第3章 爱这种东西,本身就不存在

tabuyoudeshixiao,kexineixiecaijingzazhishang,jingranmeiyouyizhangzhaopian。

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“在笑什么?”

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“jiushijuede,renyurenzhijiandechaju,zenmehuizheimeda。”

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“ng,wowandiandaochang,zongjieyixiahuiyideneirong,daihuierfadaowodediannaoshang。”

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“meishi,nibayiyaofeifulejiuxing,jingshenpeichangshenmedejiumianle。”

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tashenzhiyouxiehuaiyi,laoyezishibushizhidaotajiutaqishishibieyoumude?

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“xiansheng,nizenmehuizheimeyiwei?”

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“nibuainidezhangfu?”

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zhoulinyuandeyanjingmilemi,yanlilveguoyisixiaoyi。

sihutazongnengchurenyiliao。

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