第一章:十二封家书

“chenyang,haizishengxialaile,nizaiwaimianzhaodaogongzuolemei?woheerzidengni,guonianyidingyaohuilai!”

“chenyang,jintianshihaizidezhousuijiu,nihaihuibulaima?nainaishuonishigefuxinhan,zaojiupaoqilewomenniangliang,wobuxin,niyidinghuihuilaide,duima?”

“sannianle,chenyang!nijiushebudehuiyifengxinma?!nizhibuzhidaowoyigerenchengdehaoku!”

“chenyang,nainaijintianjiaowogaijia,haishuowomendeerzishiyezhong,yaobatarengdaoqiaodixiadengsi,wobeibidechadiantiaolou,chenyangnidaodishisishihuo,huiwoyijuhuahaobuhao?”

“chenyang,nicengjingduiwoshuoguo,niwojinshengxiangyuebainian,sheiruohuodaojiushiqi,naiheqiaoshangdengsannian...kerujin,sannianfusannian,liunianle,nidaodizainali!”

“chenyang,qinianle,wodenglenizhengzhengqinian!tamenshuowobudayingjiajiwangquezi,jiuyaobaerzidetuidaduan,qiuqiunile,huijiaba!wokuaijianchibuxiaqule!”

......

biannanzhanchang,canyangruxue。

chenyangzuozaisirenduili,duzheqizixielaidejiashu。

tadezhouwei,fangyuanqianli,shishanxuehai,xiaoyanmiman,jijingwusheng。

zheiliganggangfashengleyichangdazhan,shiwannanyi,laishixiongxiong。

dantasuozaidemoubianfangbudui,zhanzhizuihouyibingyizu,yingshimeinengrangtamenyueguoguojingxianyibu。

neixianyandewangqi,shizhongyilibudao。

ershouzhiwangqidenanren,zhengshichenyang。

tayijingshenfuzhongshang,gududezuozaiqianlijishidezhanchangzhongjian。

zaishengmingdezuihoushike,taconghuailitaochuyitaxinjian。

neishiqinianlai,qizixiejitadeshierfengjiashu。

zhunquedeshuo,shishiyifeng,zuihouyifengshiyizhangbinglengdelihunxieyishu。

qinianlai,zheixiexin,chenyangyifengweichai。

zhiyin,shenzhejunzhuangdeta,zengannianneiernvqingzhang!

jinridadizhongpo,chenyangcaigankanyiyanqizizheimeduoniandelaixin。

yezhidaozheishihou,tacaizhidaozijiyouleyigeerzi,erqizizheimeduonian,yizhidouzaikukuaozhe。

yishijian,aohui,kuijiudeqingxujiaozhizaixintou,rangchenyangxinrudaojiao。

他是兵,也是人。

tashigaishizhanshen,yeshihaizitadie。

taduideqiguojia,queduibuqijiaren!

chenyangxianghuiqumibu,zhikexishenshangyidaodaokongbudeshangkou,rangtalianzhanqilaideliqidoumeiyou。

xiaoxindeshouhaojiashu,chenyangkaozaiguojiebeishang,bishanglepibeideshuangyan。

zhihoubianshizhangjiudeheian,chenyangxiangshixianruyipianshenhai,houlaimomohuhutingdaoyixieshengyin。

“kuai!yangshuaitahaiyouhuxi!”

“huayisheng,qiunile!yidingyaojiuhuoyangshuai!”

“bingrennaobuzaoshouzhongchuang,zhunbeikailushoushu。”

......

buzhiguoleduojiu,chenyangzhengkaishuangyan,faxianzijitangzaiyizhangbingchuangshang。

manwuziderenzhengjiaojidezaidengta,gegedoushenzhejunfu,jiankangjiangxing。

“阳帅醒了!”

chuangbianyiweifuguanjinghu,suoyourendoujidongqilai,fenfencoudaojinqian。

“nimenshi...”chenyangyilianmangran。

“yangshuai,niburendewolema?woshi...”

fuguanhaimeishuowan,pangbianchuanzhebaidaguadehuayishengganjinlazhuleta,huangmangdao:

“yangshuaicaizuolekailushoushu,kenengcunzaiduanqishiyideqingkuang,tanenghuoxialaiyijingshiqijile,qianwanbie**ta,shunzhetadeyisilai。”

chenyangwanquanbuzhidaotazaishuoshenme,yeburendezheixieren。

tashangyimiaodejiyi,haishiqinianqianzijizhishenyirenlaididouzhaogongzuo,gangxiahuochedechangjing。

zhiyuzhongjianfashengleshenme,tanaodailiyipiankongbai。

“woyaohuijia。”xiayishide,chenyangshuochuletadiyigeniantou。

“zunming!zheijiusongninhuijunbu。”

“shenmejunbu?woyaohuijiangchenglaojia。”

“hao,mashangjininanpai!”

fuguantuixia,budaowufenzhongjiuanpaichenyangqulejichang。

feijishang,chenyanghenshifeijiedewangzhechuangwai,kukusisuozijiyigelaizijiangchengdedagongzi,qinianlaidaodiganleshenmejingtiandongdidedashi,yizhiyu——

fuguanjitaanpaileyijiasirenzhuanji。

shide,nuodadefeijishangzhiyouchenyangyiweichengke,yijishimingsuishiweitafuwudekongjie。

chushenpinhandechenyanghenbuxiguanzheiyangzunguidedaiyu,ranerlingtagengbuxiguandehaizaihoumian。

feijiluodi,zaipaodaoshanghuaxingshi,liangliangxiaofangchechaokongzhongpenchujiaochashuizhu,jiaqiyizuoshuimugongmenlaiyingjietadedaolai。

zhuanjiguoshuimen,zheishizuidingjidedaiyu!

cangmendakai,kongdishangbailiangheisejiaochezhengqipailie,zhiweiyingjiechenyangyiren。

chenyangkuxiaobudedezouxiaxuanti,qianmianyiweiliuzhebaoyanduanfadezhongnianrenmashangyinglai:

“shuxiabaisha。nanjiangshengzhanbuzhenshoushi,gongyingzhanshenhuijia!”

“zheiweidage,ni...shibushirencuorenle?”