第一章你为何要骗我
zhuguangyouyou，shuxiangdandan。
youjidemaowunei，mimanzhelvlvqingyan，oueryoujizhilaoshucongqiangbianluguo，huoshizhuzuguanwang，huoshisatuijiupao，jingshiyouzhejifenkeaidemoyang。
shaonianzuozaishuanqian，fanyuezheshouzhongdeshuji，shenqingzhuanzhu，xiangshirudingdelaoseng，ganyingbudaoyisideqingxubodong。
shaonianmingjiaoqinfeng，wubianzhenlijiasanzhanglaodezhangzi，guoleziye，jiushiliusuizhengle。
tachuanzheyijiandiaosedezhangpao，meiqingmuxiu，fengdupianpian，xiangshiyikuaipuyu，wenruneryouchunjing，jirenyizhongqingxinzirandeganjue。
呼！
huran，yizhenfengchuiguo，dasanlejilvqingyan。
qinfengyezaizheishiheshangleshujidezuihouyiye，taiqishuangshourouleroumeixin，ranhoubishangshuangyan，shuangchunrudong，xiangshizaishushuozheshenme。
kongzhongdangqidiandianlianyi，yizhongmomingdeyunlvxiangzhesizhoukuosan。
shujitangzaishuanzhishang，suizhezheizhongyunlvzhendongbuzhi，zuihoujingshitengkongerqi，zaikongzhongjisudefandong，shifangyidaodaonanyiyanyudeguangmang，feichuyigegeguiyidefuwen。
guangmangyufuwenjiaozhi，zuihoumeiruleqinfengdemeixin。
砰！
mouyishike，shujizhakai，huaweilexuwu。
qinfenghuanhuanzhengkaishuangyan，saoshisizhou，chenmolehenjiu，zuihouzuijiaoweiweishangyang，luchuleyigeweixiao，“zhongyuzaishiliusuizhiqianjiangshifuliuxiadesanqianbengujiquanbumingjiyuxin，shinianle......”
qinfengzhanleqilai，zoudaochuanghuqian，tuikailechuanghu，yizhenfenfangpubierlai，taitouwangzhexuanguazaibankongdeyuanyue，“shinianle，wocongweilikaiguozheigemaowu，yiqiedoushiweile......”
shuodaozhei，shaoniandeyanzhongshanguoyisilise，zaiyueguangdezhaoyaoxia，rangrendanhan。
吱呀一声。
突然，门被推开了。
yiweimiaolingshaonvpianranerlai，youruyiduoyaoyedeyoulan，fenfangeryouchunjie，zhabazhepiaoliangdedayanjing，jiandaoqinfengzhanzaichuangqian，luchuleyisijingya，“qinfenggege，nibudushulea？”
qinfengzhuanshen，xiaozhedao：“budule，zaiyebudule。”
shaonvjingxi，paodaoqinfenggenqian，lazhetadeshoubei，sajiaodao：“qinfenggege，neiniyihoushibushikeyipeizheqianyadaochuwanshualea？”
qianyaquanmingzhaoqianya，zhaojiadixizidi，yuqinfengtongsui，qingmeizhuma，ganqingjishen。
qinfengzaimaowuneizhuleshinian，shinianjian，yezhiyouzhaoqianyabeiyunxuqieshiweiyikeyijinrumaowuderen，zuyizhengmingliangzhedeganqingjianbukecui。
qinfengbenxiangjujuezhaoqianya，danshijiantayilianqidai，burenjujue，youngleyisheng。
zhaoqianyaxinxi，xiangyaoshuoshenme，danshihuranganjuejiaoshangyouyidong，yihuodekanleguoqu，zhijianyizhilaoshuzaizijidejiaoshangshouwuzudao，xiangshizuijiudehaitong。
“啊......”
