第1章死亡与新生
“咚，咚！”
一根、两根……
zhiguduanliedejutongrangjiangqiuyuefakuang。
“tongma？”nvrenrengdiaoshouzhongdechuizi，gongshenqujinjiangqiuyue，heqirulan。
jiangqiuyuedetongdeyanqiandoumohule，shengyinquexiesidili：“jiangxixi，wenxiubuhuifangguonide！”
“wodehaojiejie，nizenmezheimechun，daoxianzaihaibumingbai？axiushiwode，tajiejinni，buguoshiwomendejihuabale。”
jiangxixibaibaishou，chixiaozhexinshangjiangqiuyueruzaoleipideyangzi，yuqiyufaeyi：“dangchudinghunyanshangdeshiqinghaishiwomenyishoucehuade，xiangrangniheaxiuchengshier，sheizhidaoyudaomurongchendaoluan，nihetagunlechuangdan。houlaiwomenfeilehaodadejingcainadaojiangjiadecaichan。”
murongchen……shentishangdetongdibuguoxinshangdejutong，jiangqiuyuedeyanqianyijingkaishimohu，jiangxixiqueyiranxiandajibuda，yigeyouyigedezhongbangzhadanrenglexialai。
“dangchuneifenjimiziliaoshiwotoude，shougoujiangjiayeshiwoheaxiugande，nipingshineimezhenduimurongchenhenibaba，xianzaitamenyigejinlejianyuyigesile，gaobugaoxing？”
“e，wowangle，haiyounineigehuaididi，yaobushitafaxianlewoheaxiudemimi，kenengyebuhuisi。zhiyunineigeguimi……yeguaiwobuxiaoxin，weilerangjingchabuzhuichanidexialuo，wobuxiaoxingaosutanifanleanzaitao，sheizhidaotaneimejiduan，jingranzishajinidingzui，buguotayezaobuxianghuole，wohaisuanzuolejianhaoshini。”
jiangxixiziyidexiaozhe，tadengzheiyitiandenglezhengzhengshibanian！jingjingzhanzhandepabeifaxianmimi，errujinyiqiedoujieshule，pingshiyunduanshangdejiangjiadaxiaojie，yebuguoshitajiaoxiadechenni！
jiangqiuyueyanqianyihei，jingzhijieouchuyikouxianxue。
shuxidenanyincongmenkouchuanlai，shijiwenxiu，napaeshizuojin，tayiranyiguanchuchu，wenrunruyu：“xixi，dounonghaole，womenzouba。”
tamenpaoxialedianrandehuochai，huoshunzhehuoyoukuaisushaoleqilai，zhuoreganputiangaidimanyanerlai。
痛、好痛！
shentidemeiyichuzaihuozhongbeizhikao，tongrugusui。
taotianhenyiyanmeileta，tadelinghunzaibeiming，zaizhanli！
yigeyingzicongmenkouchonglejinlai，yourenbaoqitawangwaichong，tamihuzhongkanjianleyizhangshuxidelian，yanleicongyankuangzhongyichuyouzaihuohaideredulizhengfa。
shimurongchen，shihetayiqizhangdadechengege，shitadezhangfu，shineigezaitabeizhirendaoqujimiwenjianshiyiwufangutingshenrenzuidenanren。
kehentabeimengbileshuangyan，kanbujiansihaotadehao。
对不起、对不起！
beihuoshaohuidediaodenghenhenzaxia，murongchenchunjiaoyichutongheng，quehaijinjinbaozheta，qingshengninanzhe：“yueer，biepa。”yudaizhanyin。
taxianghaotaodaku，quewusihaoliqi。
tazuichunwuliderudong，zuihouyiyanmanshijuanliandekanxiangta。
murongchenpinsiyemeinengjiuchuta，tafangfotingjianleshengsilijiedejiaohan。
linghunyuelaiyueruo，henyiqueyueyanyuelie。
tahenzheishijianhaorenwushanguo，huairenquechangkuangyushi。
tahenzijiyanmangxinxia，zheiyishengdoucuodechedi，aicuoleren、hencuoleren。shitarangaitaderendouwushanguo，ruyoulaishi，tazaiyebuyaoshangtamenyisiyihao。
haiyoumurongchen……tawuhuiletayibeizi，henletayibeizi。linghunxiaoshidezuihouyike，yishiliquequanshitaderongyan。
如有来世——
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tong，beibuguntangercitong。
这是真实的痛感。
congtasihou，zaiyemeiganshouguodetongjue。
jiangqiuyuemengdijingxing，dongdanshichedaobeihoudeshangkouchoulekouqi。
rumudeshishuxidechuang，shuxidefangjian。shitazaijiangjiaxijiaobieshudefangjian，fuqinhenaita，buguantahuibuhuizhu，meiyichufangchandouyoutaanzhaotaxihaobuzhidefangjian，erzheigefangjian，shitachangzhudefangjianzhiyi。keshiyinianqianjiangjiapochan，suoyoufangzidoubeinaqudizhai……
taanxiaxinzhongdejingtaohailang，zhandoudeshouzhienliangleshoujipingmu，shoujishangdeshijianqingxiyoumingliang，2016nian5yue20ri。
kanzheshuxideyiqie，jiangqiuyuejinhuxijierqi。
tazhongshengle！zhongshengdaolesinianqian，yiqiebeijudouhaiweifashengdesinianqian！
haibudengjiangqiuyuehuanguoqingxu，fangmenhuranbeituikai，menkouchuanlailejiangxixijiaorouzaozuodeshengyin……