zaidaogezheizongnengxiangdaobanfayaohuilai。
dangran，qianzhairendexiachangwangwangbuzenmehao。
meigeyuedaogelaijialicuizhaideshihou，douxiaolingdoujuedexiangshiguoguimenguanyiyangnanao。
fangfoshiweileyinzhengtashuodehuayiban，dangtagangshuoqidaogedeshihou，yizhenbujibuhuandeqiaomenshengjiuxiangleqilai。
“yangfeng，yangfengxifu？kaimen！woshilaodao！”