第3章
guoranhaishiyinggaiquyiyuanjianchayixia，wozheimexiangzhe，anzhetaiyangxuekaishifenpeijiexialaidegongzuo。
04
jiancebaogaoxianshiwodequehuaishanglehaizi，dantongshiyehuanshangleweiai。
jiwozuojiancedeshidangdixiangguanyouquanweixingdeyisheng，tongshiyeshiwoshijinianjiaoqingdepengyou。
“mingxi，tingwojuquan，xianzaiweiaihaizhishizaoqi，zhuyaodezhengzhuanghuileisishangfubutengtonghedusai，quanshenfaliexindengdeng，danfangqizheigehaizicongxianzaikaishizhuyuanjijizhiliaoshiwanquanyoukenengquanyude。”
sumantingmanliandanyou，buyanqifandizaiwoerbianquandaozhe，jianwozhishikanzhejiancebaogaochenmo，tayufajiaojidicuicudao：
“ganjinlianxinijiamujierangtalaiyiyuanbangnibanliruyuanshouxu......mingxi，douzheishihoulenibuhuihaixiangliuxiazheigehaiziba？”
sumantingjianwochenmozhemeizuofanying，bukesiyididengyuanshuangyankanzhewo，banzhangkaizuiyushuohaixiulebantian，zuihoutanqidao：
“nizijihaohaoxiangxiangba，wozhidaonihenxianggentayougehaizi，danzheishiyijingbunengzaituole，wulunruhedoudejinkuaihenijianeiweitaolunchugejieguo。”
wokanzhejiancebaogaoshangyilanlanshujuzhengshileweiaidecunzai，niezhemeixinzhangtanlekouqi：“wohuigentajinkuaishangliangde......zhendemafannile。”
wodetizhibuyishouyun，daozhiwohetangmujiejiehunsannianleyiranmeinenghuaishanghaizi。
woshizhenxinxiangliuxiazheigehaizi，xiangkankanyigeyichuanlewohetameiyandexinshengming。
kejiangruanyandechuxian，rangwoyouxiebuqueding。
tangmujie，tahuihewoyiyang，qidaizheigehaizidechuxianma......
woyongyaochidakaifangmenshi，wokandaotangmujiezhengdazhedianhua，tacikechuanzheyijianxiangdangzhengshidexizhuang，wozoudaotashenceshi，tazhenggendianhuaneibianderenlimaoxingdaobie。
“haode，yihuijian。”tafangxiashouji，guaduandianhuahoutaiyanduiwoshuodao：“jinwangenzuijinhezuopinfandeneijiagongsiyougejiuxi，neijiagongsishiwomendezhongdiankehu，laidedouhuishixieshangcengjiejiderenwu......wodasuandairuanyancanjiazheigejiuxijiejiaoyixiapengyou，rangtanengzaidangdiyoudianrenmai。”
benxiangchouchuneizhangjiancebaogaodeshoutingxialedongzuo，woyouxiebukesiyiditaitoukanzhetangmujie。
wonengcongtadeyanshenzhongkanchutashirenzhende。
zaizuojuedingshangzheidianwohetangmujiechuhuyiliaodiyizhi，doushiyidanzuolejuedingbianjuebugenggaideguzhi。
“rangyigegongsiwairenchuxianzaijiuxishang，haishinidejiuqingren，tangmujie，naozibuqingxingjiuzhaogetongfengdedifangrangbeihulijingmiyunledenaodaifangkongyixia，zheiyangnijiuhuizhidao，wojueduibuhuiyunxuzheizhonghuangmiudeshiqingfasheng。”
shangfubukaishiyinyinzuotong，fanweideexinganyouyonglechulai，xiongkoufangfobeidusaibantoubuguoqi。
wonulirangzijideyuqinenggougengjialengjingxie，jiuxiangwangchangbanbuliupozhan。
tangmujieyouxiehuyididalianglewopianke，fanghuanyuqidao：“mingxi，wobushineimemeiyoufencunderen，zheicijiuxibushigongzuoxingzhide，zhishirangshuangfangshuxixia，fangbianrihoujinyibuhezuo。”
yanxiazhiyi，zheibuguoshiyicilianyi，meibiyaoguoyujijiao。
