第四章要你痛苦一辈子

“haha……”liyuxuanturandaxiao,zheirangtakanqilaifengkuangeryaoye:“guzhangdong,nibuyaohouhui。”

houhui?zenmekeneng!“woguzhangdongzuihouhuideshiqingjiushiyujianni。”guzhangdongzhanzaiyipanglengyankanzhenvrenbeizijibizhetangzaileshoushutaishang,xueyecongnvrenliangtuizhongliulechulai,jinhongleshoushutai。

guzhangdongmeitouyizhou,zaiyebukanyiyanzhuanshenjiuzouchushoushushi。yishenghushishangqian,likejinxingpofuqutai,tayijingyanzhongdongletaiqi。

shengwusuolian,siyouheju。

jingyingdeleishuicongyanjiaohualuo,duzishangchuanlaijuliedetengtong,shishoushudaohuapopifu。a!liyuxuanshuangshoujinwo,zhijiaqianrushouxin,shouzhongyipiannianhu。

liyuxuanyijingyunsiguoqu。

taierbeiquchushi,yijingchengxingle,shigenanhai。yigesiledetaierbeidailechuqu,kongpazheilichulechuangshangneigexintiaoweiruodenvren,meirenzhenzhengaizheta。

ganggangjingliguozheichangcanwurendaoshoushudelianggehushiqiaoqiaozoulejinlai。

“xintiaoweiruo,tongkonghuansan,zhunbeidianji。”

死亡是什么感觉?

tengtongxiaoshi,jiyixiaoshi,ganqingxiaoshi,zuihouhuachengtiandijiandehuichen,suifengxiaosan。

tingshuorensiwangshi,yanqiandouhuifuxianchuyishengzuizhongyao、zuizhenxidedongxi。

liyuxuanshiquyishiqian,kandaoleyigeren,yangguangxiatanizheguang,minchunyixiao,rangtayijianwulezhongsheng。

fengchuiqibingfangdechuanglian,xuebaidebingchuangshangdetangzheyigemiansecangbai,rongyanqingdanruhuadenvzi。zhangzhangwuheidejiemaoyizhan,nvzihuanhuanzhengkaileyanjing。

yanqiandedifangbushidifu,shiyiyuan?womeiyousi?

liyuxuanzhandouzheshoufushangzijidexiaofu,zhimodaoleshabu,xiaofuyipianpingtan。dakedakedeleizhubutingcongyankuangzhongliuchu,liyuxuanmeiyoufachuyidianshengyin,zhishibutingfumozijidexiaofu。

baobao,mamazhongjiumeiyouhuzhuni。nizuihoushixiangzijilikaimamashentirangmamahuoxialaime?

duile,baobaodeshenti。babaobaodeshentizhaohuilai,mamayaoqinzisongtazou。

“hushi……”liyuxuanjiannanchusheng,shengyinweiruoersiya。

ka、ka,bingfangmenbeidakaiyouguanshang。

“hushi,bawohaizideshentijiwo。”liyuxuantangzaichuangshangkanbudaolairen,zhitingdaoduifangbuduanzoujinzijidejiaobusheng。

“dataideziwei……”yigenvrendeshengyin,tadeyudiaoshangyang,touzhemingxiandexingfen:“buhaoshouba,liyuxuan。”

zheishengyinshi……liyuxuanzhengdaleyanjing,youhuifulepingjing。

“jiejie,”liyuxuankuxiaoyisheng,chenjinzaihaizisiwangzhizhong,tameiyoufaxianliluodeyuqibudui:“nihuilailea。”

bozituranbeirenshuangshouqiazhu,liyuxuankesouzhe,buganzhixindehemianqiandeliluosimuxiangdui。

“buyaojiaowojiejie!”liluojiazhongleshouzhongdelidao,henbudelikeqiasiduifang:“nizhidaoma?zheimeduonian,wozuiyanedejiushibeibierenjiaoliyuxuandejiejie。”

liyuxuanbeiqiadehuxijiannan,shuangshoupaidazheduifangqiazhezijideshuangshou,tabumingbaizijishanliangdetangjieweishenmeyaozheiyangduiziji。

ke……ke,fangshou,liyuxuanzhinengzuochuchunyu。

“xiangzhidaoweishenmema?”liluokaojinliyuxuandelian,xiaodeyilianchunliang,liyuxuanquecongduifangyanzhongkandaolehaobuyanshidehenyi。

“wojiushiyaonitongkuyibeizi!”