“luxiaoran,ninengnaijiubajiajizale,quandouzala!”
“bababuyaodamama,buyaozaidamamala!”
zhuoyibandeng,beizadedaochudoushi。
nanrenbeinvrentuikaihou,toujiuzhuangzaiqiangshang,zhizhidaoxia。
qinruhuahedeliandoubaile:“luxiaoran,luxiaorannibiehewo?”
“爸爸~”
shixianmohu,youjianjianqingxiqilai;
kanzheshuxidefangjian,chuangwaixuehuazaifeiwu;
nvrenyishanbuzhengdeguizaiyanqian,haiyounverdanxindekusheng。
zhengkaiyanjing,jiuxiangshiguangzaihuisu,zaiyiqiehailaidejideshihou;
ruhua,xingchen,wo,huilaile……
“爸爸!”
qisuideluxingchenbaozhuluxiaoran,danxiaoyoukuzhehanqu:“bababuyaozaiduqianle,buyaozaidamamale,babazheishiwozanxiadelinghuaqian,nidounaquhuaba,zhiyaobababielikaiwo,bielikaimama,biebuyaozheigejia!”
luxiaoranzhengkaibaozibandeyanmou,tazaikuaisuxishouzheigeshidaidejiyi。
nvrenchuanzheshuilansedediaodaineiyi,zuozaidishangku;
liangtiaoxuebaideyutuizaiguangxiandeyingshexia,yiranwanmeiwuxia。
nverlenglengdekanzheziji,xiaolianmianhuangjishou,yingyangbuliang。
luxiaoranxinrudaoge,baozhunverjiushileyankuang。
jiyili,zijiduqiandapaizhaonvren,jiangzheigejiajibaiguangle。
cuizhaidebiqinruhuaxiahai,haiyaobahaizijimaile。
qinruhuaningsiyebushouru,baozhehaizichongjincheliu……
dengluxiaorankanjianqinvshitideshihou,yijingzaitaipingjianle。
renshijianzuidadetongku,shiwoxiangzhenxinimendeshihou,yiqiedoulaibujile。
大错,已然种下。
luxiaoranhoulaimituzhifan,shixianhongtubaye,chengweiguoneidingjiantouziren。
linsideshihou,tayekanjianlemantangdeersun,weizaizijidechuangqian,qibuchengshengdeyangzi。
ketaxinliniannianbuwangde,haishizheilianggenvren。
rujinshiguangzhonglai,wodingyaohunimenzhouquan。
luxiaorandejiyizaijianjianqingxi,tazhongxinhuidaolezheigeniandai。
huidaole,taniannianbuwangde,1990niandedongtian。
……
……
luxingchenjiluxiaorancaquyanlei:“babazenmekule,bababuku。”
“xiaoxingchen!”luxiaoranyibabaozhunver,choulechoubizi:“babafashi,yaoyongyishengdeshijianbaohuni,baohunimen……”
luxingchenlengzhule,yanjinghonghongde:“babashuodeshizhenxinhuama?bababuhuiyoupianxiaoxingchenleba!zhiyaowomenyijiarenzaiyiqi,chizaiduodeku,nveryeshikaixindeya!”
“litayuandian,biepengwonver。”jianluxiaoranmeishi,qinruhuayibajiangluxingchenqianghuilai,jikongju,youjinzhangdehanqu:“jialimeiyouqianle,nihaihuilaizuoshenme?nifeiyaobawomenlianggedoumaile,caifangshouma?luxiaoranwoqiuqiunizuogerenba,fangguowomenniangliangxingma?wojiniketouxingma?”
qinruhuakanzheluxiaoran,putongguixia:“qiunifangguowomenniangliang,bu,fangguoxiaoxingchen,bawomailedouxing,zhiyaonixihuan。”
luxiaoranzhandoudeshenchushou,yanlei,qiangrenzhemeidiaoxialai。
zheishitashenshenaiguoderen,shitayaopinjinyishengyishi,yaoshouhudeqinva!
“buxuniqifumama,buxunidamama!”jianluxiaoranyaoguolai,luxingchensisilanzaizhongjian,xiaoliangugude。
“doueleba,woqunongdianchide。”luxiaoranshengyinpinghe,tajinliangbu**zheilianggenvren,kanzhedongdaoxiwaidezhuoyibandeng,yigeyigefuqi,zaiqudasaofangjian。
chufangkongle,bushengxiabanwanmi,danhaiyoulianggeshizi。
chuangwaixialehendadexue,luxiaoranmolemodoulijinshengxiadejimaoqian:“woququjiuhuilai。”
“mama,babazenmebianyangzila?”
