tajizhouchengmingdadianhua，gaozhiwuxuandashitingletadeyijian，buxiuguwuzhihou，zhouchengmingzaidianhuaneibiandenuhuojianzhiyaoxianfanzhenggeouzhou。
“liuyue，nibierenxing。niyiweiwobashansheshuizhaodaowuxuandashi，sipilailianyaoxiufuzheipiwujian，shiweileneidianpoyongjin？wogaosuni，bushi。liuyue，nizijixiangxiang，niduojiumeiyudaorangnixinyi，rangniyouchongdongxiangxiufudedongxi？nizaizheimexiaqu，nijiuyaowanle，nizhidaoma？nicaisikujie，nimamu，nimeiyoulingqile，nizhidaoma，liuyue。”
“nizaizheimexiaqu，nijiuyaowandanle。”
zhouchengmingyuema，yueqijing，hentiebuchenggang，huangdibujitaijianji。
“meiyoulingqi，neijiubuxiu。”liuyueyeshuoqihua。
“nibaotiantianwu，nizaotaziji。nishenglaijiushichizheikoufandeming。”
liuyuewozhedianhua，qingqingdexiaole，xiaoronghenku。
zhouchengmingshuodebucuo。zheijiushitademing。tacongchushengqi，dajiajiushuotayoutianyan，duizheixiegudaidedongxi，wushizitong。
xiaoshihou，muqindaitaquqinqijiazuoke，kandaoqinqibaifangzaiketingdezihua，ciqi，tanengzhunquewuwudepanduanchulaizinachaonadai，nengpanduanchushizhenpinhaishiyanpin。zuichushi，muqinjuedetashihushuobadao，meilihui。
houlaishangxuehou，duilishigengshiwushizitong。duichaodaibianqian，duizhanzheng，duigechaogedaimingjiang，tagenbenwuxukanshutingke，biannengdaobeiruliu。shenzhiyouciyulaoshizhenglunyigeshijianzhoudecuowuermianhongerchi，zuihoulaoshifanyueledaliangguji，caifaxiantashuodeshiduide。neishishi，jiarenzhidangtashijiyilihao，nengguomubuwang。
zuihou，tabeidazhongzhixiao，shibaowujiandingdejiemuhongbiandajiangnanbeishi，dianshilimeizhanshiyijianbaowu，tabiannengyiyanjiukanchuzhenjia，conglaimeiyoushiwuguo。zheigexiaoxiyichuanshi，shichuanbai，henkuaijiuchuankaile，jialiyouzushangliuxiadewujianderenluluxuxuzhaoshangmenlaiqiutakanyiyan，shenzhiyouyixiezhuanyedeshouzangjia，danfanyaorushouyijianbaowushi，bianhuidaishangtaqujianding。zheizhongqingkuangyuyanyulie，yiyanzhongyingxiangdaotayijiarendezhengchangshenghuo。chulemaijiawuxiuwuzhidezhaotajianbiezhiwai，xiangzhuanqiandemaijiagengshiduitaweibiliyou，rangtayijialuanzhen。
taneishiyijingqingchunqi，beizheiyangdeshenghuozhemodepanniqishifenyanzhong。youciyougexianggangshangren，qingtajianbieyifuqianwandezihua，neitian，taxinfanqizao，hanzhe
“zhende，zhende，shizhende。”
tagenbenbuzhidao，zheiyangdeyijuhua，huijitamenquanjiadaiqulemiedingzhizai。neishangrentingletadehua，hualeqianwanmaileyifuyanpin，houguokexiangerzhi。
tadefuqinbeihuohuobisi，congciliutayumuqinxiangyiweiming，dagongweisheng。zhidaohoulai，tayudaolezhouchengmingdefuqin，shoutaweitu，jiaotaxiufudeshouyi，tahenkuaiqingchuyulanershengyulan。chengledangjinzuizhishoukeredeguwuxiufushi。
zheiliangnian，suizhetamuqindequshi，suizhetajingchangzuodeneixieguangguailulidemeng，tadexinbianyitianyitiandegankule。
