嗑药！
suisiweihaihunluan，ketanulikezhizijishentidezhandouzhengzhazhezuoqilai。
“不……”她没有。
keyao？tazenmekenengkeyaoni？zheishizuoweiyigeyirendedaji，tahunjiyulequanneimeduonianbukenengbuqingchu。tayizhidoujingjingyeyedeyanxi，zenmekenengqukeyaozihuiqiancheng？
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keyao……shenyikanzheshenselengjunyanedenanzhen，xianruleshenshendimimang，zheijushentizhendekeyaoma？
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nanzhenkanzheshenyibianlaibianqudebiaoqingxinligengjiawohuo，tashenzhidouhuaiyijintianzheiyichushibushidoushitazidaoziyande！guoranshiweilehongliandaodeyekeyipaoqima？
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“chuleyiyuannihainengqunaer？”nanzhenmianseyuleng，“nandaonihaixiangwofanglenijixuquxingpian？xialai！”
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shenyijiaoxiasisidizhucheyan，zhanshengdao：“women……keyishangliang，wobukeyiquyiyuan。”
“womenmeishenmehaoshangliangde，niquyiyuanjiancha！”
shenyiyaoyasisituozhunanzhen，“yaowuwohuijie……danshiwo……wobunengquyiyuan。”
“niyiweinibuquyiyuannengbayaoyinjiediao？bukeneng。”nanzhenjuedetashizaitianzhen，ruguoguangkaozijinengbayaoyinjiediaoshijieshanghaiyaoyiyuanganshenme。
“下车！”
shenyisisikouzhechezuojueqiangdekanzheta，jiliyayi，“……wonengjie。”
“wozaishuoyici，xialai！”
shenyibushanyanci，buzhidaozenmecainengshuofuta，zhizhandouzheganbabadao：“wonengjie。”
nanzhenmeiyanyuleng，“bukeneng！”
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nanzhenmeimuyuleng，yuefajuedeshoudaoleqipian，“mankouhuangyan，wozenmexiangxinni！”
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nanzhenhaobuxinruan，zhuazhetadejianbangjiujiangrentiqilai，“genwozou！”
“bu，buyao。”shenyizhuanshenyupao。
nanzhenmeiliaodaotahuiturantaopao，yishijianzhilaidejilazhutadebeibao。
shenyipinmingwangqianpao，nanzhenyongliyizhuai，heisedeshuangjianbaojingran“cila”yishengbeichechengleliangban，beibaolidedongxihualaladiaolemandi。
shenyiyinweijudadeguanxingyixiazidiedaozaidi，nanzhenquemeiyouquzhui，fanerkanxiangleneigegunluodaotajiaobiandeyigelangaiertoumingsuliaoxiaohezi，hezili，shigesegeyangdeyaopianhejiaonang。
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fuxitingshizhiliaoyiyuzhengdeyaowu。
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shenyibuzhibujuejiuleiliumanmian，yuanbenqingxideshiwuzaicikeyiyibianchenglekepadehuanyingzhangyawuzhua。
weishenmetahuituransizaiaosika，weishenmetahuikeyao，weishenmelianzhonglaidejihuidoubujita！
zijiduanzandeyishengzoumaguanhuayibanzaizijideyanqianliuzhuan，yizhenzhen，yimumudejianjichulai——
shisuigueryuandaobi，zaidixiatongdaoqitaosannian，changguowushudesoushitihuiguozuiedudezhouma。shiliusuibeixingtanfaxianchengweitishen，shiqisuidiyicipaolongtao，ershisisuidiyiciyannvpei。paixishinian，yinweilaolei，yinweishigu，jinguowushuciyiyuandongguoxuduocishoushu，ershiliusuijiuyijingbingtongchanshen，yinianzhongyoulianggeyuedoushizaiyiyuanduguo，zhidaoershibasui，yiweizhongyumengxiangchengzhen，laotianquerangtacansizaizijimengmeidewutai。
shenyizaiyeyayibuzhuxinzhongbentengdeqingxu，tatanzuozaidishanghaotaodaku，fangfoyaobayishengdeyuanqihebugandoukusudiao。
weishenmeyaobazijifendouneimeduoniandechengguoduozou？weishenmeyaorangtatanshangzheiyangyigeduoluodeshenti？weishenmelianzuihoudexiwangyebujita？
shenyijinhudiankuang，weishenme！
danshi，zenmekeyiqufu！