“shimamajiacuonanren,zheibeizidouhuile。”xinliweiqudeqinruhuagengyanzhe,baozhexiaokeliandeluxingchen,niangliangyoubaotoutongkuqilai。
shichanghuanjingbuhao,zhuanqiannan;
kaozheqinruhuayigenvren,tayijingkuaichengbudongle。
changzibujingqi,gongzizaikaibuchulai,qinruhuazhendebuzhidaohuibuhuiliuluojietou,baozhenveryaofan。
taxiangyougewennuandejia,titiedezhangfu,piaoliangdehaizi。
kesuoyoudexiangwang,doubeiluxiaoranzheige**,jishengshengsisuile。
嘎吱——
luxiaoranhenkuaihuilai,shenshangluomanbaixue。
qinruhuaheyiduosuo,jinjinbaozhunver。
niangliangkanzheluxiaoran,doushifenjingtideyangzi。
“kan,zheishishenme。”luxiaoranjuzhesangexiaotangren,dijiqinv:“xiangbudaozheimelengdetian,haiyoushouyirenchulai,jintianshiwobaobeinverdeshengri,yeshiwoheruhuadejiehunjinianri。
woni,xianhenimenshuoshengduibuqi。
wobugaidalaopo,hehuhaizide。
danzheigejia,haiyaoshenghuoxiaquduima。
米没了,可以再买。
钱没了,可以再赚。
dannimenmeile,wojiuzhendeyiwusuoyoule。ruhua,xiaoxingchen……”luxiaoranjinliangkongzhizijideyanlei,budiaoxialai:“zheixienian,weiqunimenle。”
kanzhejinghunweidingdeqinruhua,weiquzhijideluxingchen。
luxiaoranxiaolexiao,qishendao:“gangcaiqulaozhangdagejiali,jielesangejidan。woquzuofan,jinimenqingsheng。”
cikezheibinglengdefangjianli,jingduolexieyanhuodeqixi。
chufangli,henkuaiyoushengyinchuanlai。
luxiaoranzhenglemifan,zaiqiguoshaoyou,zuolewannongchoudejidanshizitang,yansehaibucuo。
再卧两个荷包蛋。
qinruhuakanzhechufanglineigenanrendebeiying,yanjingli,quanshileishui;
tabuganxiangxinzheixiehua,huishicongluxiaorandezuili,shuochulaide。
wangshiyimumulveguoxintou,ketazhende,bianhaolema?
qinruhuaheluxingchennazhexiaotangren,kanzheluxiaoranduanlaiderehuhudeshizitang,xinzhengdemifan,haiyoulianggeyouzizidehebaodan:“kuaichiba,yihuiliangle。”
“baba,niyechiya!”luxingchenxiaoshengshitanzhe。
“wochibaola,nimenchi。”luxiaoranpailepaiduzi,jiangshizitangshengchuliangxiaowan,dijiqinv,ranhoumomodekanzhetamen,miandaixiaorong。
qinruhuabuganxiangxinyanqiandenanrenhuituranzhuanxing,tapiaoliangdedayanjingli,haiyouleizhuzaihuangdongzhe。
taqingyaozuichun,bizisuansuande:“yihourizizenmeguoya,jiuzheidianmile。”qinruhuahaiyoudianxinteng:“wodangchuxinlenidehuayanqiaoyu,yiweinihuiduiwohao,duihaizihao……”
qinruhuayueshuoyueshangxin,yanleijiupilipaladediaozaifanzhuoshang,dididadade。
luxiaorankanzheqibuchengshengdeqinruhua,kanzheyanleiwangwangdeluxingchen:“duibuqiaruhua,xiaoxingchen,woqingnimenzaijiwoyicijihui,jiuyicixingme?”
他会道歉吗?
他是真心的吗?
zheiyangdexima,yijingbushidiyicile。
nishiyaomaizheigejia,haishiyaomaizijidelaopohaizi?
qinruhuabuxin,kuzhewenta:“nishuozhende,shizuihouyici?”
luxiaoranjushoubaozheng:“wofashizhaoguwodelaopohaizi,jinimenwennuandejiayuan,xingfudeshenghuo。ruweicishi,budehaosi,tiandaleipi……”
“xingle,buyongxianeimedudeshi。”qinruhuashengyinbuda:“tanghaiyou,ni,niyehedian。”
“hao!”kanzheqinruhua,luxiaoranjieguotangwan,qingqingheyixiaokou:“zhiyaonimenyuanyi,wotiantianjinimen,zuohaochide。”
“babamama,womenyaoyongyuanzaiyiqi,buyaozaifenkaile。”luxingchenweiqudehanzhe。
“好,不分开了。”
“womenzaiyebufenkai。”
qinruhuanandeluchuxiaorong,xiaoxingchenyegaoxingqilai,luxiaoranchizheqinruhuadilaidehebaodan,qingqingyaolekou,zhenxiang。
一家人,喜极而泣。
kejiuzaizheigeshihou,turanyourenqiaomen,dongdongdongde——
qinruhuaheluxingchenheyijiling,zheixienian,zhendebeiluxiaoranjihepale。
luxiaoranrangtamenfangxin,shuobuzhunshilaozhangdagexifubugaoxing,laiyaojidande,woquchuliba……
dakaifangmen,waimianquezhanzhesangebiaoxingdahan,luxiaoranjiulengzhule:“nimenshi?”