wangridelianyitaoueryehuigoudaliangsangepiaoliangxiaojie，danyedoushiwanxiaoxingzhi，guolelianyibianbuzailianxi。
danzheicibuxing，woxiayishidianyalefubu，ruguotaxinlirengjiuyouruanyandeweizhi，wojiubunengyongzheigexiaoshengmingqudu。
woyijiulengzheliankanzheta，yanshenjiandingdiyaoleyaotouduanranjujuedao：“wobuyunxu，zheishimeideshangliang。”
wonengzhuyidaotabenyouxieqingfudetaiduyouxiejiangyingzhule，xianrantameiyuliaodaowohuizheimejianjue。
“woxianzaiyaoqujinxingjiuxideanpaile，niqufuzerenyuandediaodong，yaozhunshiwanchengwomennengzuodaozuiquanmiandejiuxianpai，buyunxuchaoshi，buyunxuyouyilou。”budengtafanbochukou，wobianzhijingjinxingleshiwudeanpai，ranhouduanzhengtitaihuiwugenghuanyifuqule。
shangfubudetengtongkaishibiandejulie，lianhuxidouyouxiewenluan，wojihushimianqiangyazhuleshengyinlidezhandou，yangzhuangzijiyiqieruchu。
zheigexiaoshengmingdanshenghou，wohailaidejijiantayimianma？
chanshenglezheiyangdedanyouhou，zhiganjueneixindeqingxubiandegengjiafuza，houbeizhujianpashanglegurangrenfalengdehanqi。
wochajuedao，wodeneixinjingranyongxianlekongjudeqingxu。
huoxuzaiwosiqu，haizihuiyouxindemama，huishigebiwowenrou，biwogengshihedangtangmujiedeqizi，gengshihedanghaizidemuqinderen。
danwoyiranxiwangwodehaizinenggoulejietademama，nenggouzhidaowoyouduoaita。
woxiangjiwodehaiziliuxiadianshenme，zheizhongxiangfayidanmengshengjiuwufayizhidezainaohailizhanjuleyidapianweizhi，qiangliedaowufahushi。
gaitounaolengjingdianqukaolvjiuxideren，kanlaibuzhitangmujie。
05
dangwochuanzheheisezhangqunxianshenzaijiuxishangshi，tangmujieyijingdaole。
taxianranshihualebushaojinglidaliziji，bujingyijiandediaoxiaojiuyinderenqunyizhenhongdong，quanchangdejiaodiandoujizhongzaitashenshang。
dangworuchangshi，xiegendiandidexiangshengrangrenqunfenfenrangchuledaolu，wobingweishouchijiubei，youyanlijiandeyuangongziranbuganshangqianjingjiu。
tangmujieshenhouzhanzaiyiweitongyangxijingdenvshi，wenwandejuzhihererenlianaidemianrong，guaiqiaodigenzhetangmujiexianggeweilaibinjingjiu，shengshudetitaiheyinweixunerfanhongdelianjiawubutixianchutaduijiuxidebushuxi。
erjiuxishang，zheizhongchurujiuxidemengdongganwangwangzuirongyiyinqineixiebuhuaihaoyiderenzhuyi。
tahaishibajiangruanyandailaile。
jiuxiyiranrenaofeifan，tangmujiezaizheizhongjiuhuishangyourenyouyu，buduanrangbaoweizhetaderenqunfachuyizhenzhendehongxiao。
tangmujiezaigongsibenjiumeishenmejiazi，bushaoyuangongdoutongtaqinjin，zaizheigufenweixia，bushaorenweizhejiangruanyan，naozhexiaowentagentangmujiedeguanxi，jiangruanyanyingfubulaizheizhongchanghe，beiyibeibeidiguanjiu，zhidaotangmujielanzhuletamianqiandejiubei。
jiuxitaiguocaoza，wozhikanjiantangmujiexiaozheshuolexieshenme，renqunbianyouchuanlaiyizhenxuanhua。
tajieguoleyuanxiandijijiangruanyandejiubei，jiangneibeijiuyiyinerjin。
renqunzhongyouhezuidehaoshizhehongxiaozhejiaoxiaodao“bukuishitangzong，jiushitiexin，zijidaidenvrensheiyeburangqifu。”
renqunyoushiyizhenxiaosheng，zhidaoxiaoshengmanyandaowodezhouweituranxianruyipiansiji。