neishengchenmendedaodisheng，rutongzhongchuihenhenzazaisuluandexinkou。tajiangzaijingshimenwai，shoulineizhangyaoyianzideshizhijihuyaobeiniesui。menfenglitouchudejingxiang——xieheng**zheshangshendaozaibinglengdizhuanshang，pifuxiazhengningrudongdeziwen，guguyongchudeduxue，haiyouneishuanghuansanshijiao、quesisisuozhutade、hunzazhejizhitongkuyubinsikeqiudeyanmou——xiangyifulaizidiyudehuajuan，daizhenongliedexuexingqihejuewangdezhixigan，manhengdiluoyinjintadenaohai。
qianshizhulianwailengmodeshenying，yuyanqianzheigebeijuduzhemodexingxiaoguli、zhengzhazaisiwangbianyuandenanren，zaitahunluandesixuzhongjiliedipengzhuang、fensui、zhongzu，fachulingrenyasuandesuiliesheng。henyiyijiuzailinghunshenchuranshao，xiangyongbuximiededuyan，dancike，yizhonggengbingleng、gengjianruidejingjijuezhuleta。
tazhongle“zisha”！jiuzaitayanpidixiadufa！ruguotajiuzheiyangsile……
“furen！”waijianshouzhedeqingdaitingdaodongjing，jingkongdixiangyaochongjinlai。
“biejinlai！”suluanmengdihuishen，shengyinsiyaquedaizheburongzhiyidelingli。taxunsushouqishizhiheyinzhen，saihuixiuzhong，tongshilishengdihe：“shouzaimenkou！renherenbudekaojin！weizhezhangbi！”
qingdaibeizheicongweizaifurenshenshangjianguodebinglengshayihaidehunshenyizhan，liketingzhujiaobu，sisishouzaimenlianchu，daqibuganchu。
suluanshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxintoudejingtaohailang，yibatuikailejingshixuyandemen。
nongzhongdeshuiqihunhezhexuexingweiheyizhongjiqiweiruode、daizhefubaitianxingdeduxipumianerlai，jihulingrenzuoou。xiehenggaodadeshenququansuozaibinglengdedizhuanshang，shitoudezhongyilingluandichangkaizhe，luchubumankebuziwendexiongtang。tashentihaizaiwuyishidijuliechouchu，meiyicijingluandoubansuizheyayibuzhude、posuidetongku**。anzisededuxuezhengcongtazuobeineidaozhengningdeshangkouhezuijiaobuduanyongchu，zaidizhuanshangwanyanliutang，rutongxieedetengman。
tadeyishixianranyixianrubanhunmizhuangtai，danneishuangchihongde、huansandeyanmou，queyijiuguzhidizhuixunzhesuluandeshenying，limianfanyongzhewufayanshuodetongkuheyizhongjinhubennengde、duiyanqianzheiweiyiguangyuandeyilai。
“aluan……teng……”taposuidiyiyuzhe，zhanmanxuewudeshouzhiwuyishidixiangqianshenzhe，fangfoxiangzhuazhushenme。
suluandexinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu。taqiangpozijiyikaimuguang，buzaikanneishuangrangtaxinshenjuzhendeyanjing。henyishiranliao，dancike，lizhibixuzhanjujueduideshangfeng！
takuaibushangqian，muguangruilidisaoguoxiehengdeshentizhuangkuang。“zisha”dufaxiongmeng，ruobujishiyazhi，yidanduqigongxin，shenxiannanjiu！tabunengsi！zhishaoxianzaibuneng！tahuozhe，wulunshizuoweifuchoudeqizi，haishitanchaqianshizhenxiangdeguanjian，doubiyijushitiyoujiazhideduo！
taxunsucongxiuzhongquchuneigezitanmuxiaoyaoxiang，dongzuokuaidejihudaichucanying。xianggaidankai，limianshipailiezhengqideshushigexiaoyupinghetezhiyaonang。tawushileneixiejiazhilianchengdejiedushengpin，shouzhijingzhundilveguo，zuizhongtingzaiyigehaobuqiyande、tiezhe“jiuyouhan”biaoqiandemolvsexiaopingshang。
“jiuyouhan”，xingjiyinhanbadao，shitaqianshiweiyazhimouzhonghuoduermizhidemengyao，benshenyedaiyoujudu，xushenyong。dancike，“zisha”deyindukulie，weiyouyidugongdu，yongzheijihanzhiwuzanshibingfengqimanyanzhishi！
suluanbakaipingsai，yigucigudehanyishunjianmimankailai。tahaobuyouyudidaochuyikelongyandaxiao、tongtiqiheirumo、sanfazheyouyouhanqideyaowan。tadunxiashen，yishouniezhuxiehengdexiahe，poshitazhangkaijinyaodeyaguan。tadepifuguntangdeheren，huxizhuoreerjicu。
