第一章
shangyishibamayinweicanjialelihunzongyiernaodejifeigoutiao,
nulixiangyaoweixiqinqingdewoquechengweitamenkouzhongdeshizuoyongzhe。
zaiyicicijiliedezhengchaozhong,wochengleweiyidexishengzhe,
zuizhong,weilexunzhaopannichuzoudedidi,
我意外死于车祸。
zhonglaiyici,huidaolebamacanjialihunzongyiqian。wobuhuizaichengweirenherende"xuebao"。
shenmegoupiqinqing,wotongtongbuyaole,zheiyijiadoushifengzi。
我要逃得远远的。
wozhongshengle,zhongshengdaolebamacanjialihunzongyiqian。
yishidaozheiyidiandeshihou,woganjuehunshendexueyedouzaifeiteng。
wonuliezhizhuwojidongdexinqing,haihaowohaiyoujihui。
shangyishi,yinweibamacanjialihunzongyihou,mingshengdadie。didipannilijiachuzou,bamayoukaishichaogebuting。
leiyutianmamajiangwoganchujiamenzhaodidi,yutianluhua,wobeiyilianghuochezhuangdao,dangchangsiwang。
bamadezhiwodesixunhou,jiangsijigaoshanglefating。tamenzaitingqiankudehaoshangxin,lianjingchangdamawodedidiyekudehennanguo。
woxiangtamenyinggaihaishiaiwode。
houlaitamenyingdeguansi,peichangkuandaozhangdeshihoumamazhongyukaixinledian,didiyehenkaixin,yinweitayoukeyimaizuixindewanjule。danwoqueyoudiannanguo,tamenhaoxiangmeineimeaiwo。haihao,babahaishihennanguo。
但我好像想错了。
mamaxiangbabatiyikeyikaizhibo,bababutongyi,tashuoxianzaiyijingmeiyourenyuanyikantamenle。
mamashuo:「nishaa,xianzainannansile,guigenjiedidoushiyinweiwangyoudewangbao。ruguobushiwangyou**women,womenyebuhuichaojia,nannanyebuhuichumenyudaoyiwai。xianzaiwomenganghaokeyichenzheigeshijifuchu,womenjiuzhixuyaobanannandesishuochulaijiuhaole,wangyoumenhuitongqingwomende,bijingwomenkeshishiquleyigehaizi。」
yikaishibabahaizaiyouyu,zicongtamenshangleneigezongyihoubawangyoumenqidejiejiedanquebulihun,babadeyanchujiubei**le。danshimamashuozheishibabafuchuwutaiweiyidejihui,babatongyile。
jieguozhenrumamasuoyan,wangyoumenxinle,kaishifansikaishizhichi,bujinbabalianmamadouyongyoulegengduodejihui。
jiuzheiyang,tamenyijiarenchizhewoderenxuemantouxingfudishenghuo。
danwohaohen,pingshenmezhiyouwobeixisheng?
huoxushiwoqiangliedehenyi,shangtianyoujilewoyicijihui。
wopingfuhaoxinqing,zhendingdikanzheyanqianshuxideyimu,mamazhengzaiquanshuobabaqucanjiayidanghenhuodelihunzongyi。
babahaizaiyouyumeiyouhuida,mamayouzhuanxiangwenwo:「nannan,nixiangbuxiangbabamamaqucanjia?」
wohaizaifudaodidixiezuoye,tayijingyinianjile,lian1+1dousuanbumingbai。
shangyishi,mamawenwodeshihou,wohuidadeshi:「buxiang」。
zhiyouxianglihundefuqicaihuiqucanjiazheigejiemu,wobuxiangbabamamalihun。
mamabugaoxingdidenglewoyiyan,tajixuwendidi:「zongbao,nixiangbuxiangbabamamaqucanjiazongyia?」
didibuzhidaoshenmeshizongyi:「nengdaiwoquwanma?nengbushangxuema?」
mamashuo:「ninengzaidianshishangkandaomama,nijiukeyigenchenzihaoxuanyaonimamashangdianshile。」
chenzihaoshididitongxue,shangcijiazhanghuitongxuemendoukuachenzihaomamazhangdepiaoliang,didihaixianqimamarangtameimianzi。
didixianglexiangshuo:「hao。」
mamaqinleqindidi,「haishiwobaobeicongming。」
zheiyici,womeiyouhuida,woshuo:「niwendidi。」
mamaxiangshangciyiyang,dedaoletaxiangyaodedaan,duizhedidiyoushikuajiangyoushiqinqin。didichenjitichuwanyihuishouji,mamayedayingle,zhishirangwokanzhediandidi,jiderangtabazuoyexiewan。
meiguanxi,canjiawanjiemumamajiuxiaobuchulaile。shangyicitazaijiemulifengkuanglirenshe,jieguoqueyicicicanzaodalian。jiemubochuhou,henduorendouzaichaoxiaota,yaobushiqianlebaomixieyijiemumeibowan,mamajiushangwanggenwangyouduixianle。zheiyici,xiwangtahainengrendezhu。