第一章 执迷不悟

wodejiejiezaihenduonianqiansile……renshitaderen,doushuoshibeiwohaiside,erwo,queneimebuyaoliandejiajiletadenanyou。

ruguoshuoaiqingyoukuguo,neiyeshiwozitaokuchi。

wohenaishenyu,aidaozhimibuwudedibu。zhengrutahenwo,hendaoxiwangwozaodianqusidedibu……

医院——

“jianweimo,nidexuexinghemuqindeyiyang,pipeishangdejilvfeichangda。”

shenyuculidedashoujinzuanzhewodeshouwan,bufafeikuaidewangqianzou,kouqishengyingdemeiyouyisiwendu。

wobufaliangqiangdegenzaitashenhou,haojicichadianshuailegentou。

tabuguanbugu,woxinrudaoge,yankuangsuansedexiangyaodiaolei。

xumuqin,shitapengzaishoulipashuaile,hanzaizuilipahualedexiaoqingren。

tadexiaoqingrenshenshuaijie,jixujiuzhi,ergangcai,tayingtuozhewolaijixumuqinzuoshenyuanpipei,lianshanghaishiwocongweijianguodedanxinhejiaoji。

tadagaiwangle,wocaishitadeqizi!

wodingzhetadebeiying,tuwutichuyigeyaoqiu,“woxiangjianjianta。”

tabufayidun,“buxing。”

tahexumuqindeguanxiyijingyouchabuduobannianle,woyizhidouzhidao,danshiyicidoumeiyoujianguota。

shenyubatabaohudehenhao,kewobuxiangxinyoubiwojiejiehaiyaorangshenyuxindongderen,kendingjiushiwanwan,bijingzaixumuqinzhiqian,tahaiyouguojirenjiuqingren,qiemeiyirendoubuzhangjiu。

woxinlizheimeanweiziji,zuiliquexiayishidewen,“duinilaishuo,tajiuneimezhongyaoma?”

zhongyaodao,buxirangwoqiexiayigeshen,qujiuta?

tashixianzhizhiluozaiwoshenshang,bochungouchuyimohaokandehuxian,shuochuleduiwozuizhimingdehua,“dui,henzhongyao。”

tazongshizhidao,zenmeyangrangwonanshou。

woxinzhongchenmen,xiangbeisaileyituanmianhua,huxibuchang。

woyaoleyaochun,xiaoshengdao,“keshi……wobuxiangjuanxian。”

“niyiweiniyouxuanzedeyudi?”

tamiansedouranyichen,shengyinlenglie,wuqingqiecanku。

woxinlizuihouyisijiaoxing,chedimeile,zhishengmanxindekuse。

shenyucongweikaolvguowodesihuoba,tazhidanxinwodeshenyuanbunengchenggongpipei,jiubuletadexiaoqingren。

woganyazhesangziwen,“duinilaishuo,tabiwojiejie,haiyaozhongyaoma?”

tamouguangyichen,wozhewoshouwandeshou,yonglidefangfoyaobalimiandegutouniesui,junyidemianpang,jinshihaobuyanshidehenyi:“jianweimo,zuibupeitinijiejiederen,jiushini。ruguobushini,tabuhuisi!woduoxiwangdangchusideneigerenshini!”

zheishitatouyici,zheiyangzhijiedeshuochutadehenyi。

zhibaidehuayurutongliren,buliuqingdeciruwodexinzang,tengtongmanyankai,wotengdejianbangdouzhibuzhudefazhan。

zheishiweiyiyijianwowufahuibideshishi。

wohejiejieyiqiquwantiaosan,jieguo,chuleyiwai,tasile,woshangleyanjing,jiarenbajiejiedeyanjiaomoyizhijilewo。

shenyudaodiweishenmequwo,wobisheidouqingchu。

yinweihen,gengyinweizheishuangyanjing!

woshiqulewodejiejie,yechengweileshenyuzuihenderen。

wojiannanerbeiweideshuo,“shenyu,wozhendebuxiangjuanxian。”

我不能捐献!

juanshenshihuiyingxiangshentide,wodebabahaizaiyiyuan,meigeyuedouyaodengwozhuanqianjiaozhuyuanfei。

keshenyuyounalihuilihuiwo?

tachunjiaogouqileyimowuqingdehudu,jiurutongyigeemo,bijinwo,mouguangdaizheqingweidezhengninghexuesi,zaiwoerbianqingqingshuodao:“haoa,bujuan。neinijiugenzheyiqiqusihaole!”

pangrenkansiaimeiqingshendedongzuo,querangwoyouneierwaideshengchuyigukongju。

tadeshengyin,wanrulaizidiyudemogui,yaorangwoyongshibudefanshenyiyang。

wohunshenjiangzhu,houbeishileyipian。

“阿遇。”

zheishi,yigeshuxideshengyinturanzaishenhouxiangqi。

wolengzaiyuandi,xinzanghaoxiangyaotiaochusangziyan,youdianbuganxiangxinzijideerduo。

这个声音……

是姐姐?