zhouchengmingmatamadedui，dantabingbuzaiyi。takendayinglailasa，youyigegengdadeyuanyinbianshibaijianwuxuandashi。congtamuqinqushizhihou，tahuaiyimuqinyouxinyuanweile，linghunbusan。neixiemengjing，huoxushitamuqintuomengjita。
wuxuandashisilejietadexinyuan，midiesangyinchenchenshuodao
“xiangrangwangshengzhezousanshandaolunhui，yongdengjileshijie，bixujingguoqiqisishijiutiandechaodu。niruofangbian，kezaisiyuanzhuxia，meirichenqibeisongjingwen，wanshangdazuoqifu，fangkecouxiao。”
“好。”
liuyuebeianpaizaisimiaozuikaolidekefang，sizhouyoushenpijing，fangwuguseguxiang，meiyouyidianxiandaishenghuodehenji，zheilibaoliuyouzuiyuanshidejianzhu。tazheiyitianleijile，benshizhanchuangjiushui。
“kou，kou，kou”menkouquechuanlaiqiaomenzhisheng。
shiwuxuandashideneiweidizi，songlaizhuangwenwudetanmuxiangzi，didaoliuyuedemianqian，wen
“zheishininluoxiadedongxima？”diziwen。
“bushi。”liuyueyaotou。
“wuxuandashishuozheishinindedongxi，xianzaiwuguiyuanzhu。”shuozhe，buyoufenjiusaidaoliuyuedehuaili，zhuanshenjiuzou。
liuyuebumingsuoyi，dakaitanmuxiangzi，limianguoranzhengzhengqiqibaifangzhejijianguwu，yefengqinglie，sizhoujijingdezhinengtingjianyuanchuzhongbaideshengyin。
tabaozhexiangzihuifang，buzhiwuxuandashiweihesonglaizheige？
tadakai，yijianyijianxinshang。lishidehouzhongganyingmianerlai，dangengqiguaideshi，yuekanyuejuedeshuxi，fangfozheixiedongxicengjingjiuzheiyangzaitashouxinzhongbawanguoyiyang。
tabuzhidaokanleduojiu，mimihuhuzhizhongbianshuileguoqu。
依然是做梦。
mengli，yinsubaozhetaxuanzhuan：
“axi，gendainihuigong。”
“axi，woyidingxunizheiyisheng，zheiyishi，zuituotiekuailederizi。”
“axi，woyaorangnichengweizheitianxiazuixingfudenvzi。”
tahuantianxidigenzhetaqugongli。
后来，他说：
“axi，zheishiwoshengzaidiwangjiademingyun，bixuquqiang，quduo，wocainengxunizuidadexingfu。nifangxin，woqubeijueguocangruoyuweifei，zhishiquanyizhiji。”
kezheiquanyizhijichengleshishi，cangruoyuhuaiyunle。ertabeidarulenggong，congcigudengxiangban。
zheiyiyedemeng，fanfanfufu，mengjingyuelaiyueyouxueyourou。
daolexiabanye，tabianqingxingle，zuoqishendakaisuishenxiedaidediannaoshangwangchazhougongjiemeng。ranerwangshangmeiyourenhexinxinengjieshitazheiyangyigewanzhengde，daizhegushixingdemengyiweizheshenme。
aoledabanye，zhidaoqingchentingdaosimiaoqiaozhongdeshengxiang，tacaiqilai，qubaijianwuxuandashi。wuxuandashijiantapibeibukandeyangzi，yaoleyaotou。
daizhetapantuizuozaiputuanshangsongdujingwen。niaoniaochenxiang，wuxuandashimidiedeshengyinyouyuanerjin，youjineryuandesigekongchuanlai。taxinshenhuanghu，sihutingdaomuqindeshengyin，zaitajixiaodeshihouduitashuo
“nibuyaorangrenherenzhidaonidenengli，fouzehuibeirendangchengguaiwulaikan。”
又是成年后，母亲说
“liuyue，nibashibeinihaisile，nizhidaoma？”
dong…dong…dong….wuxuandashitingzhilesongjing，ershiqiaolesanxiamuyu，liuyuecaicongneizhenhuanghuzhizhongqingxingguolai。
“nimuqinzaoyiyongdengjileshijie，fanershini，xinmonanchu。”
“心魔？”她反问。
