第1章 我回来了

“luxiaoran,ninengnaijiubajiajizale,quandouzala!”

“bababuyaodamama,buyaozaidamamala!”

zhuoyibandeng,beizadedaochudoushi。

nanrenbeinvrentuikaihou,toujiuzhuangzaiqiangshang,zhizhidaoxia。

qinruhuahedeliandoubaile:“luxiaoran,luxiaorannibiehewo?”

“爸爸~”

shixianmohu,youjianjianqingxiqilai;

kanzheshuxidefangjian,chuangwaixuehuazaifeiwu;

nvrenyishanbuzhengdeguizaiyanqian,haiyounverdanxindekusheng。

zhengkaiyanjing,jiuxiangshiguangzaihuisu,zaiyiqiehailaidejideshihou;

ruhua,xingchen,wo,huilaile……

“爸爸!”

qisuideluxingchenbaozhuluxiaoran,danxiaoyoukuzhehanqu:“bababuyaozaiduqianle,buyaozaidamamale,babazheishiwozanxiadelinghuaqian,nidounaquhuaba,zhiyaobababielikaiwo,bielikaimama,biebuyaozheigejia!”

luxiaoranzhengkaibaozibandeyanmou,tazaikuaisuxishouzheigeshidaidejiyi。

nvrenchuanzheshuilansedediaodaineiyi,zuozaidishangku;

liangtiaoxuebaideyutuizaiguangxiandeyingshexia,yiranwanmeiwuxia。

nverlenglengdekanzheziji,xiaolianmianhuangjishou,yingyangbuliang。

luxiaoranxinrudaoge,baozhunverjiushileyankuang。

jiyili,zijiduqiandapaizhaonvren,jiangzheigejiajibaiguangle。

cuizhaidebiqinruhuaxiahai,haiyaobahaizijimaile。

qinruhuaningsiyebushouru,baozhehaizichongjincheliu……

dengluxiaorankanjianqinvshitideshihou,yijingzaitaipingjianle。

renshijianzuidadetongku,shiwoxiangzhenxinimendeshihou,yiqiedoulaibujile。

大错,已然种下。

luxiaoranhoulaimituzhifan,shixianhongtubaye,chengweiguoneidingjiantouziren。

linsideshihou,tayekanjianlemantangdeersun,weizaizijidechuangqian,qibuchengshengdeyangzi。

ketaxinliniannianbuwangde,haishizheilianggenvren。

rujinshiguangzhonglai,wodingyaohunimenzhouquan。

luxiaorandejiyizaijianjianqingxi,tazhongxinhuidaolezheigeniandai。

huidaole,taniannianbuwangde,1990niandedongtian。

……

……

luxingchenjiluxiaorancaquyanlei:“babazenmekule,bababuku。”

“xiaoxingchen!”luxiaoranyibabaozhunver,choulechoubizi:“babafashi,yaoyongyishengdeshijianbaohuni,baohunimen……”

luxingchenlengzhule,yanjinghonghongde:“babashuodeshizhenxinhuama?bababuhuiyoupianxiaoxingchenleba!zhiyaowomenyijiarenzaiyiqi,chizaiduodeku,nveryeshikaixindeya!”

“litayuandian,biepengwonver。”jianluxiaoranmeishi,qinruhuayibajiangluxingchenqianghuilai,jikongju,youjinzhangdehanqu:“jialimeiyouqianle,nihaihuilaizuoshenme?nifeiyaobawomenlianggedoumaile,caifangshouma?luxiaoranwoqiuqiunizuogerenba,fangguowomenniangliangxingma?wojiniketouxingma?”

qinruhuakanzheluxiaoran,putongguixia:“qiunifangguowomenniangliang,bu,fangguoxiaoxingchen,bawomailedouxing,zhiyaonixihuan。”

luxiaoranzhandoudeshenchushou,yanlei,qiangrenzhemeidiaoxialai。

zheishitashenshenaiguoderen,shitayaopinjinyishengyishi,yaoshouhudeqinva!

“buxuniqifumama,buxunidamama!”jianluxiaoranyaoguolai,luxingchensisilanzaizhongjian,xiaoliangugude。

“doueleba,woqunongdianchide。”luxiaoranshengyinpinghe,tajinliangbu**zheilianggenvren,kanzhedongdaoxiwaidezhuoyibandeng,yigeyigefuqi,zaiqudasaofangjian。

chufangkongle,bushengxiabanwanmi,danhaiyoulianggeshizi。

chuangwaixialehendadexue,luxiaoranmolemodoulijinshengxiadejimaoqian:“woququjiuhuilai。”

“mama,babazenmebianyangzila?”