“tunxiaqu！”suluandeshengyinlengyingrutie，daizheminglingdekouwen，jiangneikesanfazhesiwanghanqideyaowansairutakouzhong。zhijianbukebimiandichupengdaotaguntangdechunshe，neizhuoredechuganrangtazhijianweiweiyizhan。
xiehengsihubeineicigudehanyijideqingxingleyishun，huansandeyantongduanzandijujiao，mohudiyingchusuluanjinzaizhichide、binglengerjuejuedelianpang。tahoujiejiannandigundongleyixia，jingzhendeshuncongdijiangneimeibinghancigudeyaowanyanlexiaqu！
yaowanrufu，rutongtourugunyouzhongdehanbing。xiehengdeshentimengdigongqi，fachuyishengbusirenshengdetongkusihou！pifuxianeirudongdeanzisewenlufangfoshoudaoleqiangliede**，shunjianbiandeqingxituqi，rutongwushutiaodushezaitatineifengkuangniudongzhengzha！tadelianseyoucanbaixunsuzhuanweiyizhongguiyideqingzise，hunshenjuliedijingluanzhandou，yachiyaodegegezuoxiang，ejiaoqingjinbaotiao，doudadelenghanhunhezhexuemocongmaokongzhongbuduanshenchu！
neijingxiang，canliederutongkuxing！
suluanmianwubiaoqingdikanzhe，yanshenshenchuqueshiyipianbingfengdeningzhong。taxunsuquchujigenxizhangdejinzhen，dongzuokuairushandian，jingzhundiciruxiehengtoudingbaihui、xiongqianshanzhong、yijishoubeijichuyaoxue！jinzhenruti，daizhetaguanzhudeneijing，qiangxingshudaozheneikuangbaochongtudehanduyuzishazhili，huzhutajiyusuiliedexinmai。
shijianzaitongkudejianaozhongyifenyimiaoliushi。jingshineizhishengxiaxiehengyayidaojizhidesihouhecuzhongrufengxiangdechuanxi。suluanejiaoyeshenchuximidehanzhu，jinzhendaoyinjiqihaofeixinshen，tabixuquanshenguanzhu，sihaobugansongxie。
buzhiguoleduojiu，xiehengshentijuliedejingluanzhongyukaishijianruo。pifuxianeituqide、fengkuangrudongdeziwenrutongbeibingfengban，jianjianpingfuxiaqu，yanseyeyouhairendeshenzizhuanweiyizhongxiangduichenjideanhong。takouzhongyongchudexuemobuzaidaiyoumingxiandeanzise，ershibianchengleshenhong。neisixinliefeidetongkusihouyebianchengleduanduanxuxude、xuruode**。tahuansandeyanmouhuanhuanbishang，jinyaodeyaguanyesongkaile，zhenggerenrutongcongshuililaochulaiyiban，shiluluditanruanzaidizhuanshang，zhishengxiaxiongtangweiruodeqifuzhengmingtahaihuozhe。
suluanzhangzhangdituchuyikouzhuoqi，jinbengdeshenjingshaoshaofangsong，zheicaigandaoyizhenqiangliedexutuoganxilai。tahuanhuanshouhuijinzhen，zhijianweiweizhandou。gangcaideshizhen，jihuhaojinletazheijushentibenjiusuoshengbuduodeliqi。
takanzhedishanghunmibuxing、qixiyanyandexieheng。neizhangjunmeiquehaowuxuesedelian，cikecuiruodebukanyiji，meiyujianhaicanliuzhedufashidejizhitongku。qianshineigegaogaozaishang、zhangkongtashengsidelengmoshoufu，cikerutongposuideliuli，tangzaitajiaoxia。
yisibinglengde、jinhucanrendekuaiyi，qiaoranhuaguosuluandexintou。kan，xieheng，niyeyoujintian！beiduyaozhemo，xiangtiaogouyiyangzaiwomianqianzhengzhaqiusheng！
danzheikuaiyizhuanshunjishi，beigengshendebinghanqudai。tajiuleta，zanshibaozhulezheimeiqizideming。danzhei“jiuyouhan”zhishiquanyizhiji，yidugongdu，houhuanwuqiong，qiezhinengzanshiyazhi“zisha”，wufagenchu。tademing，yijiuxuanzaigangsizhishang。gengzhongyaodeshi，tatineide“zisha”congheerlai？shifouyuqianshiyouguan？yuguifeisumingyueyouyoushenmeguanlian？
suluandemuguangluozaitazuobeineidaoyijiuzaihuanmanshenxuedeshangkoushang。shangkoubianyuandepirouchengxianchubeifushideanzise。tazaiciquchuyinzhenheshizhi，jiqixiaoxindiguaquleyidianshangkoubianyuandeduxuecanji。
shizhizaicixunsuchengxianchuneizhongyaoyideanzise。
“zisha”wuwu。dan……suluancoujinzixixiuwen，xiumeiweicu。zheiduxuedeqixi，sihubigangcaidiluozaimenwaideneixie……duoleyisijiqixiweide、jihunanyichajuede……chenjiugan？fangfozhongduyiyou……yiduanshiri？
