第5章 遭遇挫折

linyuchenjinzaichurugushixiaoyousuochengdexiyuezhong,raner,gushidefengyunbianhuanyuanchaotadexiangxiang。jiurutongpingjingdehaimianxiawangwangyinzangzhexiongyongdeanliu,yichangturuqilaidefengbaojijiangxijuanerlai。

suizheshijiandetuiyi,shichangshangkaishichuxianyixiebuwendingdejixiang。hongguanjingjishujudebodong,rangtouzizhemendexinxinchanshenglexiexudongyao。lilvdediaozheng、tonghuopengzhangdeyaliyijiguojimaoyijushidejinzhang,dourutongchenzhongdewuyunlongzhaozaigushideshangkong。

linyusuotouzidexinxingxingyeyeweinengxingmian。xingyeneidejingzhengyufajilie,yixiexindejingzhengduishouruyuhouchunsunbanyongxian,jilinyudetouzigongsidailailejudadeyali。gongsideshichangfenekaishishoudaotiaozhan,chanpindexiaoshouyechuxianleyidingchengdudexiahua。

yucitongshi,gongsineibuyechuxianleyixiewenti。guanlicengdejueceshiwu,daozhileyixiangzhongyaodexiangmujinzhanhuanman。jishuyanfafangmianyezaoyulepingjing,xinchanpindetuichushijianbeiyizaituichi。zheixiewentidechuxian,ranggongsidegujiakaishichuxianxiadiedequshi。

linyuyanzhengzhengdikanzhezijidegupiaojiageyiluxiahua,xinzhongchongmanlejiaolvhebuan。“nandaowoyouyaozhongdaofuzhema?womingmingyijingrucijinshen,zuoleneimeduodefenxiheyanjiu,weishenmehaishihuizaoyuzheiyangdecuozhe?”takaishizhongxinshenshizijidetouzijuece,zhiyizijishifouguoyuleguan。tabutingdifansizijizaixuanzetouzibiaodeshishifouhulveleyixiezhongyaodefengxianyinsu。

zaizheigejiannandeshike,linyudeneixinchongmanlemaodun。yifangmian,taxiangyaojishizhisun,maichugupiao,bimianjinyibudesunshi。“huoxuxianzaimaichuhainengjianshaoyixiesunshi,buranjixuxiaqukenenghuikuidegengduo。”lingyifangmian,tayoubuganxinjiuzheiyangfangqi,bijingtaduizheijiagongsideweilairengranchongmanxinxin。“zheijiagongsiyouneimehaodejishuheqianjing,xianzaidekunnanzhishizanshide,wobunengjiuzheiyangqingyifangqi。”taxianruleshenshendejiujiezhizhong。

zheitian,linyudehaoyouzhaomingdalaidianhua。

“linyu,tingshuonitouzidegupiaodielebushaoa,nidasuanzenmeban?”zhaomingguanqiediwendao。

linyutanlekouqi,“woyebuzhidaoa,woxianzaihenjiujie,buzhidaoshigaimaihaishigaijixuchiyou。”

“ai,gushijiushizheiyang,fengxiantaidale。buguoniyebietaizheji,shuobudingguoduanshijianjiuzhanghuilaileni。”zhaominganweidao。

linyuhuidaojia,jiarenyekanchuletadeqingxudiluo。

“erzi,zenmele?kannixinqingbutaihao。”muqindanyoudiwen。

linyuwunaidishuo:“wotouzidegupiaodiele,xianzaibuzhidaogaizenmeban。”

fuqinpailepaitadejianbang,“touziyoufengxian,zheishizhengchangde。niyaolengjingxialai,haohaofenxifenxiqingkuang。”

weilezuochuzhengquedejuece,linyuzaicitourudaojinzhangdeyanjiuhefenxizhizhong。tachayueledaliangdecaijingxinwenhexingyebaogao,shitulejieshichangdezuixindongtaihexingyedefazhanqushi。tahaiyuyixiezhuanyedetouziguwenjinxinglejiaoliu,tingqutamendeyijianhejianyi。

jingguoyifanshenrudeyanjiuhesikao,linyujuedingzanshibumaichugupiao。tarenwei,gongsisuomianlindewentizhishizanshide,suizheshijiandetuiyi,zheixiewentidoukeyidedaojiejue。taxiangxingongsidehexinjingzhengliyirancunzai,zhiyaoguanlicengnenggoujishidiaozhengcelve,jishuyanfanenggouqudetupo,gongsidegujiajiuyidingnenggouzhongxinhuisheng。

raner,xianshiwangwangbixiangxianggengjiacanku。gujiadexiadiequshibingmeiyoudedaoezhi,faneryuyanyulie。linyudetouzisunshiyezaibuduankuoda,tadexinqingbiandeyuelaiyuechenzhong。

“nandaowozhendecuolema?woshibushitaizifule,yiweizijikeyizhangkongyiqie。”zaizheigeguochengzhong,linyuyeganshoudaolelaiziwaijiedeyali。jiarenhepengyoukaishiduitadetouzijuecebiaoshidanyou,yixiebulijiedeshengyinyekaishichuanrutadeerzhong。tagandaozijifangfoxianruleyigeguliwuyuandejingdi,xinzhongchongmanlewuzhuhejuewang。

danshi,linyubingmeiyoubeizheixiekunnansuodadao。tazhidao,zaigushizhongzaoyucuozheshibukebimiande,guanjianshiyaoruhemianduizheixiecuozhe。taxiangqilezijizhongshengdechuzhong,xiangqilezijiyaobaituo“jiucai”mingyundejuexin。“wobunengjiuzheiyangfangqi,woyijingzhongshengyici,bunengzaizhongdaofuzhe。woyaojianchixiaqu,xiangxinzijidepanduan。”tagaosuziji,bunengjiuzheiyangqingyifangqi。

linyukaishizhongxindiaozhengzijidexintai。tabuzaiguofenguanzhugujiadeduanqibodong,ershibamuguangfangdegengjiazhangyuan。taxiangxin,zhiyaogongsidejibenmianmeiyoufashenggenbenxingdebianhua,jiuyidingyoujihuishixianjiazhidehuigui。

weilehuanjieyali,linyuyekaishixunzhaoyixieqitadefangshilaifangsongziji。tazhongxinshiqilezijicengjingreaideyundong,tongguopaobu、jianshenlaishifangneixindeyali。tahaiyueduleyixieguanyutouzixinlixuedeshuji,xuexiruhekongzhizijideqingxu,baochilengjinghelixing。

zaizheigejiannandeshike,linyuyemeiyouwangjixuexihejinbu。tajixushenruyanjiugushidezhishihejiqiao,buduanwanshanzijidetouzitixi。tacanjialeyixiexianshangdetouzikechenghejiangzuo,yuqitatouzizhejinxingjiaoliuhefenxiang。tongguozheixienuli,linyudetouzishuipingdedaolejinyibudetisheng。

suizheshijiandetuiyi,linyuzhujiancongcuozhezhongzoulechulai。tabiandegengjiajianqianghechengshu,yegengjiajiandinglezijizaigushizhongjixuqianxingdexinnian。tazhidao,weilaidedaoluyiranchongmantiaozhan,dantayijingzuohaolezhunbei,yingjierenhekenengchuxiandekunnan。