第1章 如果能重来

shenzong17nian,shengminglantangzaidiaohuadachuangshang,qixiweiruo。

“muqin,muqin!diedieheguanrenmashangjiukuaidaole!tamenbanyueqianjiucongqianxianwangjingligan,jiukuaidaole!”tadezhangxizhengguizaichuangqian,buzhudicuozhetayijingganrukuchaideshou。

neigenshouwanshang,guazheyizhipozhuodeyinzhuo,shitademuqinweishiliuxialaideweiyiyijiandongxi。

tadelingwaiyizhishoushang,niezheyichuanyuzhifozhu,shitadezumu——dangniandeyongyihoudunvxushi——zailinzhongqianliujitadenianxiang。

minglandeshengyinxiangshicongpofengxianglichuichulaide,mianlidao:“rangtuangemandian……”tawanglezijiyijinghenjiubuchengzhangziwei“tuange”le。zheishitadexiaoming,tongtarujindeshenfenbufu,zaihoubeimianqianzheimejiaoyexiandebuzhuangzhong。

ketaturanxiangqilelingwaiyijianshi,youdianjicudiwendao:“tamenhuilaideshi,xiezhezijilibuhebingbudoubaoguoleba?”

“doubaoguolede,doubaoguode!ersaomodanxin。”zhanzaishaoyuanchudegutingweilianliandiantou,yanlideleipadadidiluoxialai。

ersaozicongjiajinhoufu,weizheigejiadanjingjielv,doudaoxianzaile,neigenxianyecongweisongxie。ruguotanengshaocaoxiexin,yexu,yexu……

shenhouguichengpaidegujiazimenyegegehanzhegengyan。gujiaerfangdezheiweishengfurenweirenkuanhe,bingweiyutamenjijiaoyiqianduiguguogongdemandai,haibangchenletamenzheimeduonian,yankanrenmashangyaomeile,tamenxinzhonghuangliangwubi、qichuwubi——yihouguogongruozaiqugejishi,keweibinengyouzheiweidexiande,daoshihouzijijiaderizipajiubuhaoguole……

minglanweiweitanchuyikouqi。

tazheibeizi,chiguoku,shouguonan,lilejiequeyexianglefu,bujinnianjiqingqingjiudelegaoming,gengshigenzhezijianeigebushengxindefujunconghoufujingyingdaoleguogongfu。

zhikexitianbujianian,35suijiujizheyaozhaotazoule。

tazhidao,zheishenbingshicongdangnianshengtuangedeyuezililiuxiade。

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yaoshuofuguironghua,laotianyeduitashizaikangkai,shijianqianbanzhenpintadouxiangyongguole。

keruoshuoqinyuanyize,laotianduitaqueyeshizaicanren。

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xiangdaozheili,taxintongdinielenieshoulidefozhu……

zheibeizizuidadeanwei,jiushijialegutingyezheimegedingtianlididehaonanren,shengletuangezheimeyigeyingwunenggandehaoerzi,haiquleerxifuyouledizhangsun,zhikexi……meiduoshaoshijiankeyipeitamenle……

a,ruguonengzhonglaijiuhaole!

ruguonengzhonglai,wohuitinganiangdehua,quzumushenbian,shouhuzumu,yehuhaoaniang。

ruguonengzhonglai,wohuizaozaodibagujiadeyinmougaosugutingye,wulunruhedouhuilazhuta,rangtamianquneixuduomonan,rangtashaoshouxieshang。

ruguonengzhonglai,wohuigengcongrongdimianduirenshengzhongdefengyu。

如果能重来……

xiangzhe,minglanjianjianxianruhundunzhizhong,yishengshengjinghusishicongyuanfangchuanlai……

“母亲!”

“嫂嫂!”

“明兰!!!”

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zaixinglaishi,shengminglanganjuezijihunshenzhenzhenlengyi。

“zheilishidifuma?zenshengzheibanleng。”yishihaiweiwanquanqingxingdetazuiliniantao。

pangbianyizhiwenredeshoufushangtadelianjia,dishengdao:“haizi,shiweiniangtuoleileni。”

zheishengyinrucishuxi,gangyichuxianjiucongerduoshenshenzuanruminglandewuzangliufuzhong,jiaodongtadexin,rangtaxueyefeiteng,naoreshenhun。

jihushizaizhengyandetongshitadahandao:“aniang!”

weishuyilvedaijingchadelianchuxianzaiminglanyanqian。

minglanpudaozijimuqinshenshang,dakuqilai:“aniang!aniang!wozhongyuyoujiandaoninleaniang!wohaoxiangni!woyihoudoutingnidehua……doutingnidehua!aniang!nibuyaozaidiuxiawole!anianga!”

takudeganchangcunduan,bajizanle26niandesiniandouhuanchengyishengsheng“aniang”。

taxianggenishuizhiren,yongjinquanlidizhuazheaniang,shengpazhiyaozijishaoweiyisongshou,aniangjiuhuizhuanshenchumenerqu,zaibuhuilai。

jiuxiangzijizaiwushugeyewanlimengjiandeneiyang。

minglanzhuaderuciyongli,zhijiajihuqiajinweishuyipirouli,danweishuyimeiyouzuzhinver,zhishirenzheteng,jiuzhenverdezishibatabaoqi,qingpaitadebei,dao:“minglanbupa,aniangzai,zuoemengeryi,bupabupa,aniangzai!”

zheihuaibaowennuanyoutashi,busimengzhong,jingxiangershineiyangzhenqie。

minglanyongxiuzihuluancaqumanlianlei,dengzheyuangungundedayankanzheyanqiandeaniang——daimeiweicu,xingyanhanguang,liansecangbai,yizheposu,xiaofuweiweilongqi。

tatunlekoutuomo,wen:“aniang,wobushizaizuomeng,duima?”

weishuyihetasimuxiangdui:“shahaizi,nigangcaishibeimengyanzhele,mengjianshenmedoubushizhende。guai,aniangzai!”shuozhelazhetadexiaoshoutiedaozijilianshang。

rouruandechuganrangminglandexinloutiaoyipai,tayanzheaniangdelianjiamodaobizi,ganshouzheanianghuxidewenre……jiezheshiyanjing、toufa、erduo,erhouyouditouwozhuaniangdeshouwan,kanzheshangmianneigeyanselveyouxiefaandeyinzhuo……jiezheshianiangdeshou,xianxi、lvecucao,danshishiwennuande、youlide。

minglanzaicipushangqubaozhuweishuyi,tayoujing,youxi,kuzhekuangxiao,xiaozhezhoumei,zuilibuduandinianzhe:“ganxieshangcang!ganxieshangcang!ganxieshangcangrangwoyuaniangzhongju!”

weishuyixiaodao:“shenmezhongju?womenyizhidouzaiyiqide,shuoshenmeshahuanihaizi。”

minglan:“shi,aniangyizhidouzaiwoshenbian,congweilikaiguo!yihouwomenhuiyongyuandouzaiyiqi!buguanzheishixiuluojinghaishizhenrenjian,jiranjilewozhongshengdejihui,wobidinghuiquanliyifu,wobuhuigufushangcangdechuilian!wobuhuizairanganiangshouzui!”

weishuyitingzhehuatoubudui,shoulianxiaoyi,molemominglandeetou,xiaoshengdao:“shibushifenghanle?haishidezhaogelangzhonglai。”tazhuanshenduiwaihan:“xiaodie,xiaodie。”

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tayouhandao:“xiaotao?”

yigeshushuangluoji,yuemowuliusuideyatouhongzhebizikuajinwulai。