zheigefaxianrangtaxintoumengdiyitiao！nandaoxiehengzhongdu，bingfeishiyujinyegongyan？ershizai……gengzaozhiqian？！
tamengdixiangqiqianshi，xiehengzaitasihouneirutongfengmobandeshalu，yijitazuihoubeirendushadechuanyan……nandaocongneishiqi，shenzhigengzao，tajiuyishenzhong“zisha”？zhishiduxingbeimouzhongfangfayazhi，zhidaotasihoucaichedibaofa？neitaqianshimoxutadesiwang，shifouyeyuciyouguan？shidufayingxiangleshenzhi？haishi……mouzhongbeixiepodejiaoyi？
wushudeyiwenrutongdutengbanchanraoshangsuluandexin。yanqiandemiwufeidanmeiyousanqu，fanerbiandegengjianonghouguijue。
jiuzaizheishi，dishanghunmidexiehengfachuyishengjiqiweiruo、rutongmengyibande**。tadejiemaojuliedizhandonglejixia，sihuxiangyaozhengkaiyan，quelibucongxin。ganliecangbaidezuichunwushengdikaihezhe，xiangshizaihuhuanshenme。
suluanxiayishidicoujinlexie，pingzhuhuxi。
“……luan……”neishengyinposuidejihutingbujian，qiruoyousi，“……bie……xin……”
suluanhunshenyizhen！tongkongzhouranshousuo！
别信？别信谁？！
tamengdizhuazhutadejianbang，shengyindaizhezijidouweichajuedejiqiehebingleng：“nishuoshenme？biexinshei？！”
raner，xiehengzhishitongkudicujinlemeitou，touwulidipianxiangyibian，zaicixianrulegengshenchendehunmi。fangfogangcaineilianggezi，zhishitabinsibianyuanwuyishideyiyu。
suluanjiangzaiyuandi，zhuazhetajianbangdeshouzhiyonglidaozhijiefabai。tasisidingzhetahunmizhongyijiudaizhetongkushensedelian，neishuangjinbideyanmoufangfozangzhewujindemimihe……jinggao？
biexinshei？guifeisumingyue？haishi……qitashenmeren？
yiguhanyishunzhejizhuipasheng。taturanyishidao，zijijuanrudezheichangzhongshengfuchou，qixiadeshui，yuanbitaxiangxiangdegengjiashenbukece！xieheng，zheigetahenzhirugudenanren，benshenjiushiyigejudade、chongmanzhimingweixiandemituan！
jingshineishuiqiyinyun，xuexingyuyaoweihunza。suluanhuanhuansongkaishou，zhanqishen。takanzhedishangshengsibuzhidexieheng，youkanlekanzijixiuzhongneizhanganzisedeshizhi，yanshenyidiandianchendianxialai，rutongcuilehanbingdexuantie，bingleng，jianying，zaiwubanfenmimang。
wulunzheitanshuiyouduoshen，wulunxiehengshidishiyou，shiqizihaishimenghu，tadelu，zhiyouyitiao。
复仇。
taxuyaoliliang，xuyaochouma，xuyaochedizhangkongjumian！
eryanxia，zheigeshenzhongjudu、hunmibuxingdexieheng，yijitakouzhongneiweijindeyiyu……huoxu，jiushitaqiaokaizheitiemudediyidaofengxi！
“qingdai！”suluandeshengyinhuifuleguanchangdepingjing，quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyideweiyan，chuantoushuiqimimandejingshi。
“nubizai！”qingdaideshengyinlikecongwaijianchuanlai，daizhejinzhang。
“jinlai。fuxiangyehuichuangshang。”suluanminglingdao，muguangsaoguoxiehengshenshangdexuewuheshuizi，“dareshui，zhunbeiganjingdebujinhejinchuangyao。haiyou，”tadunledun，shengyinyadi，daizhebinglengdehanyi，“qubaxiezhongjiaolai。rangtadaijigejueduikekao、koufengzuijinderen，bazheili……qingliganjing。jinwanzhishi，ruoyoubandianfengshengzouloudaofuwai，baokuogongli，nizhidaohouguo。”
“shi！furen！”qingdaixintouyilin，lianmangyingxia，shoujiaomalidijinlaibangmang。
suluantuikaiyibu，kanzheqingdaihesuihoujinlaidexiezhongdengrenxiaoxinyiyiditaiqihunmidexieheng。tademuguangluozaitacangbairuzhidelianshang，luozaitashoubeineidaozhengningdeshangkoushang，zuizhong，luozaitajinminde、fangfohaicanliuzheweijingjinggaodebochunshang。
夜还很长。
erzheichangshiyudujiudezhongshengqiju，zaitajiuxiaxiehengdezheiyike，caizhenzhengbuxialediyimei，daizhejuduyuxueguangdeqizi。qianlu，shigengshendeyinmou，haishi……yixiangbudaodezhuanji？