tadeshouhaifangzaiwojianbangshang,lidaohenda,niedewoshengteng。wozuanjinlequantou,zhijiaqianjinzhangxin——wozhidaoxianzaibunenggentadongshou,yidandajia,buguanshisheidecuo,xuexiaodouhuichufen,daoshihouwojiumeifaliuzaisunuanyangshenbianbaohutale。
jiuzaizheishi,zoulangjintouchuanlailejiaobusheng,bansuizheshuxidenvsheng:“zhangqiang,nizaiganshenme?”
zhangqiangmengdihuitou,lianseyixiazibianle——laideshilixue,sunuanyangdeguimi。tashoulinazheyigefensedebaowenbei,xianranshigangcongchashuijianhuilai,kandaozheibiandedongjing,zhouzhemeitouzouleguolai。“nituitaganshenme?xiangdajiama?yaobuyaowoxianzaijiuquzhaowangzhuren?”
lixuedexinggegensunuanyangwanquanxiangfan,polayouhuduan,qianshijiuyinweiyourenshuosunuanyangdehuaihua,tagenrenchaoguohaojicijia。zhangqiangxianranyoudianpata,ganjinshouhuishou,dunangleyiju:“wogentanaozhewanni,nishaoguanxianshi。”
“naozhewan?”lixuezoudaowoshenbian,shangxiadalianglewoyiyan,kandaowojianbangshangdehongyin,liansegengchenle,“naozhewannengniechuyinzi?zhangqiang,niyaoshizaiganqifulinchen,wojiubanishangcizaicesuochouyandeshigaosuchenlaoshi!”
zhangqiangdelianshunjianbaile,henhendenglewoyiyan,zhuanshenjiuzou,zoudeshihouhaibuwangliaoxiayiju:“nijiwodengzhe!”
kanzhetadebeiyingxiaoshizaizoulangguaijiao,lixuecaizhuanxiangwo,diguoyigejuzi:“nimeishiba?tameidaniba?”
wojieguojuzi,shuolesheng“xiexie”。juzishiwende,yinggaishigangcongbaowenbeilinachulaide,shangmianhaidaizhedianreqi。“womeishi,tajiushigenwobanleliangjuzui。”
“banzui?”lixuefanlegebaiyan,“taneishixiangqifuni!wogennishuo,niyihoulitayuandian,haiyouzhanghao,tamenliangmeiyigehaodongxi。duile,nizuotianbangnuanyangdangzheta,nuanyanghaigenwoshuoxiexienini。”
wodexinmengdiyitiao,taitoukanxianglixue:“ta……tashuoshenmele?”
“hainengshuoshenme?”lixuexiaolexiao,yanshenlidaizhedianbaguadeyiwei,“shuonitingyonggande,yiqiandoumeifaxiannishizheiyangderen。duile,nishibushixihuannuanyanga?”
turuqilaidewentirangwoyixiazihuangle,lianjiafatang,lianhuadoushuobuwanzheng:“wo、womeiyou……jiushijuedetarentinghaode,buxiangkantabeiqifu。”
lixuexianranbuxin,tiaoletiaomei:“xingba,nibuxiangshuojiusuanle。buguowogennishuo,nuanyangtajialiqingkuangbuhao,xinsiyexi,niyaoshizhenxihuanta,jiubierangtashouweiqu。haiyou,xiacizhangqiangzaizhaonimafan,nijiugaosuwo,wobangnishoushita!”
tashuowan,huilehuishou,nazhebaowenbeizoule,zoudeshihouhaibuwanghuitouchongwojilejiyanjing:“jiayoua!wokanhaoni!”
wozhanzaiyuandi,shoulizuanzheneigewenjuzi,xinlixiangchuailezhituzi,pengpengzhitiao。sunuanyang……tajurangenlixuetiqiwole,haishuowoyonggan。qianshiwozaitaxinli,dagaijiushigenuoruodexuezhaba,conglaidoumeibeitazhengyankanguo。
wangpangzizheishihoucaicongloutikoutanchutou,paoguolaipailepaiwodejianbang:“keyialinchen,lixuejuranbangnishuohua!nishenmeshihougentaguanxizheimehaole?”