“shizhu，niqianyuanweile，shanyourenkukudianji，zheiyishicaihuizhuduofanyou，fangxia，fangdeshizhong。”
“我该如何做？”
“congnalilai，gaiyounaliqu。”wuxuandashishuangmuqingming，kanzheta，fangfozaikanzheyaoyuandeguoqu。
“我从哪里来？”
“qiqisishijiutianzhihouziyoudingshu。”
wuxuandashibuzaishuohua，ershimusongtalikai。
zhouchengmingouerhuijitadayueyangdianhua，yuqilizaoyiwangjizhiqiandebuyukuai，dianhuaneirongdoushitingtaxuxutaotaozaiguowaidesuojiansuowen，fenxiangdashixiaoshi。
liuyuebuzhisheng，yebuguaduan。ruguoyoushimang，bianhuikailemianti，rentaziyanziyu，erzijimangzijideshi。taliangdoumeiyoupengyou，qinrenyedouyijingbuzaishi，suoyiganqingsuitanbushangreluo，danbicixinzhongyixiongmeixiangcheng。
“liuyue，woxiangdingxialai，buxiangzaipiaobole。”zhouchengminghuranganshang。
erliuyuezhengzaifanzheyibendizangjing，zhengkandaowanfajieshiyinyuansuosheng，jishiyin，yeshiguo。ruguochaoduzhongshen，tuoliliudaolunhui。naozilibianxiangqilewuxuandashishuode，younalilai，huinaliqu。suoyixinbuzaiyandetingzhezhouchengmingdehua。
“liuyue，nizaitingma？”
“嗯。”
“woshuowoxiangdingxialaile，zhaogehaonvhaijiehunshengzi，zaiyebupiaobo。”
“nizaogaizheimexiang，shifuyebuhuibeiniqisi。”liuyuetuokouerchu。
zhouchengmingquelengzaidianhuaneitou，chenmobuyu。
“我挂了。”
“再见。”
liuyuegualemianti，jixukandizangjing。chuangwaidetian，wuyunmibu，siyaoxiadayu。suoxingtanghuichuangshangbumian，zuoyebeimengjingganrao，bianweishuihao。
waimianfengyudazuo，chuanghubeifengchuidekuangdangzuoxiang。tajingranyouzuomengle，yuelaiyueqingxidemeng，shenzhinengtihuidaomengzhongdetongchu。
mengli，xiazheqingpendayu，dianshanleimingzhixia，zhenggemuzhidechuanghuxiangbeileidianpichengliangban，wuneiyesuizheshandian，beizhaodecangbai。
tatangzaiyizhangbingliangdechuangshang，duzijiaotong，doudadehanzhucongtadeetoushangyiliyilidemaochulai。pangbianzhanzheyigelaofu，kuzheduitashuo
“liuguniang，nizairenren，dafumashangjiudao。”
tayijingtongdejingshenhuanghu，danshitaqingchudezhidao，dafubuhuilaide，dafubuhuilaizheiwurenwenjindeliuchigong。suizheyizhenyizhendejutong，tadexia/tiyouwenredeyetiliuxia。
shixue，ranhonglezhenggechuangdan。
yipangdelaofujingjudehandao
“liuguniang，nichengzhea。”laofuyijinghuangshicuo，kudebunengziji。
“nibieku，qujiaosanwangyeyinsulai。”tasuanpingjing。
“hao，hao，womashangqu，womashangqu。”laofuliangqiangzhe，liansanyeweicheng，bianchijiaopaolechuqu。
fengtingle，yuyetingle，tamianrusihuitangzaichuangshang。
xujiuzhihou，laofucaihuilai。rutasuoliao，yigerenhuilaide，putongyishengguizaitadechuangqian
“sanwangyebukenlai，tashuoliuchigonglirendesihuo，tabuguan。”
“liuguniang，duibuqi。”
laofuguizaichuangqiankushengqili，bitazheigeliulechandenvrenhaiqili。
“他在哪里？”
“在钰妃的房内。”
“…..”yishunjian，tadelianchenglesihuise。
xiatiyibuzailiuxue，tazhengzhalepaleqilai，bugulaofudelache。yigerenzouchulezheizuolengbingbingdeliuchigong，muguangmangran，liqiyibeichoukong。
此生，再无可恋。