第5章 《爱与痛的边缘》

kaowanshiyihou,malaoshizuzhidajiadengchehuiqule。zaihuiqudelushang,tongxuemendouyilunfenfen。taolunzhezhongkaodeshijuanlibianerdetimu。yihuierchuanlai,gaoxingdeshengyin。neishiyinweiduidaandeshihou,tamendouyiyang。yihuierchuanlaiaonaodeshengyin。dankenengxinliyebaozhedianxiwangshibierenzuocuole。

chechuangkaizhe,fengchuijinlaijiazheyixieyanredeqixi,daoluliangpangyangshushangfanmaodexinye,dishangluanzhangdezacao。ruyan,daochulvyiangran,quanyifuxiadejingpai。sunyangjimeiyoucanjiadaotamenjiliedeshihoutaolundangzhong,yeduichuangwaidefengjingwuxiaguji。cishitadexinsiquanzaiweizijiyihouzuodasuan。zijizhongshengyihou,mashangjiuzhongkao,xianzaizhongkaoyewanle,linkaodeyaliyeyixiazixiexialaile。shigaixiangxiangxiayibudefazhan。suiranzijizhidaogaizenmetouzi,valvesoftwaremingnianjiuyaotuichufengmidajiexiaoxiangde《fankongjingying》,tengxunyeyaochouzishangshizhidaokedoulizijitaiyuanle!lidejindexianzaikaiwangbayinggainengzhuanqian,keshizijiyemeiyoubenqiantouzi,shoulibianjiuzhongkaodeshihoubamajide300kuaiqianheergujide200kuaiqian。zijihaihualeshijikuaiqian,shoulijiushengxiabudao500kuaiqian,zheigaizenmefazhanni?touzishenmedeshibuyongxiangle。zijiyinggaizenmezhuanqudiyitongjinni!sunyangxianglebantian,yipaidatuiduiya!zijiqianshichangkandianyinghexiaoshuo,zhidaohaoduodianying,haoduoxiaoshuo。danshiwangluoxiaoshuo,xianzaihaoxianghaimeiyouliuxingqilai,dianyingneimuyoubijiaoshen。danguojingmingdexiaoshuozijidudetebieduoyoutebieshuxi。guanjianshitaxianzaihaimeiyouxie,duibuqile,guojingming,wodeouxiang。tayigerenzaixinliqiexiangzhe。

sunyangxinlizheiyangxiangzheyijingshiyoulejueding,jiuxieguojingmingdexiaoshuo!yongtalaizhuanquzijirenshengdediyitongjin。

zhengzheiyangxiangzhe,chejiutingxialaile。yuanlaiyijinghuidaolezhenzhongxuedemenkou。malaoshizuzhidajiaxiacheyihou。shuotongxuemendengqiyuezhongxundeshihoudajialailingbiyezhengshu。zaijianle。

chuzhongsannianlidajiadouzaitaolunzheshenmeshihoubiyejiuhaole。danxianzaibiyejiuzhenzhenqieqiedebaizaiyanqianshi,bingmeiyouxiangxiangzhongdehuanhuyugaoxing。fanerdoukanzheyoudiandandandeshiluoheyixiemeilaiyoudepanghuang。buzhidaoshiyinweizhongkaomeiyoukaohao。haishiyinweibiyele,xiangchulesannianlaidetongxue,xianzaiyaomianlinfenbie,keyixiangjianyihoukendingshijushaoliduo,zhongjiuyoudianershebudeba。

sunyangyufuruijieyuehaoguoliangtianyiqiqudiaoyu。hutingzhenyouyigetebiedadeshuiku。xiatiandeshihourenmenshichangzaineidiaoyu。sunyanghefuruijiesuiranshuonianlingxiao。danshiyeshicongxiaojiugenzhedarenmendiaoyu。lianggerendiaoyuyeshiyibahaoshou。erneigeshihouyoumeiyoutaiduodeyulehuodong。suoyiliangrenxiangyuezheguoliangtiandiaoyu。

xuexiaomenkouyijinglailehaoduojiazhang。doushijiexueshenghuijiade。tingzhejiazhangdoushizaiwen“kaodezenmeyanga!ganjuenengkaoduoshaofena!”zijiyeganjuedaolebuxiaodeyali。

zhuantoujiukanjianbuyuanchulaobasunqimingyijingqizhemotuochezaidengtale。liuyuedidetianqiredebuxianghua,tazouguolaiyihou,sunqimingmoleyibanaomenshangdehanzhejidewendao。“yangyang,nikaodezenmeyang?”