zhaoqianyajianjiao，yijiaotifeilelaoshu，zijiyeyinweishiqulezhongxinhenhendeshuaidaozaidi。
zheiyiqie，fashengzaijiduandeshijian。
dengdaoqinfengfanyingguolaideshihou，zhijiandezhaoqianyatangzaidishang，zuijiaoyixue，shenshangdesuyiyirouyankejiandesudubeiranhongle。
qinfenglengzaileyuandi，xinxiangzenmele？
ranhou，tafaxianbeiranhongdesuyikaishibianheile，zhunquedeshuo，bushisuyibianheile，ershixianxuebianchengleheise。
huanghujian，qinfengzaicikandaoleshinianqiandeneiyimu。
taganjinchongguoqu，sikaizhaoqianyadeyifuhebengdai，zaiqixiongkouchuguorankandaoleyidaohenshendezhuahen。
yuzhuahenchu，yinyuejiannenggoukandaosisiheisedenengliangpaihuaiyouzou，zhengshizheixieheisedenengliangshidexianxuebianchengleheise。
“qianya......”
qinfengdajiao，danshizhaoqianyayijingshiquyishi，xianrulehunmi。
“shidu，shidu，shidu！”
qinfengshuangquanjinwo，mouzhongsanfazheshixuedeguangze。
shinianqian，zhengshishiduhuidiaoletayiqiedemeihaoyuanning，ruguobushiyudaolezijideshifu，tapashizaojiubaoshihuangye，xiaoshizaizheigetiandijianle。
shinianle，shiduhaiweixiaoshi，hao，henhao！
“lengjing，lengjing，lengjing......”
qinfengqiangpozijilengjingxialai，shixianluozailemaowudezuijiaoluochu，“duile，shifuliuxialejieyao......”
tachongdaozuijiaoluochu，wakaiqiangjiao，quchuleyigeheisetiehe，ranhoudakaitiehe，quchuleyigeyuping。
“qianya......woyouyao！”
qinfengquchuyilidanyaosairulezhaoqianyadekouzhong。
budebushuo，zheidanyaodegongnengguorannitian，zhaoqianyazheicaifuxiadanyao，zhuahenshangdeheisenengliangbianshisanqu，shangkouyirouyankejiandesuduyuhe，zuihouhuifuyuanyang，kanbudaoyisihenji。
“zhei......yinghe！”
qinfengdengdaleshuangyan，henshizhenjing，takaishiyoudianxiangxinneigewuliangshifushuoguodehuale。
tiandijian，meiyoujiubuhuoderen，zhiyoujiubuhuorendelaji。
qiaodezhaoqianyadezhuangkuangwendinglexialai，qinfengyeshisongleyikouqi，ranhoushixianbuyoudeluozailezhaoqianyadeshenzishang。
meiyouleyiwudezhedang，yilanwuyu。
qinfengzhabazhechunjingdeyanjing，xinxiangxujiubujian，zheixiaonizidaoyeshizhangdale......
“嗯？”
huran，qinfenghoubeiyizhenfahan，zhenggerenxiangshizhuirulebingjiao。
tamengranhuitou，duishangleyishuangzuyihuimieshijiedeshuangmou，baolieryouxiongcan，rangrenxinjingdanzhan。
“xiaozi，nijingrannenggouquchushidu！”
heilangyiyueerru，cuzhuangdesizhidaiqileyizhenxuanfeng，luozaileqinfengdegenqian，jingshikouturenyan，“woxiangqilaile，nishishinianqianbeineigerenjiuxialaidehaizi，nanguainenggoujiedu！jiejie......mingyunhaizhenshiyouyisi，shinianqianweinengshasini，jintianwokansheihainenggoujiuni？”
heilangmaibu，xiangzheqinfengbijin，yanzhongjingshishixuedeguangze。
qinfengjiangzhaoqianyabaozaihuaizhong，dingzheheilang，yanzhongshanshuodeguangzebizhiheilanggengjiadebaoli。
“nimeisi，henhao！”qinfengyiziyijudeshuodao。
heilangbeiqinfengdeyanshenheleyitiao，tingxialejiaobu，ranhouxiexiaodao：“jiejie......nihaiyiweizijishishinianqiandejueshitiancaima？liusuidezhujiwuzhe，wanniannandeyiyu。keshi，nixianzaijiushiyigeshouwufujizhilidemayi......nisidingle！”
wuzhexiulian，jingjieyouruodaoqiangdazhikeyifenweilingxi、zaoxue、zhuji、ningdan、wuxing、zongshi、chaofan、buxiu、zhangkong、daozu。
zhiyushifouhaicunzaigenggaodengjideshengling，zheijiuwufachuaicele。
shinianqian，nianjinliusuideqinfengyijingxiuliandaolezhujijing，yaozhidao，changrenxiangyaochengweiwuzhejiqikunnan，yongwanlitiaoyidoubuweiguo，erxiangyaotupodaogenggaodejingjie，jiugengnanle。
raner，qinfengliusuideshihoubianshidadaolehenduorenzhongqiyishengdouwufachujidegaodu，zheizaiyoujiudelishizhanghezhizhongdoubuchangjian。
yongwannianyiyudoubuzuyizhengmingqinfengdetianfuyouduomedenitian。
可惜，那都是曾经！
......