“shimamajiacuonanren,zheibeizidouhuile。”xinliweiqudeqinruhuagengyanzhe,baozhexiaokeliandeluxingchen,niangliangyoubaotoutongkuqilai。

shichanghuanjingbuhao,zhuanqiannan;

kaozheqinruhuayigenvren,tayijingkuaichengbudongle。

changzibujingqi,gongzizaikaibuchulai,qinruhuazhendebuzhidaohuibuhuiliuluojietou,baozhenveryaofan。

taxiangyougewennuandejia,titiedezhangfu,piaoliangdehaizi。

kesuoyoudexiangwang,doubeiluxiaoranzheige**,jishengshengsisuile。

嘎吱——

luxiaoranhenkuaihuilai,shenshangluomanbaixue。

qinruhuaheyiduosuo,jinjinbaozhunver。

niangliangkanzheluxiaoran,doushifenjingtideyangzi。

“kan,zheishishenme。”luxiaoranjuzhesangexiaotangren,dijiqinv:“xiangbudaozheimelengdetian,haiyoushouyirenchulai,jintianshiwobaobeinverdeshengri,yeshiwoheruhuadejiehunjinianri。

woni,xianhenimenshuoshengduibuqi。

wobugaidalaopo,hehuhaizide。

danzheigejia,haiyaoshenghuoxiaquduima。

米没了,可以再买。

钱没了,可以再赚。

dannimenmeile,wojiuzhendeyiwusuoyoule。ruhua,xiaoxingchen……”luxiaoranjinliangkongzhizijideyanlei,budiaoxialai:“zheixienian,weiqunimenle。”

kanzhejinghunweidingdeqinruhua,weiquzhijideluxingchen。

luxiaoranxiaolexiao,qishendao:“gangcaiqulaozhangdagejiali,jielesangejidan。woquzuofan,jinimenqingsheng。”

cikezheibinglengdefangjianli,jingduolexieyanhuodeqixi。

chufangli,henkuaiyoushengyinchuanlai。

luxiaoranzhenglemifan,zaiqiguoshaoyou,zuolewannongchoudejidanshizitang,yansehaibucuo。

再卧两个荷包蛋。

qinruhuakanzhechufanglineigenanrendebeiying,yanjingli,quanshileishui;

tabuganxiangxinzheixiehua,huishicongluxiaorandezuili,shuochulaide。

wangshiyimumulveguoxintou,ketazhende,bianhaolema?

qinruhuaheluxingchennazhexiaotangren,kanzheluxiaoranduanlaiderehuhudeshizitang,xinzhengdemifan,haiyoulianggeyouzizidehebaodan:“kuaichiba,yihuiliangle。”

“baba,niyechiya!”luxingchenxiaoshengshitanzhe。

“wochibaola,nimenchi。”luxiaoranpailepaiduzi,jiangshizitangshengchuliangxiaowan,dijiqinv,ranhoumomodekanzhetamen,miandaixiaorong。

qinruhuabuganxiangxinyanqiandenanrenhuituranzhuanxing,tapiaoliangdedayanjingli,haiyouleizhuzaihuangdongzhe。

taqingyaozuichun,bizisuansuande:“yihourizizenmeguoya,jiuzheidianmile。”qinruhuahaiyoudianxinteng:“wodangchuxinlenidehuayanqiaoyu,yiweinihuiduiwohao,duihaizihao……”

qinruhuayueshuoyueshangxin,yanleijiupilipaladediaozaifanzhuoshang,dididadade。

luxiaorankanzheqibuchengshengdeqinruhua,kanzheyanleiwangwangdeluxingchen:“duibuqiaruhua,xiaoxingchen,woqingnimenzaijiwoyicijihui,jiuyicixingme?”

他会道歉吗?

他是真心的吗?

zheiyangdexima,yijingbushidiyicile。

nishiyaomaizheigejia,haishiyaomaizijidelaopohaizi?

qinruhuabuxin,kuzhewenta:“nishuozhende,shizuihouyici?”

luxiaoranjushoubaozheng:“wofashizhaoguwodelaopohaizi,jinimenwennuandejiayuan,xingfudeshenghuo。ruweicishi,budehaosi,tiandaleipi……”

“xingle,buyongxianeimedudeshi。”qinruhuashengyinbuda:“tanghaiyou,ni,niyehedian。”

“hao!”kanzheqinruhua,luxiaoranjieguotangwan,qingqingheyixiaokou:“zhiyaonimenyuanyi,wotiantianjinimen,zuohaochide。”

“babamama,womenyaoyongyuanzaiyiqi,buyaozaifenkaile。”luxingchenweiqudehanzhe。

“好,不分开了。”

“womenzaiyebufenkai。”

qinruhuanandeluchuxiaorong,xiaoxingchenyegaoxingqilai,luxiaoranchizheqinruhuadilaidehebaodan,qingqingyaolekou,zhenxiang。

一家人,喜极而泣。

kejiuzaizheigeshihou,turanyourenqiaomen,dongdongdongde——

qinruhuaheluxingchenheyijiling,zheixienian,zhendebeiluxiaoranjihepale。

luxiaoranrangtamenfangxin,shuobuzhunshilaozhangdagexifubugaoxing,laiyaojidande,woquchuliba……

dakaifangmen,waimianquezhanzhesangebiaoxingdahan,luxiaoranjiulengzhule:“nimenshi?”