“起开别挡道。”
“我们来验货的。”
“huashuo,nizheixifuhaibucuoa,baibaijingjingde……”sangezhuanghantuikailuxiaoranzhijiejinlaile,xinshangzheqinruhua。
luxiaoranzheicaihuangrandawu,jiyizhong,tazheicihuijia,shiyaomailezheiniangliangduqianqude,tayijingheneixierenshanglianghao,jiudengzheshangmenkanhuole。
gangganghaichenjinzaixingfulideqinruhua,rubeidangtouyibang。
“nimenyaoganshenme,buxuhewonver。”qinruhuashunjianshenmedoumingbaile,luxiaoranturanduitamennianglianghao,shipaxinzhongkui,shilinsiqiandetianzao。
“bucuo,doushuonixifushencaihao,pifubai,shuinenshuinende。niliangjiehunzao,youweihunxianyu,xiangzheiqinruhuayebuguocaiershiersui,zhengshinvrenzuihaodenianji……”dahuzidaliangzheqinruhua,zhenshiyanzhidandangdehaonvrena,kexizhaolegefeiwudianxin,zheibeiziyegenzhehuile。
“babashipianzi,babashidapianzi。”luxingchenkudesixinliefeide,taxinlizuidadeneigeshenying,yiranniuqu。
“luxiaoran,nibudehaosini。”qinruhuahuzhunver,tasuiranhedehuarongshise,kezuoweimama,taningsi,yehuihuzhuhaizide。
tajiacuonanren,yishengdoulunxianjinqu。
mianduiqiongxiongjiedezhuanghan,qinruhuayiershiersuidenvershen,ruheshisangezhuanghandeduishou。
weilaidemingyunxiezailianshang,tahuibeidaidaodenghongjiulvdedifang,xianshikonghe,zaishipeixun,shaoyoubucongjiuhuiyinglaiquandajiaoti,meitianfushiwanglaidekehu,buguanshidafubianbiandeyouqianren,haishibiantaide**laotou,tadouyaochengshou。
lingtoudedahuzi,pailepaishangyouxiefalengdeluxiaoran:“gandebucuo,nvrenzheidongxi,jiushiyonglaixiaofeide,biexinteng,kendingnengjinigehaojiaqian。”
shuobazoudaoqinruhuamianqian,tianletiandazuichunzi:“ninanrenbanimaile,dangejigeyaoyanhuo,nishizijibayifutuole,ranggejigeshuangyiba,haishilaozijinibajingguang,laidianhende……”
dahuzikanzhezhandoudeqinruhua,daliangtajingzhidexiaolian,hebojingxiamian,neibuduanyongdongdeguangmang,liezuiledao:“shijianchongzu,womengesanyanhuo,yiyanjiushiyitian,gujiyaomangdaomingtianzaoshang,xiaoniangmen,feiyaodayewodongshoushima?”
qinruhuahedelihuadaiyu,yibubuwanghoutuizhe,zhidaotuiwuketui。
tazuihouyici,kanxiangbeiduizhezijideluxiaoran,taxiwangtanengmituzhifan,taxiwangzijidenanren,nengzhengjiutahetadenver,cishidemingyun。
keluxiaoranyidongbudong,jiufangfobeidinggeban;
qinruhuazuihoudexiwangyepomiele,tayangtianhanlei,danhaixiangzhengquxieshenme:“fangguowonver,nimenzenmenongwodouxing,wozhudongpeihedouxing,keyima?”
“ninveryebeimaile,luxiaoranbanimenniangliangdoumaile。zheishanvren……”dahuzidengbujile,tazhuazhuqinruhua,sisuitaxiongqiandekouzi,jianqinruhuahaixiangzhengzha……
dahuzishileshiyanse,mashangyourenqiangguoluxingchen,yongdaodizhuhaizi,weixiedao:“guaiguaitinghua,bietemeluanjiao。”
qinruhuabugandongle,tahedeleishuiyongdong,renpingdahuziduizijidongshoudongjiao,yezhinengbayadasuilewangduziliyan……
“luxiaoran,wozheibeizi,cuofunile。”qinruhuagengyanzhehanchuzheixiehuahou,bianrutongsileban,yanjingli,zaiwuguangmang。
shenqiandekouzi,beiyiliyilichekai。
nvrendefengjing,beiyipianyipiansisui。
dahuzihenmanyizheiyangdehuamian,taipeihede,tabuxihuan,bupeihede,tayebuxihuan。
zheiyangjijingsong,youhaipa,youyanhanreleidexiaonvren,caishidahuzizuixihuande。
zaojiuxiangyiduzheinvrendefengjingle,dahuzijiangqinruhuawaiyichesui,youlaicheqinruhuayaodai,dashoushulianderuyudeshui,chaoxiafangshenqu……
luxingchenhedexiaolianfabai,kanzhemamajuewangdebiaoqing,zhandoudeyanmou,turanxiesidilidehanlesheng:“baba——”