qinfengbaozhezhaoqianyahuanhuanzhanleqilai，shixianshizhongluozaiheilangshenshang。
tabisheidouqingchuzijixianzaidezhuangkuang，meiyoulingli，meiyoushili，mianduizaoxuejingdeheilang，tameiyourenhedeshengsuan，shenzhilianlilunshangdekenengdoubucunzai。
可是，他不能放弃。
“nijintianzuihaonongsiwo，fouzewodingranrangnimenfuchudaijia。”qinfenglengshengdao。
shuohuadeshihou，tabudongshengsedexiangzhejiaoluochunuodong。
“jiejie......niyiweiwohuixiangshinianqianneigebendanyiyang，jinichuanxidejihui？”heilangpaoxiaoyisheng，meiyourenhedeyouyu，yiyueerqi，shenchuqianzhua，zhuaxiangqinfengdeyaohaizhichu。
yizhenxingchoupumianerlai，rangrenzuoou。
qinfengsuiranmeiyoulelingli，danshiganyingyichangdelingmin，zaiheilangdongshouzhiqiantabianshijianghuaizhongdezhaoqianyarengxiangpangbian，ranhouzhenggerenxiangzhefanfangxiangshanduo。
heilangdemubiaoshita，zhiyaotabusi，zhaoqianyabianshibuhuisi。
suoyi，rengkaizhaoqianyashidangxiazuizhengquedexuanze。
zairuciweijideshike，qinfengnenggoubaochizheibanlengjing，budebushuo，tadexinjingyuanchaoyibanren。
砰！
lizhuahengkongerguo，silieleshuan，heilangyijiluokong。
qinfengshuaidao，pufuzaidi，meiyouqukanheilang，ershixiangzheqiangjiaopaqu。
tayouxiehouhui，weihegangcaizhiquledanyao，meiyoujiangtieheyibingnazou。
tabuzhidaotieheneihaiyoushenme，danshitazhidao，jinyenengfouhuoxiaqu，tieheshiweiyidexiwang。
“jiejie......niyouyicidepaoqile，buguonikeyifangxin，zheiyiciwohuijiangnimenquanbushasi，buhuiyoulouwangzhiyu。”heilangpaoxiao，zhuanshenzhuishaleguoqu。
zaoxuejingshenglingnenggouzuodaolingliwaifang，heilangzhixuyigepenhuoshu，huozheninglianyigezhuayinzuyigekongjishaqinfeng。
danshitagengchongshangxueyuroudesisha，xiangshouneizhongjiangdirensisuide**，gucihaishixuanzelezuiyuanshidefangfajishaqinfeng。
tingzheheilangdehua，qinfengxinshenyizhan，zaiyicipaoqi？shima？
shinianqian，tazuoletongyangdeshiqing，tahuolexialai。
shinianhou，hainenghuoxialaima？
“不，不一样的！”
qinfengdehoulongshenchufachunuhou，shuangtuiyongliyideng，youshoutanchu，yibazhuazhuletiehe，jiangtaladaogenqian，fangyankanleguoqu，kongkongruye，meiyourenhededongxi。
希望破灭了吗？
qinfengyizhenqiliang，zhongjiuhaishiwufataolijidingdemingyunma？
“nisile，shijiejiuanningle，jiejie......”heilanglengxiao，jianruidezhuazipokongerlai，shidekongjiandangqiyidaodaolianyi。
“dushusanqianjuan，zhongshiyichangkongma？niweiheyaopianwo？”