第4章:我要重新开始

shenyizaicixinglaishizaicheshang。

tajiangshixianniuxiangzhongbiao,ershiyidianzheng。

nihongshanshuo,lvjiuhongdeng。yuanchushidenghuotongmingdemotiandashahewuyanliusedemotianlun,jinchushiruzoumadengyibankuaisushanguodehoucheting,guanggaopai,lvzhi,weilan……

yiqiedouxiangjiletagantonggaoshijinglidefushi。meiliyouxujia,fangfozaizuoyichangmeng。

“nixingle,nijiazainaliwosongnihuiqu。”

shenyihuishen,lenglengdailebanshangcaifanyingguolaiqukoudai,haobuyiwaimolegekong。

tashuangmufangkong,lenglehaoyihuiercaidao:“shijidingsheng。”

shijidingshengshibeijingshiyoumingdefurenqu,jihusuoyouyouquanyoumingderendouzhuzaineili。keyizheimeshuo,jiusuanzailimianyuzheyigeshoulajidelaotaitaiyebunengqingshi,zhibudingrenjiajiushimougongsichuangshirenxianlaiwushitiyanrensheng。

yinweihuijuzhegexingjutou,suoyibaomigongzuoyezuodejihao。2010nianshijidingshengjungong,bangeyuebianjiangsuoyoufangchanshouchu。shizhijinri,ruguobushizijiyouyitouluzijidezhusuo,sheiyewufazhidaosuzhudezhenshixinxi。

nanzhenchenmei,shouxiaqueshuliandediaozhuanfangxiang,“nizhuzaishijidingshengzheiyangdefurenquzenmehui……”

houmiandehuatameishuochukou,bijingwangwangjiushizheiyangfushudejiatinggushicaigengfengfu。

jiuxiangzuoleyichanghuangdandemeng,sixuzhijinhaiyouxiehunluan,shenyikanzhechuangwaimeiyoushuohua。

liangjiu,“nishuodeshizhendema?”

nanzhenpieleyiyanhoushijing,zhijiantapibeidebishangleyanjing,liansecangbai,xuruodefangfonengsuifengerqu。

taqingqingdao:“shizhende。”

jinrushijidingshengshouxianyaoshiguoyitiaoyouzhangdelinyindaocainengjiandaoyinzangjishendebaoanting,yinweinanzhenshidiyicilai,suoyixuyaoliangrenxiacheshualian。

huoxushishuangfangdouhenshuxile,jinguanshenyizaoxinglangbei,baoanhaishihenkuaifangxing。

shenyizhenggeguochengdoulenglengde,zhidaonanzhentinglecherangtadailushi,tacaihouzhihoujuefanyingguolaizijiyouzoushenle。

liangrentingzaibalou,yilouliangjiazhuhu,chuledianti,shenyiwangyoushoubiandefangzizouqu,enshangzhiwen,duiguohongmo,dingdongyishengdamenyingshengerkai。

“欢迎回家。”

这是自己的声音。

nanzhenzheishengyinyigenzaitashenhoujinqu,saoshiyiyanjiuxiaoleqilai,yanliqueshaolewendu,“yuanlainizheimexihuanshennvwang。”

haibao,baozhen,cd,**……mujidoushitadezhoubian。

jiulianmenkouyangshengqilideneiyisheng“huanyinghuijia”yeshicongtayandedianshijuzhongjiexialaide。

shenyipengqifangzaichajishangdeshuibei,shangmianyijiuyinzhezijidetouxiang。

zheiyesuanshi……yinguoxunhuanme?

tasile,quezhongshengdaoyigetongmingqiejixihuantadeshaonvshenshang。

“nengbangwoyigemangma?jingjiren。”

nanzhenmeiyouzuo,jugaolinxiakanzheta,“shenme?”

“bangwobasuoyouyouguanshenyidedongxidourengdiao。”shenyidunleyixia,“huozhejuandiaoyexing。”

“rengdiao?”nanzhenmouziyichen,“weishenmeturanyaorengdiao。”

shenyitaimouyizhabuzhadekanzheta,fangfoxuanshiyiban,“woyaozhongxinkaishi。”

重新开始。

paoqiguoqudesuoyou,zhiweilezijidemengxiangerhuo,zhongxinhuochuzijideyangzi。

buguanzheigeshijieruhecanrenduita,tadouyaozhenxilaizhibuyidediercirensheng。

fenghuangniepan,yuhuozhongsheng。