“wo,wohaixingba!”sunyangzhinenghanhuqicideshuodao。“banidengwoyihuiera!woqumaidiandongxi。”sunyangshuowanjiuxiangpangbiandexiaomaipuzouleguoqu。

mailejigexinfenghejibengaozhi,sunqimingkanjianyihouwendao“yangyang,zhongkaodoujieshule!nimaineimeduogaozhigansha。”sunyanglvelvexiaodao:“xiangshujiaxiediandongxi。”

“zouba,huijiaba。nimayijingzuohaofanzaidengzhele。”liangrenshanglemotuocheyihou。sunqimingjiufadongmotuochewangjialiganqu。yilufengchidianchede,shenshangyeliangkuailexialai。

sunyangyehesunqimingxianggenzhejinlejiamener。

“yangyangnihuilaila?kaodezenmeyanga?”guomeijiekanjiansunyangwendao。“duiya,ge,nikaodezenmeyanga?”didisunhaoyezaipangbianshuozhe。

“haixingba!sunyangyouxiewunai。zijijiucaidaolaomadiyijuhuakendingshizheiyangwen。

“haixingshizenmeyanga?ganjuenengbunengkaoshangxiandiyizhongxuea?”guomeijiezaipangbianzhuiwenzhe“jiushihaixing,ma,nibiewenle,guoliangtianchengjixialaijiuzhidaole。”

“haoba,ganjinchifanba,eleba,yangyang?”

“ng,elema,ganjinchifanba。”

diertiansunyangjiuzhunbeikaishixiexiaoshuole。suiranshizhaochaoguojingmingdexiaoshuo。danshiyedexiangxiangxianchaonayiben?《aiyutongdebianyuan》zheishizijishangyishikandeguojingmingdediyibenerxiaoshuo,suoyiyinxiangyetebieshen。

niyongyuanyekanbudaowozuijimoshihoudeyangzi,yinweizhiyounibuzaiwoshenbiandeshihou,wocaizuijimo。……

jiuzheiyang,zheigeshujiali,sunyangkaishiletachaoxiaoshuodaye?zhongjianfuruijielaileyici,sunyangpeizhetaqudiaoleyiciyu。shouhuohaibucuo,diaoleliangtiaojiyu。

qiyueduodeshihou,keyichafenshule。dianhuazhongchuanlaibobaoyuande555fen。sunyangtingjianyihoutebiexingfen。ruguomeiyoujicuodehuashidiyizhongxuedeluqufenshuxianshi530。shangyibeizizijishizhongkaochengjishi568。suiranmeiyouqianshikaodehao,danguolaifenshuxianjiuhao,kaoshangle,zhende。sunyangxinlitingkaixin。suiranzijidejihuayijingkaishishishi。danshikaoshanggaozhonghaishiyijianrangrenbijiaoxingfendeshier。

gushuaihetababayeguolaile。gushuaishisunyangdelinju,yeshijinniancanjiagaokao。shuodaogushuaikaole520suoyourendouyinweibuzhidaofenshuxian。yebuzhidaonengbunengguo,erdanxin。zhiyousunyangxinlibianhenkaixin,yinweitazhidaojinniandefenshuxiankendingshi530fen,gushuaisuirankaobushangdiyizhongxue,danshangdierzhongxuehaishixingde!lianggerendounengguo。

suoyixiandehenxingfen,lazhegushuaizhaofuruijiediaoyuqule,dangranyeshishunbianwenyixia,furuijiedechengji。

“woshi501fen,diyizhongxuekendingshimeiyouxiwangle。”furuijieshuo。sunyangyebuzhidaogaizenmeanweita,daoshifuruijiebingmeiyoushiluoershishuodao“shangqitadegaozhongyetinghao,fanzhengdouzaishili。sangerendiaoyudiaodaotiankuaiheideshihoucaihuijia。sunyangshoujitizheliangtiaoyuhuidaojia。daolechufangbayudijizhengzaizuofandelaoba。sunqimingerhoujiuhuidaozijiwuzilijixukaishixie。《aiyutongdebianyuan》yijingxiewanle,sunyangxianzaizhengzaixiedierbenxiaoshuo。《huancheng》。zhongyudaole7yue15haozheitianquxuexiaolingbiyezheng,sunyangyebazijidexiehaodediyibenxiaoshuo,《aiyutongdebianyuan》baozaixinfengli,xieshangchubanshededizhi。zhunbeishunbianquzhenlideyoujujijichuqu。qulinglebiyezhengyouwandongxihoujiuhuijiale。

youguoleliangtian,shidiyizhongdeluqufenshuxianxialaile。guoranshidiyizhongxuedeluqufenshuxianhaishi530fen。sunqimingheguomeijiedouxiandehenxingfen。gushuaiyepaoguolaishuozhe“gongxinia!yangyang,kexiwozhinengshangerzhongle!buguoyemeiyoushenme,kaoshanggaozhongjiuhao!”yuqilibumiandaizhedianershiluo。