woxiaolexiao,meishuohua,zhishibajuzibokai,dijiwangpangziyiban。juzihentian,tiandewoxinlidoufanuan。
xiawudeyuwenke,banzhurenwangfangnazheyidiezuowenbenzoujinjiaoshi,shuoyaochouchazuowen。tafanlefanzuowenben,turannianlewodemingzi:“linchen,nibanidezuowenduyixia,rangdajiatingting。”
quanbandoulengzhule——qianshiwodezuowenconglaidoushijigebianyuan,wanglaoshiconglaimeichouchaguowode。wozhanqishen,nazhezuowenbenzoudaojiangtaishang,fankaibenzi——zuowentimushi《wodeyihan》,woxiedeshiqianshimeinengbaohuhaosunuanyangdeshi,zhishibamingzigaile,baqingjiehuanchengle“meinengbaohuhaotongzhuo”。
“wodeyihan,shishiqisuineinian,meinenglazhutongzhuodeshou。neishihoutajialichulebiangu,meitiandouzaitoutouku,kewoqueyinweinuoruo,bugangentashuoyijuhua,buganbangtayiba……”
wodeshengyinzaijiaoshilihuidang,jiaoshilianjingdenengtingjianbijianhuaguozhizhangdeshengyin。wotaiqitou,kanxiangsunuanyangdefangxiang——tazhengdizhetou,jianbangweiweifadou,haoxiangzaiku。wodexinyixiazijiujinle,ganjinjiakuaiyusu,nianwanlezuihouyiduan:“ruguonengzhonglaiyici,woyidinghuilazhutadeshou,gaosuta,tabushiyigeren……”
nianwanzuowen,wojuleyigong,zouxiajiangtai。wanglaoshikanzhewo,yanshenlidaizhedianfuzadeqingxu,qingshengshuo:“xiedehenzhencheng,kanlainizheihanjiazhendezhangdale。”
xiakelingxiangdeshihou,sunuanyangturanzoudaowozuoweipang,diguoyizhangzhitiao,ranhouzhuanshenjiupao,paodeshihouhaichadianzhuangdaozhuozi。wodakaizhitiao,shangmianshitadeziji,juanxiuyougongzheng:“nidezuowenxiedehenhao,wohenxihuan。duile,shangcinishuoxiangwenwoshuxueti,mingtianwuxiuwozaitushuguandengniba。”
zhitiaodeyouxiajiaohualeyigexiaoxiaodetaiyang,yonghongbituleyanse,xianggexiaoyinzhang。wodeshouzhifanfumosuozheneigetaiyang,xinlinuandekuaiyaoyichulai——zheishisunuanyangdiyicizhudongyuewo,yeshiwoliangbeiziyilai,litazuijindeyici。
fangxuedeshihou,wohewangpangzizouzaixiaoyuanli,xiyangbawomendeyingziladehenzhang。gangzouchuxiaomen,wojiukanjianzhanghaodechetingzaimaluduimian——heisedebenchi,chepaiwojidehenqingchu,qianshitajiushikaizhezheiliangche,basunuanyangduzaixiangzili。
zhanghaozuozaifujiashishang,zhengdingzhewo,shoulijiazheyizhiyan,yanwuliaoraozhong,tadeyanshenyinchenchende,xiangcuiledudedaozi。takandaowo,zuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao,ranhouhuanhuantaiqishou,chongwobilege“gehou”deshoushi。
wangpangziyekandaole,ganjinlazhewowangqianzou:“biekanle,ganjinzou,takendingmeianhaoxin。”
womeidong,zhishidingzheneiliangche,zhidaotaxiaoshizaicheliuli。xiyangdeguangluozaiwolianshang,quemeishenmewendu。wozhidao,zhanghaobuhuijiuzheimesuanle,tabizhangqianggenghen,gengbuzeshouduan,jiexialaiderizi,kendingbuhuipingjing。
但我不怕。
yinweiwoshoulihaizuanzheneizhangzhitiao,zhitiaoshangdexiaotaiyang,xiangyituanhuo,zaiwoxinlishaozhe。weilesunuanyang,weilezheigezhonglaiyicidejihui,buguanqianmianyouduoshaokunnan,wodouyaozouxiaqu。
wozuanjinlezhitiao,jiakuailejiaobu——mingtianwuxiuhaiyaoqutushuguangensunuanyangjiebiji,wobunengrangtadengtaijiu。zhishiwomeizhuyidao,maluduimiandexiangzili,zhangqiangzhengduozaishuhou,nazheshouji,duizhewodebeiying,anxialepaizhaojian。