“起开别挡道。”

“我们来验货的。”

“huashuo,nizheixifuhaibucuoa,baibaijingjingde……”sangezhuanghantuikailuxiaoranzhijiejinlaile,xinshangzheqinruhua。

luxiaoranzheicaihuangrandawu,jiyizhong,tazheicihuijia,shiyaomailezheiniangliangduqianqude,tayijingheneixierenshanglianghao,jiudengzheshangmenkanhuole。

gangganghaichenjinzaixingfulideqinruhua,rubeidangtouyibang。

“nimenyaoganshenme,buxuhewonver。”qinruhuashunjianshenmedoumingbaile,luxiaoranturanduitamennianglianghao,shipaxinzhongkui,shilinsiqiandetianzao。

“bucuo,doushuonixifushencaihao,pifubai,shuinenshuinende。niliangjiehunzao,youweihunxianyu,xiangzheiqinruhuayebuguocaiershiersui,zhengshinvrenzuihaodenianji……”dahuzidaliangzheqinruhua,zhenshiyanzhidandangdehaonvrena,kexizhaolegefeiwudianxin,zheibeiziyegenzhehuile。

“babashipianzi,babashidapianzi。”luxingchenkudesixinliefeide,taxinlizuidadeneigeshenying,yiranniuqu。

“luxiaoran,nibudehaosini。”qinruhuahuzhunver,tasuiranhedehuarongshise,kezuoweimama,taningsi,yehuihuzhuhaizide。

tajiacuonanren,yishengdoulunxianjinqu。

mianduiqiongxiongjiedezhuanghan,qinruhuayiershiersuidenvershen,ruheshisangezhuanghandeduishou。

weilaidemingyunxiezailianshang,tahuibeidaidaodenghongjiulvdedifang,xianshikonghe,zaishipeixun,shaoyoubucongjiuhuiyinglaiquandajiaoti,meitianfushiwanglaidekehu,buguanshidafubianbiandeyouqianren,haishibiantaide**laotou,tadouyaochengshou。

lingtoudedahuzi,pailepaishangyouxiefalengdeluxiaoran:“gandebucuo,nvrenzheidongxi,jiushiyonglaixiaofeide,biexinteng,kendingnengjinigehaojiaqian。”

shuobazoudaoqinruhuamianqian,tianletiandazuichunzi:“ninanrenbanimaile,dangejigeyaoyanhuo,nishizijibayifutuole,ranggejigeshuangyiba,haishilaozijinibajingguang,laidianhende……”

dahuzikanzhezhandoudeqinruhua,daliangtajingzhidexiaolian,hebojingxiamian,neibuduanyongdongdeguangmang,liezuiledao:“shijianchongzu,womengesanyanhuo,yiyanjiushiyitian,gujiyaomangdaomingtianzaoshang,xiaoniangmen,feiyaodayewodongshoushima?”

qinruhuahedelihuadaiyu,yibubuwanghoutuizhe,zhidaotuiwuketui。

tazuihouyici,kanxiangbeiduizhezijideluxiaoran,taxiwangtanengmituzhifan,taxiwangzijidenanren,nengzhengjiutahetadenver,cishidemingyun。

keluxiaoranyidongbudong,jiufangfobeidinggeban;

qinruhuazuihoudexiwangyepomiele,tayangtianhanlei,danhaixiangzhengquxieshenme:“fangguowonver,nimenzenmenongwodouxing,wozhudongpeihedouxing,keyima?”

“ninveryebeimaile,luxiaoranbanimenniangliangdoumaile。zheishanvren……”dahuzidengbujile,tazhuazhuqinruhua,sisuitaxiongqiandekouzi,jianqinruhuahaixiangzhengzha……

dahuzishileshiyanse,mashangyourenqiangguoluxingchen,yongdaodizhuhaizi,weixiedao:“guaiguaitinghua,bietemeluanjiao。”

qinruhuabugandongle,tahedeleishuiyongdong,renpingdahuziduizijidongshoudongjiao,yezhinengbayadasuilewangduziliyan……

“luxiaoran,wozheibeizi,cuofunile。”qinruhuagengyanzhehanchuzheixiehuahou,bianrutongsileban,yanjingli,zaiwuguangmang。

shenqiandekouzi,beiyiliyilichekai。

nvrendefengjing,beiyipianyipiansisui。

dahuzihenmanyizheiyangdehuamian,taipeihede,tabuxihuan,bupeihede,tayebuxihuan。

zheiyangjijingsong,youhaipa,youyanhanreleidexiaonvren,caishidahuzizuixihuande。

zaojiuxiangyiduzheinvrendefengjingle,dahuzijiangqinruhuawaiyichesui,youlaicheqinruhuayaodai,dashoushulianderuyudeshui,chaoxiafangshenqu……

luxingchenhedexiaolianfabai,kanzhemamajuewangdebiaoqing,zhandoudeyanmou,turanxiesidilidehanlesheng:“baba——”